"I guess it's here." Megumi looked at the square building. It seemed like that was the location of the café. He walked towards it, his jacket swishing in the wind with every step. He spotted Itadori through the window, who had already taken a seat at a table. Itadori's face lit up when he spotted Megumi, and he waved at him. Then he got up to greet Megumi outside.

"Megumi!" He said cheerfully, walking towards him. "I'm glad you're here." He grinned. And then Itadori noticed Megumi's attire. He was wearing a large, black jacket, made out of thin but breathable material, so that it would hide his entire physique. But he was also wearing white flat shoes with bows on them. 

"Aren't you hot?" Itadori wondered. "Since you're wearing a jacket like that on a sunny day like this." He pointed out.

"No, I'm fine." Megumi responded. "Um, I'm actually wearing-" Megumi open his jacket, revealing a blue dress, tied with a white lace in the middle. The sleeves were short and puffy. It was somewhat similar to the Alice in Wonderland dress, except without the apron. Megumi was also wearing two silver star earrings, and a moon necklace with a light purple gemstone in the center. Along with a flower clip in his hair.

"W-wow," Itadori said, awestruck. "You look, um, really cute. It's sort of surprising, but really cute," He complimented shyly.

"Thanks," Megumi responded. "I ended up wearing it under a jacket because it would be too embarrassing to wear in public and would draw too much attention. But I guess it was worth it, since you like it."

Gojo liked it too, Megumi thought. It was one of Gojo's favorite dresses, so he made Megumi wear it very often.   

"Maybe later, when we aren't out in public, I can show you the full view?" Megumi suggested. 

Itadori blushed because of what Megumi's words implied, and simply responded with, "Yeah if you're okay with that. That would be great."

They both entered the café, going back to the table that Itadori had already been sitting at. Itadori had already ordered something since Megumi had been a little late, but Megumi opted not to get anything, even though he was starving. He experienced it enough times to know that when you eat a big meal after a period of starvation you feel even worse, at least that's how it was for him. On top of that, Gojo would be mad. Who knows what he would do to Megumi if he gained back even a little of all the weight he had lost. 

No, I know exactly what he would do to me, Megumi thought. He flinched at the idea of being beaten bloody, covered in bruises and cuts. 

If you aren't going to lose weight by losing fat, I'll just make you lose weight by taking out your blood, Gojo's threat replayed in his mind. 

"You really aren't eating anything?" Itadori looked at him, concerned. They were sitting across from each other at a table. 

"No..." Megumi responded, distant and out of it. He could feel his strength draining away the longer he made himself stay upright. He slowly sunk into his chair. 

Itadori looked around for a bit, checking to see if someone was listening in. Then he leaned in closer, and whispered, "Are you in trouble? Is he forcing you not to eat? Are you-"

But before he could finish his interrogation, Megumi had fell forward, the side of his face hitting the table. He blanked out, and his vision darkened. 

"D-don't...don't call anyone.." Megumi croaked out weakly. "And don't bring me to the hospital. No matter what.." He voice got softer. "Please.."

The last thing he heard was Itadori repeating his name.

⤜-------⤛

Megumi slowly opened his eyes. His brain was rattling. He was dizzy. He felt like he could throw up at any second now. His stomach rumbled. The room was spinning. He was lying down on a bed, covered in a blanket up to his collarbone, with an ice pack placed over his forehead. Itadori had taken Megumi's jacket and shoes off for him, since he saw them on top of a chair in the corner of the room.

"Finally, you're awake," He sighed in relief. "Are you okay?" Itadori asked. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, leaning down to look at him. 

Itadori explained that he had brought them to the nearest hotel so Megumi could rest. More specifically a love hotel that was close to the café. A cheap love hotel where you were able to rent a room for a discounted price, and for only a few hours depending on how much time you needed. 

"Yeah, I'm fine." Megumi confirmed. He took the ice pack off his head and placed it on the night stand. No, I really wasn't fine, Megumi thought. He guessed that he was probably experiencing all these symptoms due to hunger, especially since Gojo hadn't let him eat in a while again. Even after losing far more than 5 pounds and having virtually no fat on his body, Gojo still opted to starve him. It was Gojo's way of controlling me, Megumi thought.

He looked up at Itadori, who was still looking at him. Then an idea popped into his head. I don't want to be controlled anymore. I want to live. And I want to make my own decisions. 

"Itadori.." Megumi said, drawling out his words, trying to act seductive. He lifted up his dress a little, giving Itadori a peak of his bare thigh. "Do you want do it with me?" He asked.

