I found myself surrounded by darkness has far as my optic could be able to see "hey bumblebee it's been a long time kid" i hear a familiar voice say one that is all to familiar i quickly turned and there he was goldbug "What do you want goldbug" i snapped he just let out a chuckle "what can i not see my son" he answered "i am not your son we have no relation" i snapped "says the youngling who once called me sire" goldbug smirked "what do you want with me" i yelled "i just want to see how time was doing to you" he answered

"I don't believe your lies you were a decepticon spy you are the reason that the team was captured and i was left with the awful memories of my friends who some were on that team getting killed by megatron" i snapped goldbugs look turned to a bit of more serious look "look i'm doing my own thing for i have ways and if you get in the way or try to stop me well your little human friend raf? was it-lets just say things won't end well for him" he smirked i felt like my spark almost stopped how does he know

"Goldbug if you ever-and i mean ever hurt raf or make me hurt him i'll-" i stopped by goldbugs laughter "didn't you forget i'm already offline i'm just trying to get my body back and you know what will happen if you try go stop me or tell anyone even ratchet" goldbug sated i just couldn't believe this the bot who i used to see what the people call a father form since when i was a sparkling is now this horrible decepticon who is now threatening to kill my friend-no family that i care about and suppose to protect and he's just a kid "goldbug just leave the kids alone" i asked but when looked back up at him he was gone i can't do this on my own but if i tell anyone raf might get hurt or worse what am i'm going to do

Rafs perspective

I waited outside hoping for bee to pick me up and take me to the base but when i seen bulkhead diving my way i knew that bee wasn't going to pick me up this only happened once when bulkhead opened the door i seen miko she waved "hey raf hop in" she said and i did and i put on my seat belt "you still wear a seat belt" she asked "it's the law so you should to" bulkhead chimed in as he had miko in a seat belt to "aww man" she said "don't want no cops on me today" bulkhead sated "bulkhead i don't mean this to hurt your feelings but why did you pick me up and not bee" i asked bulkhead didn't answer "bulk you know something do you" miko sated "come on please answer my question" i asked there was a quiet pause "uh..ratchet is taking care of smokescreen and bumblebee something happened but everything is alright" bulkhead finally answered

I knew that wasn't really the whole story "bulkhead tell us what happened" i sated in a serious tone i wanted an answer "jeez raf I never heard you talk like that serious before" miko said "i really want the whole answer miko" i sated the was another pause but it was longer this time "bumblebee...had what wet all think is a flashback to a battle we had on cybertron bee shot smokescreen he was going to shoot optimus but smokescreen pushed him out of the way" bulkhead answered i just leaned as back as i could into the seat i know this wasn't all bumblebees fault soldier's who seen battles can have effects on them but it's scary to think that bee went through one of those i sometimes forget that they are like us but from outer space

"What made bumblebee have a flashback what was it about" miko asked "like i had said he thought he was back at the Tigger pax battle...he thought he saw someone from the past but bee is feeling a bit better and smokescreen is alright as well" bulkhead answered i looked out the window as all these questions were running through my head like who did he see

"who did bumblebee see" i finally asked "ratchet will explain everything that we know when we get there" bulkhead replied i shook my head yes and just stayed quiet for the rest of trip well miko was trying to change the subject and try to get in a better mode but she stopped trying when she couldn't get me to talk when we got to the base jack and arcee where already there

Ratchet's perspective

Arcee and jack where the frist to get here then bulkhead miko and raf got here i don't think it was a good idea to bring them in today but we can't take a risk of them getting attacked by the decepticons i knew as soon as raf got out he was going to ask questions "what happened why did bee shoot smokescreen who did he see" raf asked okay now that i didn't expect i looked over at bulkhead "i only stated about the 'flashback' and what happened to bee and smokescreen" he sated holding both his hands up i just let out a sigh

How i'm going to explain this in the best way it's always hard to explain things and for as long as i have been a doctor i had always hated explaining things it's hard to say and put the right words together after a minute to think of what to say i let out another sigh "bumblebee had almost offlined smokescreen because of what at frist i believed was a flashback but when i thought about i don't think he was having one when optimus was trying to calm him down bumblebee knew we where all there and he was reacting to what was happingand even replied to what optimus said with 'your lieing' then he shoot at optimus but smokescreen saved optimus from that fate with the risk of his own spark and when bumblebee saw what he did he sanped out of it" i answered "so your saying that bumblebee was just only seeing goldbug" arcee asked

It is a bit strange but it is the most logical explanation then a flashback "wait who's goldbug" jack asked "goldbug was one of our comrades during the war but at tiger pax he had reviled to the team that bee was apart of that he was a decepticon all this time and that he was their spy and it was because of him that the team had gotten captured by the cons" bulkhead answered

Goldbug was a good soldier and one of the bravest of us all when he was on the field but that was because he knew the decepticons wouldn't kill there spy it all made sense when we found out the truth about him "but what does this have to do with bee" raf asked "well when bumblebee was a sparkling goldbug was the one who mostly looked after bumblebee and the other sparklings bee looked up to goldbug and they had a sire and sparkling relationship but on earth it's called a father and son relationship bumblebee told me that when goldbug told him the truth he wanted to bee to join him for how skilled he was but he refused" i answered

