Warning a little steamy..

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Alyssa's POV:

"Wait here,I will be back", he kissed my cheek and left,

I was losing my mind,what will he do?,oh my I am not ready... my body was shaking mildly,a glass of water stood in front of me,I gulped it on one go..

I have to give it to him,he is the one!,I have to move past my little tragedy,should I tell Carlos.. I was sweating like a pig,

he came back after a while,his eyes landing on me,in no time he pulled me to him for a kiss but stopped,"are you alright?", he inspected my face,touching my forehead,checking my pulse..

"I am fine", I said with a fake smile,"what's wrong Golden?", I was staring at him,"I am just scared", I confessed,"I know the reason", he spoke softly,

my eyes darted to his,he got on his knee infront of me,I gasped,"Alyssa will you marry me?", he said softly,his dimples popping in his cheeks,

I smiled,"yes I will", he placed his ring on my finger,gently rubbing it,kissing it slowly like it was something fragile,something rare,treating my hand like a Queen,if that's even possible!,

I pulled him up,clutching his neck with force,I wanted to close all the distance inbetween us,I wasn't scared of him anymore,slowly grazing his neck,we stayed that way for a while..

"don't worry Golden,let me love you",he said while planting kisses on my neck,his tongue making contact with my skin,it was jolting,it was pure satisfaction,

A moan released from my mouth,his gaze grew dark,"just give me permission", he demanded,brute!, "I gave you my permission,an hour ago,I am yours Carlos", his hand squeezed my hip,

his face mere inches away from me,he kissed the side of my lip,"say it again", he was teasing me,"yes Carlos you have my permission", I said in a raspy voice,

He picked me up in his arms,"where are we going?", "don't you remember what I said earlier", he smirked,I blushed..

He was gonna do it in a jet!, in mid air, wow Virginity losing goals!,

I saw a room,there was a bed in here,a private rest room,he closed the door with his foot,placed me on the bed,got on top of me,

he smirked,"wanting to do this for a long time darling,", he leaned in for a kiss,he was unbuttoning his shirt slowly like in ads,I was gazing at him,blushing ferociously,

Damn his abs,he grabbed my arms slowly grazed them on his chest,my breathing became tight,he was so sexy,so manly,his perfect tanned skin,gorgeous build was driving me crazy,

his hands were at first resting on the sides of the bed,he was watching me like a hawk,my shivering hands covered his skin,this Greek God knew how to make a woman go crazy,

His hands moved,slowly massaging my side hip,my tummy,my eyes were closed,he was cherishing this moment slowly,inhaling it bit by bit,grazed upwards to my neck,the way he worked his way on my body was soul shaking,

his fingers lingered on my cleavage,he planted a small peck there,"it's gonna be fun", with that he cupped my breasts in both his hands,

I clutched the sheets,massaging it under his hold,"damn you are sexy", he kissed me hardly,his hands unzipped my dress,took it off with ease ..

I saw him staring at me,"I want you naked",his hand unclipped my bra,his sweet pleasure filled torture started,

he was a wolf man again,dominating,having his way with me,I didn't stop him,all I could do was moan,sharp ones,soft ones,loud ones..

It was divine,his lips covered the distance like he knew it like a back of his hand,nibbles,bites,kisses were thrown together for a perfect result,

In no time I was naked as the sky,he was too,it felt weird,a little painful but soothing,our souls mated tonight,

Our bodies moved together in sync,his thrusts my takings,my nails were no friend to his back,they were at war,he discovered I liked it soft,so he went my way,I discovered he liked it hard,I asked him to go rough,he was surprised,

But I wanted to make him happy,I gave myself to him completely,exhausted I was after the sweet assault,he took me for a bath later on,to stare at him in full glory was my aesthetics,my eyes feasted on his body,he was perfect just perfect..

He saw me staring,he literally straightened,I blushed,"Come on take a full view,it's all yours",I turned my head to the other side,his throat unleashed a soft chuckle,

his hands snaked around my waist,"Like yours is mine to keep,I won't allow anyone else for this to cherish,it's all mine",he whispered in my ear,

We took a shower together,His hands never left my skin,mines never left his,"let me apply shampoo to your hair",I asked while biting my lips,"whatever you want gorgeous",he was literally gazing at me like crazy,

his hair was so silkily smooth,I applied soap to his skin,"Am I getting pampered today?",he teased,his hands tightly gripping the life out of me,

"yes Carlos,you are",I gave him a small peck,we stayed like that for almost an hour,even talked,it was fun!.