Itadori blinked. And then he looked at Megumi blankly, like he had been hit between the eyes. 

Megumi looked away shyly and blushed, embarrassed and aware that what he was asking was very sudden and out there considering they've only had three conversations in total so far. But Megumi didn't back out. 

"Uhh.." Itadori stammered, "I don't know. It might be a bit early." He replied. Itadori knew that one-night stands were a thing and lots of people had sex after their first date, but he didn't know how he felt about it. 

"Didn't you say that you were in love with me over the phone?" Megumi recalled their previous conversation. "If you are then prove it to me, otherwise I won't believe you." He threatened. Itadori just looked at him like he didn't know what to say.

Megumi knew that he was being selfish and unreasonable by forcing Itadori to make this kind of decision. But Megumi thought he should be selfish, at least just this once. He thought about how it would feel to have control, and monopolize someone's love, the same way Gojo had monopolized his.

No, I don't want that, Megumi denied it. I'm not like Gojo at all. I know I'm not. I just want to be loved by someone. Not in the way Gojo loved me. But actually loved. And I want to love back. In a way that's not forced. In a way where I have the the choice to give my love away. 

Did Megumi love Itadori? In all honesty, he wasn't there yet. But from what he saw of him, he really, really liked him. And he knew Itadori liked him too. And that was enough.

But if I want to have the choice to give my love away, then it wouldn't be fair for me to to pressure him, Megumi thought. Especially if I like him. 

"Nevermind, sorry." Megumi retracted his former statement. "I'm not going to force you to do it, or make you prove anything. But I really..." Megumi trailed off, thinking of what he was going to say next. "I really want to love you. And I want to show it to you." And this was the only way I knew how to love you. By giving you my body.

Itadori took some time to process Megumi's words. Then he said, "Even if you feel sick? You still want to do it with me?" He asked.

"Yeah." Megumi responded. "I still want to." He confirmed. 

Itadori thought of refusing at first. As much as he liked Megumi and was very, very attracted to him, he didn't know if he was ready for something like this. Maybe they should let their relationship grow more. But then he felt an ominous feeling inside, having suspicion of Megumi's situation. What if....this was the only time? 

Maybe in the future, I would look back at this time and regret it, Itadori thought. But something even worse would be to look back at this time and regret everything I didn't do. 

"Okay." Itadori agreed. "But, uh, first, I have one request." He said, a little shy.

"What is it?" Megumi wondered.

"Can you call me by my first name?" Itadori asked.

Megumi was surprised at Itadori -or Yuuji's- strange request. But then he realized he had been calling Yuuji by his last name the entire time. Yuuji. It was a nice name.

"Yuu..ji.." Megumi said hesitantly, the words rolling off his lips. 

And in Megumi's surprised. Yuuji leaned over to kiss him. It was nice, and soft. A few seconds later, Yuuji pulled away.

Then he reached over and cupped Megumi's face, running his thumb over Megumi's bottom lip. "Say it again." He requested.

"Yuu..." Megumi faltered. They looked deep into each other's eyes.

Megumi repeated with more confidence. "Yuuji."

And then Yuuji crashed his lips onto Megumi's.

Megumi was surprised at how sudden Yuuji was. He kept his eyes open for a few seconds because of the shock, but then he reciprocated. Lips against lips. Tongue against tongue. He could tell Yuuji was an inexperienced kisser, but that was alright. It was still an amazing kiss. 

Yuuji pulled away momentarily. They were both panting. He asked, "Are you sure you want this? You're not doing this for me or anything right?"

Megumi nodded. "Of course. I'm not doing it for you," Megumi confirmed. I wasn't doing it for either him, or Gojo, or anyone else in the world. "I'm doing it for myself. And I want to feel you."

Those words for enough for Yuuji to release his inhibitions and come undone. He wrapped Megumi in his arms, kissing him deeply. Feeling his warm tongue. Almost as if they were consuming each other.

Yuuji's hands wandered to the small of Megumi's back. Slowly untying the lace. Throwing it onto the floor. He lifted Megumi's dress up and off, over his shoulders, being careful not to let it get caught in Megumi's earrings. 

He slowly took off one of Megumi's stockings, exposing his bare, hairless leg. Kissing the skin as he took it off. And he did the same to the other leg. 

"You're so beautiful," Yuuji remarked. As he planted a kiss onto Megumi's inner thigh.

"Mm." Megumi responded. "Thank you," He said.

Yuuji slowly slid off Megumi's underwear, the last of Megumi's clothes. And then he took his own shirt off, along with the rest of his clothes. 