All of the children's faces where filled with confusion disbelief all mixed into one "what's a sparkling" miko asked "a sparkling is the younge of our race during the golden age cybertronians where able to have families yes the allspark does give life but like i said if we wanted to we could have families...just not the same way your life does it" arcee stated we all shivered when arcee referenced how the humans have there families and then we all heard miko give a chuckle to our reaction "but in earth years bumblebee was eight when the war started and ten when we found him and he was added to the long list of sparkings and younglings we had to look after" arcee added

"Wait how come i never noticed this but where's optimus" jack asked "optimus is keeping an optic on bumblebee after what had happened" i answered "why" miko asked "we don't know if he might have another episode" i answered i noticed that Raf looked up at me "what is it raf" i asked "can...i go see how bee is doing" he asked "raf i don't think or know if it's okay for you even be here all three of you because of what happened but we can't take the risk of you getting hurt but i don't think it's a good idea right now" i answered "alright...i understand" raf replied but i knew that he really wanted to see bumblebee but i can't risk raf seeing bee if he has another episode raf might be scared of bumblebee or raf might get hurt or killed all of this it's just happingand all to fast and out the blue

When i saw Optimus walk into the room was when was i pulled out of my thoughts everyone turned to look at optimus "how is bee doing prime" bulkhead asked that's when he turned and looked at me "bumblebee...is doing better but ratchet i need your help with something just give him a quick scan" he answered i noticed that his optics would go to the ground he didn't truly look at anyone he was lying something had happened "sure thing optimus-arcee bulkhead watch the kids" i answered then walked out of the room with Optimus

Optimus then leeds me to bumblebees room we had stopped at the door and Optimus looked around making sure the kids didn't sneak past arcee and bulkhead "when i checked on bumblebee i seen him crying i tried to ask or find out what was wrong he wouldn't tell i'm thinking he probably doesn't trust me to answer maybe you can talk to him you are one of the only ones i can think of that he can trust to talk to you" optimus stated "i'll see what i can do Optimus but can i ask for privacy between me and him" i answered "as you wish old friend i will be with the other's and use a comlink if anything happens" optimus sated as he walked off

I looked at the door and let out a little worry sigh before walking in i closed the door behind me and locked it just in case of another episode i looked back at bumblebee and he was on the ground holding his knees to his chest i walked over to him slowly when it comes to bumblebee and arcee just walking up to either of them the wrong way can freak them out arcee tries to hide that fact of it but i could always tell "bumblebee what's wrong...why are you crying" i asked i didn't want to ask if he was okay he was already asked that to much "i can't do it-i just can't do it anymore" bumblebee sobbed "what can't you do" i asked "i can't tell-it's nothing" he answered now i'm confused by his answer "bumblebee if it's making to you this upset it's not nothing" i sated that's when bumblebee looked up at me i noticed that is optics looked dull a bit gray like if he was low on energon i have seen this before but i can't remember who had it or when it had happened and the look he had turned from sadness to despite "ratchet can you put me offline" he asked

I felt my spark sank "no...bumblebee i-i can't don't that...i'm sorry and the others what will they have to sa-" "please ratchet he'll make me do things that i don't want to do-make me hurt all of you-please i can't don't it anymore" bumblebee interrupted with his pleas"who will make you do those things bumblebee tell me" i asked that's when his optics widen "i-i said to much.." he whispered as he looked down but when he looked back up his optics grew small the look he gave me it wad like he was asking for help but it soon turned to anger

He got up and started to walked out but before he did it had came to me that he went under i quickly grab him "bumblebee snap out of it you are safe" i said "i'm not bumblebee" he growled "what" i gasped out then i seen bumblebee swing at me and i found myself hitting the wall and then hitting the floor i look up and i see bumblebee force his way out of the room i opened the comlink "get the kids out of here bumblebee went under" i said "your late on that ratchet bees already here" arcee replied back through the link "no" i gasped then i quickly got up and ran to the others

Arcee's perspective

We where all waiting for ratchet to come back out that's when bumblebee came in but something was different i looked at his optics and they looked dull like he hasn't had any energon in weeks and the look he had it didn't seem right it didn't seem like him that's when our comlink opened and we all here ratchets panicked voice "get the kids out of here bumblebee went under" he said i felt my optics widen a bit "your late on that bees already here" i replied i then look over at the kids and tried to run over to them but i stopped when seen bumblebee had his blasters aimed at them "one wrong move and there gone" he sanped "bumblebee what do you see" i asked him maybe he's having the same flashback "i see raf jack and miko is that what you mean" he replied "you don't want to hurt them" i sated "how do you know what he wants" bumblebee sanped that's when i stopped for a second did bee just say 'he' i don't think bee in control right now

