Alyssa's POV:

So after watching the dance battle of Mason and J and also dancing ourselves,

we were so exhausted but really happy, one of the best decisions I made in life, I will always remember this and them, well The dance battle was a tie turns out Mason and J both were their schools dance freaks,

it was so fun, I wish I could dance like that, haha, I felt like I belong with all of them, Later Carlos asked me to spent some time alone with him, he smiled his amazing smile so yes I couldn't say No,

he is so sweet, he has been sweet from the start, now he has managed to drag me to the beach side of the beach house, we were walking on the sand without our shoes,

the wind in the air, the dim atmosphere, the sound of waves, the smell of burning fire and ocean, if only I could turn it into a scented candle, I would use it until I die,

"Where are we going?" I asked him with a smile, he was staring at the view in front of him, his hands were in his shorts,

"You will see", "Another surprise Carlos?" I asked a little astonished, "It's not a big surprise I am just showing you something", he said with a very different expression on his face, I couldn't describe it,

"Um okay", we were walking when I saw a giant rock which almost resembled to a table, on the rock was a blanket covering it like a bed sheet, he turned to me,

"Wanna gaze at stars not to be cheesy and all, I used to lie down here alot when ever I used to visit, It's one of my private places and I thought you should see it", he said that while looking down and rubbing his neck, he was nervous,

I stared at him for a while, why are you so adorable Carlos, He is really something! how unpredictable can you get,

"You are really unpredictable Carlos who would have thought that the school's bad boy gazes at stars, when he is alone", I said to him while crossing my arms, he chuckled a bit,

"well nobody tried to find out about it and I played along, I never really considered it necessary for people to know who I really am, only the ones I care for should know who Carlos Crawford really is", I was speechless,

"Carlos Crawford is mind blowing", I said to him girlishly to which he laughed, what a beautiful laugh it was,

"come on let me take you into my world", he gave me his hand and I took it without a doubt,

I wanted to be a part of his world, I wanted to know him, we got on the rock and lied down side to side and both gazed at the splendor beauty of the night sky,

it looked like a black and dark purplish blanket scattered in the sky with little pebbles of diamond splashed upon it, the view was scenic,

I was here with him, the man I never thought would be this artistic in nature, he was not like our typical bad boy, he was different,

"Do you like it?", I looked his way,his golden eyes  were lost in the sky, he almost resembled to a God, so magnificent,

one of God's finest creations, this man was perfectly sculpted by God, he knew he was creating a masterpiece,

Carlos didn't blink that much, his unearthly beauty, I was so mesmerized, "Golden", I moved, I was lost in checking him out Oops, Alyssa focus,

"Yeah it's lovely Carlos it's just magical",

"I know its just amazing, stars were my inspiration when I was a kid, whenever I was alone I always admired them, Nobody can touch them but people want to be like them, I wanted to be like a star, untouchable, admirable,powerful, surrounded by my own people and have that someone special with me, like the stars have the moon I want someone too", he said,

his eyes still fixed on the stars as if he was talking to them, "I don't know what to say, I have never heard a boy talk so deeply", I replied while looking forward, he laughed,

"Alyssa I am sorry I placed you in such a condition don't mind me, this place just brings out the artistic or poetic side in me", he was now looking at me, this man was really unpredictable,

"You are really different Carlos", I said to him smiling, he smiled back, "weird I have the same opinion about you", he said to me normally,

"I think we both are weird that's why we can understand each other and open up to each other", I said, he nodded,

"To tell you the truth Golden I never talk to girls at all except Maddy, you are the first one I wanted to know, I wanted to talk to you,with you I don't have to put my guard up, I feel comfortable around you, I don't have to hide, All those other girls don't look interesting but when I saw you I knew you were trouble, that's why I tried to distant myself but I couldn't from the start, It was like you lured me in your tornado and I was weightless that I got pulled in instantly",

I was just staring, did he just confessed his feelings for me, what should I do, does he like me, he was just gazing at the stars like before, should I answer him,

"I never fall for girls however I am always drowning in them, I just mostly have one night stands with them that's all, I hated commitments, I hated love, I hated the word love itself, I have seen people getting in but not getting out, they lost everything,

I also consider people who fall in love weak that they fell for someone so easily and it's like after falling they get blinded by reality, they f****up everything in the end, they knit their own doom and then wear it", he said while pushing his hair back,

I fixed my gaze at the stars, "Carlos you wouldn't understand what love is, you have never been in love that's why, love is magical, love is power, love is strength, love is peace, Love makes you stronger it brings you closer to a person who will fight for you,

who will sacrifice everything for you, the partners don't need money, fame or power they just need each other, it's them against the world, when one falls down the other one picks the other one back up,

when one can't sleep the other one sing lullabies for the other one to sleep, when the world lets you down your partner stands with you even in darkness,love gives you a person who loves you even if he or she knows you are scared, flawed, bruised, weak.

He or she accepts you completely without a complain, they fight together", I stopped for a second to catch a breath,

I remembered my mom and I couldn't control my tears, I felt his gaze on me, "I remember when my mom was still with me, we had everything, I had my mom,my dad had his wife that was all we needed, love...

but when she died it all came tumbling down like snow on mountains. we lost everything, I lost everything, I lost my mom but to tell you the truth I lost my dad too that day, he indulged himself completely in his work, he started ignoring me,

I was alone, for many years then J came in my life my best friend slash boyfriend as Maddy says it, soon he was gone to and again I was alone but still I had hope and look I found you guys however Maddy found me first,

I am glad she did, you guys made my journey bearable, thank you Carlos you guys ignited the almost snuffed out light in me, you burned it back to life",

now I stared at him, he was already staring at me, we both stared at each other for half an hour, it seemed like his eyes understood everything, he seemed worried, hurt, confused, he seemed really perplexed, then his hand moved and wiped my tears and smiled,

"Don't worry Alyssa this was the last time you were alone from now on we will always be together",

"Promise", "Promise", I smiled, he smiled back at me,

"I hope we are not ruining anything", we stood up saw the gang standing and smirking, it was dark but somehow the sky was a little illuminated,

"No way" I stood up and Carlos too did the same, "Well you guys were gone so we thought we should search for the both of you. I thought Carlos sacrificed you to Satan", Mason said with a smirk,

he ran and after him ran Carlos then Stan and J, they were running and hitting each other, Me and maddy were laughing hard, they pushed each other in the water, Mason motioned us to join,

  Maddy and I gave each other a look, then ran to the water, we played in the water under the dark sky, the cold breeze,it was like a dream,

We laughed, we enjoyed this day like there was no tomorrow, I don't want to regret about anything in future. I was here having fun with my people, This is where I belong. I want this day to last an eternity, I want to stay here forever.
    "Young, wild and free"

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Hey guys i hope you like this chapter updating will be a little show cause my uni has started and studies so yeah the torture has began joking :D just busy
YES first real convo between Alyssa and  Carlos yay!
Our artistic minded badboy
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