"Umm, I'm gonna be honest here." Yuuji scratched his head. "This is my first time. Like, I've watched some videos, but other than that I have no clue what I'm doing." Megumi could see uneasiness in his eyes. "I don't want to hurt you." He said.

Megumi was touched. He was touched that there was someone willing to love him so gently, and so kindly. 

Megumi shook his head. "You won't hurt me," He denied. "This is also my first time. But let's both do our best. It'll be alright."

Megumi had been penetrated before. He had been bruised and sucked dry and pinched and licked. But he had never made love. At least, not in the way where he gave love back. 

It's not a lie. Megumi thought. This really is my first time. I'm reclaiming it as my first time.  

"Please continue." Megumi told him.

And Yuuji complied. He looked at Megumi's naked body for a few seconds, savoring the sight. He was sexy. And beautiful. Fragile, even. He looked like if you touched him wrong, he would break. So Yuuji made a mental note to be extra careful.

Yuuji leaned down. He slowly left a trail of kisses, starting with Megumi's stomach, all the way to Megumi's neck, where he sucked and kissed. Leaving his mark on Megumi's nape. Then flipped Megumi over, positioning him so that his ass was in the air.

Yuuji inserted two of his fingers into Megumi, slowly feeling in and stretching him out. He pushed in and out rhythmically, testing to see Megumi's reaction. Megumi let out small whimpers of pleasure in response. 

For a guy who was inexperienced, he was really good at this. Megumi thought. Or maybe it felt better because I actually wanted this. 

When it looked like Megumi was stretched out, Yuuji took out his fingers. He flipped Megumi again, so that he was on his back once more. Yuuji debating doing it doggy-style, but for their first time, he wanted to see Megumi's face. 

He gave Megumi a sweet kiss on the cheek, and then he straightened his back. He took Megumi's legs and slowly spread them open. Megumi turned his face to the side and blushed.

 "Are you ready?" Yuuji asked. 

"Yeah," Megumi said in response. "Please make love to me now."

And Yuuji positioned the tip of his cock, right at Megumi's hole, and slowly entered him, while gripping both of Megumi's thighs. It wasn't very painful for Megumi, since he had already experienced this feeling, but he saw Yuuji furrow his brow, and he looked at Yuuji's face as he tried hard not to go too fast or too slow. 

He's cute, Megumi thought. 

Yuuji slowly filled Megumi up with his full length. Then he pulled out, almost all the way, until the head was caught at Megumi's rim. Then he thrusted forward, and pushed himself in again. And he repeated. And repeated. Megumi savored the friction of Yuuji gliding in and out of him, panting heavily and whimpering. 

Megumi reached his arm behind him and gripped a pillow, clenching it with his hand for support. "Yu-yuuji..." He moaned. "Ahhh, i-it..it feels good." Megumi's cock was leaking. He could feel that he was almost there. 

"Mm, are you close yet Megumi?" Yuuji asked. Megumi could hear Yuuji's little pants and moans and he saw the crease in his forehead as he concentrated. 

"Y-yeah.." Megumi answered between short, shaky breaths. "Let's come together Yuuji." He reached out his other hand and held onto Yuuji's arm affectionately. 

Yuuji thrusted and hit a particularly good spot. Megumi groaned. He could feel it. He was close. So very close. And then Yuuji hit that spot again, and Megumi came all over his stomach. He felt Yuuji release himself too, inside of him.

Yuuji pulled out and laid down on the bed, next to Megumi. Yuuji turned his head to look at him, and then he gave him a smile.

"Was that okay?" Yuuji asked, gentleness in his voice.

"It was more than okay." Megumi answered. He closed his eyes. Yuuji cupped Megumi's cheeks, and pulled him in for another kiss. 

After their lips parted. Megumi spoke. He said, "I have a request too."

"What is it?" Yuuji asked.

"Will you love me? Will you tell me you love me?" Megumi asked. He looked at Yuuji's eyes. They were clear and filled with conviction.

I know you don't love me yet. I don't even really love you yet. Megumi's thoughts echoed out in his mind. But I want to be needed. I want to you to love me. I want to be loved and I want to give love, properly. So just for this time, even if it's fake. I want you to show me that you love me. 

Because Megumi knew that after this, he would never experience something like it again.

"Mmm." Yuuji answered. "I love you, Megumi."

"Me too."

Yuuji cuddled Megumi into a warm embrace, enjoying each other's comfort, no matter how temporary. And then they both fell asleep.