Now I was seated on my bed,eating strawberries with chocolate syrup,he was infront of me drinking red wine,his upper body bare for my aesthetics, lower body sadly covered in a sweat pant,I was wearing his shirt,watching The Vow, I love it!,

He stole glances my way several times,I think he still doesn't believe it... I bit my lip,"Soon to be hubby why don't you join your wife in bed", I flirted,he raised his eyebrow,I laughed... "If I get in there,the only thing you will be doing is screaming darling", he sharp flirted,

I covered myself more with the blanket,he laughed,his phone rang,he picked it up,"Stan", he mouthed back to me,I saw him in the other room,smiling and laughing,I couldn't control my tears,he was so happy,his gleaming face was making my heart flutter,

I knew boys were teasing him,his hand was on his hair,making it completely messy,his lower lip held in a soft bite,concealing his redness,but his ears were shining with scarlet shadings,

He caught me staring,his face fell a little,he ended the call,held me close to him,"are you alright,did I hurt you?", I shook my head sideways,

My hand went to his face,"I am so sorry Carlos for ruining your peace,your life,I am evil,I don't deserve you", he wiped my tears away,

"you are tired Alyssa,you need to rest", he muttered while pushing me down slowly,crawling in the sheets with me,I grabbed his neck,gently tracing my thumb to and fro,feeling it's smoothness,

"let me look at you,Carlos you are everything I ever dreamed of,you were there when I was awake,you were there when I was asleep,life punished me well for leaving you,for playing with your feelings,it hit me hard for it till I couldn't take no more", he was about to say something but I stopped him with my finger,

"shush let me take it out,I love you so much Carlos,I will rage wars for you,all my life I have fallen hard because of my mistakes,we were apart because of me,I was missing all of this,missing happiness,love and especially you,I may act like I am strong but I am broken to the core Carlos and I need you to put my pieces back at it's rightful place your way,how you like it,I will accept it with closed eyes", I confessed,my tears held no limits,they kept falling...

"Golden I love you as you are,I won't change you for the world,your feistiness,your cuteness,your craziness,your bluntness makes you different,makes you YOU,you are complete to me,I won't be able to put back the broken pieces but I will hold the misplace ones until you yourself put them back in their rightful place,I don't wanna control you,you are my soon to be wife not my property,happily in bed I will do as I please", I laughed..

"but in life,I want you to open up your wings and soar high in the sky and I can say to the world with proud,that's my baby,my gorgeous wife,my Queen",

"stop you are gonna make me cry", I said while pouting,

"sorry darling you started it,now you have to hear it,Golden you are moon to my sky,you are the shore to my waves,you are my end and my beginning,you make me feel free,I discovered myself when I found you,I am defined by you,there is no Carlos if there is no Golden,I am madly in love with you darling,I am nothing without you", he completed his speech in his deep voice,

I kissed him with all might,crushing his lips,punishing him for being so unearthly,this man here blew me away,he taught me what love is,he is mine all mine,

After a while we were staring at each other,"I love your tattoo", he whispered in my neck,he was cuddling,I didn't know boys like that..

I chuckled,"I got it when I went to San Francisco in search of all you guys",he lifted his head up,"what did you do there?", he asked...

"I went to dad", my eyes were locked downwards,his hands were gently massaging my back,"Is everything alright Golden?", I lightly shook my head,

"No I am a mess,let's just say he disowned me",he hugged me tightly,"don't worry Golden you got us,we are gonna make our own little gathering whom we can call a family,a home,we don't need anybody else,we got each other", I nodded happily..

He smirked,I raised an eyebrow,"my shirt looks exquisite on you, so does my ring", he said in a husky voice,Carlos was back,can't stay cute for more than an hour,cocky much!..

"I am gonna make you pay for all the suffering,your gorgeous body is gonna pay for it", he further added,my heart fluttered at the thought of his evil desires,his devious way of punishing me,

his hands went to my bare hips,gave a sharp squeeze to my butt cheeks,          "Carlos please",I tried to remove his hand but the grip was so tight ..

"you can't mess with a Crawford and stay alive or as in your case stay not sore", he flirted...

"okay you are scaring me let me go",I struggled in his grip,

he with a push was on top of me,his smirk scaring the shit out of me,please not a round 2!, I am too inexperienced for a round two...

"Carlos darling please",he moaned a bit,"you saying my name like a wife is so addicting", he confessed,

"you are crazy! let go", he won't budge,his hands went into my shirt,      "Carlos don't Carlos!",I protested ..

He played with me,teased me to the core,my escapable moans lighting his fire more and more,"please Carlos have mercy I am tired", I was literally shivering,his hands shifted to my lower chest,massaging it,

My eyes were closed,he had unbuttoned my shirt till now,he was not fulfilled yet,how can he be,I tortured him for years,his mouth doing all the dirty work,I let him,it's impossible to win against a Crawford,let it be,

but I could do one thing,"Carlos kiss me darling", I said in my lusty voice,his head shot up at my desire,in no time he was claiming my lips,quenching my thirst for his thirst,

I couldn't keep my hands to myself,they were free tonight,they were allowed to explore any boundaries on Carlos's map,not anyone else's or my caveman will go all hulk on them..

He is not that over protective or possessive like I thought he would be,"You are mine Golden,I am gonna rip the guys to shreds if you look their way,every part of you will only seek satisfaction from me,I won't allow you coying with other men", oh boy!

"Got it Golden", "Yes Carlos"..

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Hey guys Update!

Finally Carlos and Alyssa together

I hope you like this steamy chapter,it was hard to write it, phew it's done!

Carlos is hot isn't he,our extraordinary bad boy :D

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