"In the crooks of your body, I find my religion."

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Jungkook enters his quiet bedroom. Locks it behind him. Takes off his shirt. Goes to wash his face. Comes back and finds you sleeping in his sheets. Calm and warm wrapped up, cooped in the corner of his bed. Sleeping like a small baby. You were so small that not even half of his bed's occupied.

He ruffles his hair. Comes and settles down on the bed. Stares at you rest peacefully. Your hair scrambled, slipping on your face. He gently strokes the hair strands ghosting your eyes with his index watching you crinkle your nose at the touch.

He softly smiles. Sighs. Lifts the blanket and lies down beside you. Rests his face in his palm and watches you. Loves this moment. Wants it to pause. At times, the two of you would find yourselves in each other's arms, but now it feels like a distant memory. The time he spent in London with you was the best time of his lifetime.

He just hopes he gets those moments back again. For now, he dips down and wraps himself around you. Nuzzles himself against you and sleeps in your arms.

As for you, you bat your eyes open and find direct moonlight falling on your eyes. Wipe your eyes and yawn. Blink thrice and stretch your arms to find Jungkook crushing you tight in sleep.

His face squeezed in between your chest. Hands under your shirt draped around your waist and legs locked with yours. Caged you in every way possible. Not letting you move even an inch. Goosebumps appear on your skin. And it's super chilly suddenly.

"Babe." You try to whisper. He doesn't move. Trail your nails on his neck and his spine, "Sweety, wake up." He doesn't hinge. And you're suddenly interested in calling him names. Cause if he was awake, you wouldn't have a chance to let out a single syllable. His lips on yours, your lips on his, apocalypse.

You're clawing your fingers underneath his silky raven hair. Loving the fresh aloe fragrance. You were so obsessed. "So sleepy aren't you, Kook." You murmur against his hair and sigh. God, Jungkook was really one attractive being.

He shuffles a little and you remember how you ended up in his room and what happened before you slept, waiting for him to come back.

Slowly you try to remove his hands from your waist but miserably fail when he clamps them up higher. From under your shirt to your back, his broad palms almost completely cover your spine.

Involuntarily, your back arches, and he shifts upwards, rests his head under your chin, chews on his cheeks, yawns and goes back to sleep.

You groan, fist your mouth and bury your screams. Although he was a man, it made you want to baby him. But of course, you don't. Glance at his lips, calling for you. Soft, irresistible and parted.

Oh, a kiss right now would taste so wonderful.

One wouldn't hurt. Such a pleasant idea it was. Agree with your conscience. Go for it.

Rest your thumb under his chin, lift it slowly and lean down. Shut your eyes and press your lips against his and feel the tenderness of them. Small warm breath lingering on your lips.

Love how it feels. Kiss one time, smile. Set on one more. Kiss twice, God so so nice. One last time, do it thrice and you haven't even fully parted and you're thrown down on your back.

A manly growl grunts against your skin. "So tempting, aren't I?" Jungkook deeply chuckles against your shoulder blades, waking up.

You gasp, "You were awake?" Panic and Jungkook kisses your shoulder, slides down your arm sleeves to gift more kisses, "Mmm, no. Blame your kisses." He's almost using his teeth to nibble with your skin and you're squeezing your shoulders.

Jungkook spares you a glance, eyes not really open, a lazy smile on his lips. "I love you so much." He declares and nudges his nose with yours. Eyes closed and nose scrunched up. Whines about you taking his heart away and you're smiling and giggling as he tickles you.

"I should get back to my room." You tell breathlessly after the laughter and Jungkook opens his eyes, "You're not." He orders, got his lips on your throat. Hands underneath your knees.

And you're slipping miserably.

Clutch his biceps and rest your lips on his shoulders, breathe heavily and he does wonders for you. You're losing and he's loving you.

"Did I ever tell you how I love your smell?" You're inhaling Jungkook's shampooed hair and he tilts his face to see you. Eyes up, amused. "You do?"

Suddenly you're shy. "Yeah." Kiss him on the lips and Jungkook bites his lips. "The aloe fragrance one?" And you kiss him again. He smiles, grabs your jaw and dips in for an open mouth kiss. Bites your lower lip and your fingers clutch tight on his biceps.

He takes your hand off his biceps and instead intertwines it with his fingers. "And I love your paws." He brings your hands to his lips, shuts his eyes and kisses it. "Don't ask why."

