He held me while I stare at my reflection I looked like a corpse so pale with a blue tinge to my skin my eyes so black and cold my hair looked no longer lively my cheek bones suck out. I started to softly sob I could no longer contain the tears who am I? What have I done? I fell to the floor he held me all the way down "shhhh it'll be okay" he said while petting my hair. I knew it wasn't going to be it never is. I wiped away my tears no more tears no more crying I was tired of all the pain. I pushed him away and got up, I stuck out my hand and pulled him to his feet with whatever strength I had because I was pretty low on what ever I had left. " we need to get out of here" I looked into his eyes he tried to avoid eye contact."were will we go?" He stared at the floor " I know you don't want to come with me I understand so you'll stay here " he looked up in shock "WHAT?!?! YOU CANT JUST LEAVE ME!!!!" He screamed at me " I'm sorry okay!!!! If you want to come you can but just open your eyes for once and realize what your leaving behind!!!" I yelled. He stared at me speechless I shoved past him to pack my bag he grabbed my arm " I know what I'm leaving behind I'm leaving it for a reason " he let me go. I stood in shock for a minute and walked into my room and grabbed the black backpack from the back of my closet. Does he really realize what he's leaving behind? His girl his mom school his future... He's leaving it all behind for me. He walked into me room "hey can I use your phone?" His voice was quiet