"Screw it"

Alyssa's POV:

I was standing outside my hotel for a while, staring up the sky scraping building, it's still the same, standing tall and dominant,

I on the other hand have changed immensely, lost my dignity, found it and again lost it, wish I was like this building, standing firmly on my ground,

nothing can knock me down except Karma , I closed my eyes, I was trying to gather courage to go up and meet my father after so many years, come on Alyssa you can do it,

I went in towards the elevator, I adjusted my hair, gotta look presentable, father likes it when things are at their proper place, ting, the death bell rang,

I stepped out, wiped my sweaty hand against my thighs, it's okay you can do this, my hands shaking, my mind wandering, focus, I can't believe I am afraid to ring my own house's bell, then I rang,

a butler showed up, "yes?", he asked politely, "Hi I am here to meet Clark Andrews", I inherited my mother's surname, that is another story I will reminisce back to it later,

"you are miss?", he asked in a polite manner, "I am Alyssa Bloom", he nodded, "wait here miss", it was weird standing outside my own house,

after some minutes, the butler returned, "come in", finally I smiled to him, which he didn't return, I followed him to the library, everything was same,

all in it's place like before, the door was opened for me and closed after me, I stood there for a minute, I was alone,

"You look thin", I almost jumped, he was in the dark corner, sipping his drink, he approaches from the dullness into the color, his body features were illuminated by the fire place, I half smiled,

"hello father", "hello Alyssa", "it's been years how are you?", "I am fine", he didn't ask me the same question, he was now seated on his sofa, observing me while sipping,

It was weird, the tension in the room, the silence, the evil silence that surrounded us was soul piercing,

I was just standing silently, "dad", "what are you here for Alyssa?", he asked sourly,

"I um am here to meet you", "really and what do you expect from me", he said firmly, I was playing with my fingers,

"stop that! and look at me, you foolish girl", I almost jumped in fright, he was burning with anger, he stood up and came near me,

"if you considered me something, you wouldn't have left without a trace that day", he spitted in anger, I was just quiet, my heart was crumbling into pieces,

"don't try to blackmail me with your snake tears Alyssa, I don't care", he again retorted coldly, he scoffed at my appearance,

"from the way I see it, you are here because you actually saw what the world is like", he was right,

"you are here because it slammed you hard on the cold hard ground, am I right", my eyes were down, "now you seek refuge, after your failed escapade, you finally seek shelter, you saw the reality of life and how it cycles, couldn't bear it so now your back", he said coldly,

"and you know what, I don't care, you were dead to me when you walked out that door, leaving me to the world to answer about your stupidity, you have caused enough trouble in my life, now you are not a part of it", I looked up,

"father please, you don't know what I've been through", "I don't care what I do know is that, I am glad you went through all of it, I wish you face more in what's left of your pathetic life", he was stabbing me again and again with his brutal speech,

"you are nothing to me so get out, you are no longer my daughter and I am not giving you a single penny from my inheritance, you are dead to me", he completed his speech and turned his back on me,

he was puffing his lighted cigar, it's ashes were falling down on the marbled floor, "you really mean that daddy", "every last word of it",

"goodbye father", he didn't respond,
I took off to where, I don't know, I lost everything today, only his hateful words marry go rounded in my mind, funny I didn't shed much tears, I just stared at my complexion in the elevator mirror,

I was walking without a cause, without a destination, I felt like disappearing, I wanted to disappear, how can I,

then I saw the bar,they say drinking helps to ease the pain, temporary departure from pain, but atleast it will ease it for some time,

then I started drinking, drinking away this slow poison so that my pain can be digested, or maybe I can puke it out of my body, cause it ached too much,

My future husband betrayed me in a sense, my father disowned me, what's next, no dignity no self respect, "I say screw it", I muttered,

my mind was getting dizzy now, but I didn't stop my drinking, the waiter gave me a thoughtful smile,