You blush. "It's just not even about your hands anymore." He comes to your cheeks, "These soft cheeks are so irresistibly chewable too." Bites you softly on your skin, "Always was a fan of them." smiles against your cheeks and you're giggling.

"You sound so obsessed to—"

"Yes, I am." He doesn't even let you finish. Eyes on you. Placing your hand on his chest, he starts, "This thing..." He's pointing at his heart, "–has always been a silly little being loving you insanely and obsessively."

You pout and lean down and Jungkook watches you bring your lips to his chest and flutter your lashes, placing a soft kiss on his heart. "All mine." You whisper against his chest and he's got a quickening heartbeat. Flustered cheeks.

It's pacing and you innocently meet his eyes with your round eyes, "I love you." You confess and he's so gone.

"You're farthest, the best thing that has ever happened to me." The words affirmatively echo in your ears and you're dying. Losing your mind.

Jungkook is looking at his fingers brushing your hair past your shoulders, "For me..." he glances at you and collects your hair behind. "You are my universe, my star, my constellation and everything that is beyond this world." He breathes love and you stare at his lips, dazed and astonished.

"And God Y/n, I love you so much that I'm willing to rip my heart out of my ribcage if you'll ask me to." He is serious as he says, "Anything you ask from me." His hand slips down your arms. "I'm down for anything."

You take his hand and make it rest on your waist. Grab his jaw and tilt his face for a kiss. Not one kiss. Hundreds of kisses and Jungkook gets it.

Helps you take off your shirt. Trails kisses on every inch of your skin. One by one, remove every barrier separating the two of you. Loving in intimacy, sensing each part of you unknown to him. Praising you on his knees, showing you the moon and stars right there and then.

Firecrackers crack, lightning strikes, stars twinkle, flowers bloom, butterflies flutter, water drizzles, and clouds thunder. Jungkook and you make love to each other.

He makes you his and you make him yours. Offering bare souls to each other.

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"How are you feeling now?" Jungkook sets his lips on your nape. Wraps his arms around you, caging you from behind and caressing your hands.

You twirl your extended legs, rest your head on his chest and hum, "Me? Better." You try to clasp your fingers in his, but the long shirt's sleeves Jungkook lent you, come in between.

You notice Jungkook smile against your skin and fold them up for you. "I'm gonna take this with me." You smell the collar. "It's so like you." You sniff and he rests his head on your nape and sniffles a laugh.

"So nice of you." He gathers your hair in a pony and combs it with his fingers. "Your hair..." he calls for you, "They're splendidly beautiful."

He compliments picking on the rubber band you've given him to tie. Look at him through the mirror placed in front of you.

"Is that why you like bothering me and my hair?" You pout and he looks at your captivating, gleaming face and grins. "I love it when you get all sorts of angry," he goes for your cheeks and pulls on them with his fingers as you drop your jaw.

He chuckles, finding you adorable.

Taking your pony back from his grasp, you get away from him. Get on fours. "Why is it always you who gets to do that? I wanna tease you, too."

"Aye, cutie." He laughs, "Please do that." He teases, knowing very well that you don't have anything on him. You huff out smoke from your nostrils, shake your head here and there to find something in the room, and your eyes stop at one point.

Jungkook rests his head on the headboard with his arms tucked behind. His eyes intrusively follow you, wanting to see what you are doing.

You dig into Jungkook's backpack and he snickers, "You won't find anything interesting there," He says, laughing and watching you try.

"Trust me," You slowly tilt your head back at him, trying to scare him with your piercing gaze, "You'll be tortured." You growl and he bursts into a wider grin. "Let's see you try."

You show your back and pull out something from his bag. He tries to peep, but you make sure to hide whatever it is. Unwrapping it.

And that second you put something on your head. Jungkook simply watches you adjust a white bunny beanie with its ears perked up that you made Jungkook buy yesterday at the carnival.

One second he blinks and you're getting on the bed. Lay down sideways, smirk evilly. Flip your hair and he sits up straight in front of you. Eyes turning into crescent moons from the smile. Oh, he's so interested.

You unbutton a button of your shirt, beckoning him to come closer. He listens intently and grins widely.

"Here," you ask him to close the proximity, bring his ears near your lips and he obeys. Comes closer and you cup his jaw, linger your lips on his ear and he's having butterflies.

"You're three years older than me, right?" You ask him and Jungkook nods. "So..." You fall your gaze on tracing your index on his face, "Can I call you my oppa?"

