I know im not the best person.

I know im depressed.

I know I have suicidal tendencies.

I know i have horrid family.

I know i dont feel pain.

I know no one irl cares except maybe my grandpa.

I know if i die people will cry.

I know if i get hospitalised my boyfriend will demand to come down here

I know im trans.

I know I'm classified as female when im male.

I know my gender identity isnt the same as my gender apperance

I know people hate me.

I know people online are worried.

But it cant stop me from cutting