"you wanna play with me too", I asked, he shook his head, I laughed "silly boy",

I started moving my head sideways slowly, the rhythm of music was making my body sway a bit, I stepped on the dance floor,

let loose, enjoy your messed up life Alyssa, life is a bitch to you, why don't you show it who is a more bigger bitch, I am done with all of it, now I am going rouge,

I felt hands around my stomach,"damn baby girl you're sexy let's dance", I giggled "ohkay", his hands start to move around my body, he turned me and squeezed my hips, it felt great, I love it!!!!! , I laughed,

"damn darling that's a really sexy laugh", he was a good dancer, his body swaying with mine perfectly, I knew how to dance, so I moved my hips and balance it with the beat,

"woah" he was impressed, he pulled me to him,

"you are making me horny babe let's find somewhere secluded, I wanna see how your body moves on a bed", I giggled, and whispered in his ear,

"I am a virgin"  he was shocked, I was hugging him and stroking his cheeks, "you are so adorable, can I see your abs I love abs", I said in a flirty manner, he was cute like a teddy bear, I want to kiss him to death,

"that's more awesome, I will give you the best time of your life darling", he said huskily, my world was spinning so was I,

"why are you spinning?,,he asked, "Opps sorry", I chuckled, I actually was spinning, silly me, he guided me outside to his car, I rested on his car front,

"the wind is so amazingly cool", "don't worry you will feel hot after some minutes", "really do you have a heater in your car?", he laughed.

I heard a thud, looked to my left, he was lying there,

"hey why you sleeping?, I want to see the heater", I said in fake anger, I pouted, I was staring at the sky, his car's front was so huge like a bed, I heard shuffle, I smiled,

"hey guys remember me", I said girlishly, "vendetta gang hi!!!!", one was tapping his foot,

"Oops sorry Vendetta friends", I giggled while getting off the car front, they were watching me, I was walking away one blocked my way,

"hey I wanna ride the pony", I said while pointing behind him, he looked behind, "got'cha haha", I giggled, started running but sadly someone grabbed me and placed me on their shoulder,

"hey that's not fair I can't see, oh hi" I said to the man walking behind this tower of a man, he waved in response, "stop him he is being mean to me", I pouted, he raised his shoulders, I started tickling him,

"prepare for tickle war", he spanked me, "Eep"

"how dare you spank a woman!", I said in anger, I heard chuckles,

"put me down, put me down this instant", I ordered but he didn't listen, I saw cops, "HELP HELP THEY ARE KIDNAPPING ME", He froze, the police ran our way,

"put the girl down freak", he put me down, I smirked his way then went to the cops, "help me they were really mean to me", I said to them dramatically,

they were standing with their hands folded up together, I hurriedly rushed from the scene  now I was walking on the silent road,

"buildings buildings and more buildings", I smiled, I felt a drop, "yay rain" I squealed and jumped up and down, I somehow ended up in a park on a swing, it was fun,

"to the moon Watson whoosh whoosh we are almost there, I am thirsty",  I inserted my tongue out to drink rain, then I saw them standing infront of me,

"hey there boyfriends", I giggled, "wanna swing", one motioned me to stop swinging, I shook my head side ways, "you can't catch me", I started running again, I saw a slide and got on top of it,

"Hah no one can catch me now", I stood there in my superman pose, one moved and pushed the slide,it moved causing me to lose my balance and I fell from the side, I shrieked and landed in one's arm,

"That was not funny", I pouted, "game over", he nodded, we were driving somewhere then blackout ....