Yes, it's supposed to be super cringe, but it's a term he's never been called after being the eldest. Never. Not by you or by Jennie. And it's supposed to be a frequent term used in his home country. But either way, now it's doing him things.

Boy, you were supposed to be strong.

Jungkook shuts his eyes and scrunches his face. Liking it way too much. "I–I think..." he is losing it and you're biting back a grin, "Should I?"

"I wouldn't mind, you know—" You grab his cheeks and pull out your lower lip. Acting too cute for your good. Flutter your sparkly eyes and do aegyo.

And something is shifting in Jungkook's eyes.

"Aren't I cute?" You perk your bunny ears and wiggle your fingers under your chin. Smiling cutely and making the man in front of you go baffling.

He's got his lips parted. He's spinning and is on a pause. Don't know shit. Has to understand what's happening right now.

You have your lower lip sticking out and cheeks faint pink and he can't think straight.

Damn you.

"Okay, now kiss me." He goes for a kiss and you block his face with your palm. Kiss blocking him. Completing your mission and winning. You're laughing. "Nope. Nope. Nope. Bleh."

You stick your tongue out at him and laugh, tease him. Immediately get away and Jungkook sits there like an abandoned puppy with his face flustered red.

"Teasing you is fun." You laugh and get off the bed. Do all kinds of cute poses. Perk your beanie ears, lift your knee behind place your palm under your chin and give him flying kisses.

Jungkook watches you dance in the long shirt he lent you a few minutes ago. You were looking ultra-max cute, and he was not letting you get away with that.

As you run around calling him a few Korean slang names, he takes the chance and bends forward once. Just once. Doesn't even need to put any effort. Easily got you in his grasp and you're turning pale.

He smirks, "Caught you." Immediately lifts you off your feet, wraps your legs around his waist and holding you up as you cry out and wiggle in defeat. "No!"

"You're not jumping anywhere now," he squeezes your nose, pressing them in between his fingers, "My little bunny."

He laughs and you still try to get away from his grasp, but he just throws you on the bed, biting you everywhere with his bunny teeth.

His eyes sparkle with enthusiasm and love. "Try running now." He challenges, tickles your stomach and you hold your breath, laughing and crying, "AH KOOK — WHA — AAAA!" You scream and try to stop him, but he gets startled by your screams, "Lord, keep it low. We're literally in the middle of the night. Someone will wake up."

He warns you and you squint your eyes, offended. "Yeah?" He arches his brows and you squint your eyes. "I should say that to you instead." You bite your lips, "Since, few minutes ago, you were the one grunting and moan–"

"OH MY GOD Y/N, SHUT UP." He blushes, indefinitely fixing his gaze at the door, trying to see if anyone heard him.

You laugh out this time, holding your stomach. "So funny." You cough out in between your laugh and he just pulls on your cheek, asking you to shut up, but you quickly shut him up with a kiss instead and make him dizzy.

Jungkook gives in. Takes you to the bed and lays you down on his pillow. Takes position next to you rests his eyes and breathes exhausted. "I'm tired." He huffs out a breath and you rest your head on your palm, "Me too." And yawn.

"At least you slept a little longer than me," he peers at you with his doe-sweet eyes.

Waking up, you remove the bunny hood and lay your head down on his chest, throw your leg on his thigh and straddle him. "Yeah, you made me wait so long." get all whiney.

He doesn't pay much attention to your words, just finds you adorable leeching off to him and acting so clingy. "Sorry." He tightly wraps his arms around you as you get up from the hug, remembering what happened before he left and for what he left.

"What did you talk to Jennie about, though?"

His smile wears off his face, and the memories of the situation come rushing back. Ruining his mood. "Ah, nothing worth discussing." He brushes it off.

You sit up straight and tuck your hair behind your ear. Twist your lips. "I want to apologize for acting all anxious before you left. I was panicking."

Jungkook suddenly feels off. "It's okay, don't worry. Forget it."

You blink.

Why was he cut shorting the conversation? Did something happen with Jennie? Oh, and she said she brought something for him, didn't she?

"What did she bring for you, though?" You ask again, curious, but Jungkook tsk's looking away, doesn't look very interested in continuing the conversation, "Eh, nothing. We should sleep."

There was something wrong.

You frown, "Is something wrong?" Jungkook doesn't like how you catch onto things so quickly. "Is there anything you're hiding?"

He sighs, shuts his eyes, and you're about to panic again. And when Jungkook opens his eyes, he sees the anxiousness take over you.

He's got no choice.

"Alright. I'll tell you."

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A/N

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