I looked at the kids who are in complete shock by seeing bumblebee of all of us aiming his weapon at them i then look back at bumblebee knowing that he might not be in control "bee i know you don't want to hurt any of the kids try to fight whoever has control over you" i said "if he wasn't even strong enough to even fight lord megatrons control over him what makes you think he'll be strong to fight my control" he sanped then he quickly aimed his wepons at me then fired it all goes black

Rafs perspective

"ARCEE" we all yelled she wasn't responding no not this not again "bulkhead get the children out of here NOW." prime yelled bulkhead quickly transformed and opened the door "get in now" bulkhead yelled miko and jack quickly ran over i felt miko pulling me with her "don't just stand around raf let's go" she said "watch out" we hear jack yell then all of sudden i feel miko pull me closer to her and then something hard hit the both of us and we both caught a bit of air and then hitting the floor i quickly get up holding my side and i look over at miko she was holding her arm trying to hold back her cries of pain she got the worst of because of me

I look up at bumblebee and he aimed his blaster at the both of us i saw the blaster charge up seeing the color of the enegery get brighter and brighter and i didn't move i couldn't i don't know why i just couldn't move "bumblebee-no" i hear optimus yell and he tackles bee away bulkhead quickly went in front of us to protect form the fight optimus is trying to pin bee down but everytime he almost has him pined bee always kicks or punches him back and it looks like bee is doing damage to optimus i have never seen them fight like this

I than see ratchet running into the room and quickly went to help optimus pin bumblebee down but bee isn't letting them have it i don't know why this is scaring me so much i have seen fights like this on t.v., movies, video games, at school sometimes and even when they fight the cons but now i think it's because i'm seeing that bee is fighting his own team i can't take it anymore "STOP HURTING EACH OTHER" i screamed i felt tears running down my face i look at them and they all seemed to stop even bee

Bumblebee he had this terrified look on his face and he backed up "i-i what have i done" he mumbled "bumblebee" optimus said as he reached his hand towards bee but he smacked it away "n-no" he whispered then he ran out of the bases "bee come back" bulkhead yelled "we need to get arcee to the med bay jack get your mother here so she can look at raf and miko" ratchet said

Hours latter third person perspective

Ad soon as Jacks mom got there she had looked at both of them raf gas gotten a giant bruise on his side because miko had shield him form getting something worse but miko she now has a broken arm and it was wrapped in a cast and jack knew his mom was upset and was going to go off in them "i knew they were going to get hurt but like this i can't believe this" she snapped and miko she kept her mouth shut about june saying bad things about them but she sanped "no one is to be blamed they were trying to get us out of here when bee went under and don't forget they are in a war just like how our own solders where he must have had a flashback and bad one to where this all happened no one is to blame" miko sanped and the room went quite

June was just upset about the kids being hurt she didn't know what she was saying "i'm sorry it's just their kids if you guys knew what was happening then why did you have them come here" june asked "because we fear that the cons might get them and harm them it was a risk but worse might have happened to them is we didn't take it" bulkhead answered june noded in understanding the kids all looked at each other then at June "mom can we stay the weekend" jack asked "what? no not the weekend" June answered "staying the nights we are not sure but for now you will say until late nights that's it" optimus said

The kids looked down for a moment but it was better then nothing "just let your parents know of how late you will be for the weekend" he added raf grabbed his phone and texted his parents that he will be coming home late for the next few days miko didn't bother giving a big reason why she will be coming back to her host family home but she did texted that she will be coming home so they don't worry she may not like them as much as her own but she doesn't want to scare them sometimes she feels selfish about what she does sure she likes to see gaint robot's fight but she almost forgets that they are like them alive they all must have family and are scared that if they are still alive or not she never bothered to ask bulkhead about his life before there war did he have a family all of these things are just coming to her now

June looked at all of them and sighs "if anything happens" she sad "trust us we will make sure no more harm will come to them and that they will be home safe" optimus said June noded and left the kids looked up at the others that's when bulkhead noticed how miko had this kinda sad look on her face "are you okay" he asked "bulkhead...do you miss your family" she asked "i don't have a family i was one of the cybertronians born form the allspark so i never really had a childhood you guys are like my family" he answered "oh but didn't you guys say that you guys can have families" she asked "yes but the allspark also gives life to the unborn sparks just they are grown up me, jackie, optimus, ratchet and even megatron where born of the allspark" bulkhead answered "your biology is weird" jack sated

Bulkhead looked at jack "well to us your biology is weird...so very weird" he said then just shivered miko and jack knew why he shivered but raf didn't fully get it to understand why he did but raf didn't really want to know "so arcee and bee had families" he asked "yeah arcee was bees age now when he was found arcee sees him as a little brother and he sees her a sister" bulkhead answered the kids all noded

That's when ratchet came in the room with arcee "arcee are you okay" the kids all asked with a voice filled with worry "well luckily for arcee the blast didn't damage her that much but she will feel some pain and will need to rest and as for bumblebee he seems to be that he's falling under someone else control but from raf yelling at all of us to stop it made bee take back control with what i have been told it maybe that goldbug is trying to use bumblebee for something we just need to find him now" ratchet answered "can you tell us how bee was found" raf asked "it seems we have to start somewhere" optimus sated