I woke up..... my hand went to my head, "it hurts", rubbed my eyes, I was on a bed in a room, my eyes shot up, I agitatedly searched my surroundings, where am I, I was wearing a white shirt, where are my clothes, omg did I sleep with someone,

my heart was pounding then I heard the sound of rain, then I slightly remembered being taken by,

"Vendetta warriors", I whispered, I got off, I went to the window, it was still raining, I was in a forest, is this their home, it looks lavish, wooden in structure but so modern, the door was open so I went towards the inner rooms,

no one was there, so I started exploring, the kitchen was huge and wonderful, I grabbed some water to drink,

I was sipping while nodding to myself, the place was exquisite, I was turning but stopped when I saw them standing on the other side of the counter, they were a little far from me,

"Hi", they were staring I guess, masks were on, couldn't see, "I was thirsty", I said while looking at the glass,

"thank you for the save", I smiled to them, it was actually weird communicating with them first they don't speak and second wear masks, no emotion can be seen,

I looked down, damn it no pants, how will I move from behind the counter, "I will leave when the rain stops, or if you want right now I can", one motioned me to stay, and made a thumbs up, he offered me a phone, a message popped up,

"we can answer you by this", it was brilliant, so secretive, they had created a group chat, I chuckled,

"cool", he pinched my cheek, "what's your name?", he typed "Alex, the tall one is Steve, the middle one is Kevin and the last one is Chase",

"okay", "how old are you?", "old as time", he joked, I guess,

"really?", I teased, he touched his neck, "fine no personal information deal", they were silent, I was confused, oh shit, I went behind the counter again,

"Um where are my clothes exactly", I asked, "in the dryer", another messaged popped up, "hungry?", "yeah", Steve moved, he was making sandwiches, "can I help?", he nodded and pointed towards cucumbers,

I was slicing them, one was I guess fangirling over me, he was staring at me, balancing his hand on one hand, his elbow was on the counter,

the other one slapped his neck, I smiled to myself, I leaned forward, "which was of them spanked me?", I asked secretly, he pointed towards Chase... I mouthed thank you, Alex showed a thumps up.

I was eating now, silence, it was actually weird sitting and eating with faceless men, they were observing me like some unearthly specimen,

"you guys not hungry?", one shook his head, creepy, "how long you been doing this, saving girls I mean", now they were thinking I guess, Steve showed me four fingers, I nodded,

"you like it?", I can only ask yes or no right now, Kevin nodded, "that's such a nice thing you are doing, you saved me twice",

Alex was about to say something but Chase elbowed him, "you guys live alone?", they all nodded, I think that was sarcasm, four men not alone got it!,

"should I leave now, the rain has stopped", they got up and went to a distance, I think to discuss, they sat down after 10 mins, I was done eating, I got a message,

"you can stay as long as you want, we also know you don't have anywhere to go", I was sad again, one patted my back gently,

"yes, I got kicked out by my father, he said I am dead to him", I said while playing with a fork,

"I must look so messed up to you guys, you guys have saved me two times and on both occasions something terrible is going on and tearing me apart", I confessed, he raised my chin up, it was Kevin, he pointed to his huge smile, I chuckled,

"yes thank you", I saw another one coming in, oh yeah they are five in count, then another one, okay six ... "are you guys a gang?", he nodded,   

I was in my given room watching the rain, it started raining again, it felt nice to see it, the ceiling was made of glass so it was grand,

the sound was soul calming, my headache was long gone, I saw one of them coming in my room, I didn't know which one,

all look same to me, if parted from each other, I got a message, "have you taken meds", "yes",

"how are you feeling right now?", "good", he was leaning against the door, I typed,

"it's your house you can come in", he moved and sat on the bed, "how do you feel by not talking", I stared at him, he responded,

"it's easy and secretive", "you don't text much do you?", I joked, I see his body moving a bit,

"wow how did you master a silent chuckle",  "it takes years and years of practice to prevent and do safely", I laughed softly,

"sorry for the police thing, I don't know what I was thinking", "sorry for the spank ;)", I was red, "get some sleep we will text tomorrow", ":)" I made a smiley, he pinched my cheek,

now I was alone, they were like normal boys who were doing a really big job,

I was really impressed, so chivalrous of them to help women in need, at least I felt a little calmer tonight, it was a really tough day, I lost some things, I gained some things.

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