That evening was good. It cleared out a lot of things. Now I miss you even more than I used to. I don't want to. I don't want to need anyone. I don't want to be in the life of other people, because I would ruin them. I would ruin every single live I'd touch. I already did it to my parents. They barely talk to me anymore, and that's my fault. I should've been an easier child. I still should be an easier person. I need to stop ruining everything I touch.