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underscoregeoff: i wasn't going to address this in a post such as this one - or any post at all - but i feel like i'm going to have to.

first of all, yes. awsten and i broke up. no, we didn't argue. no, we haven't lost feelings for each other. but yes, awsten's last post was about breaking up with me. and no, i didn't know it was until two hours later. kellin was the only one who knew, and i'm not mad at awsten, kellin, or anyone else for not telling me before the post. it's no one's fault, and i ask that no arguments start from this post.

second of all, there were valid reasons. awsten's mental health hasn't been good over the last couple of weeks. i was aware of this. i've been trying to help him. it looked like he was coming back out of that state. but the one thing that we couldn't solve was his fear of commitment. he was scared that he was weighing me down, and that i didn't want him anymore. and no, that isn't true. however, awsten wanted to break up, just until he sorted himself out. he told me that i could look for someone else. he didn't want to 'weigh me down'. but no, i'm not going to look for anyone else. yes, i still love awsten - with everything. but i'm not going to force him to stay in this relationship if he's uncomfortable in any way.

third of all, i would appreciate if you guys asked no further questions. i ask you to respect our privacy. i've tried my hardest to tell you guys everything within this post but i will not be answering dms that regard this at all. yes, i have asked awsten if this caption is okay, and he's fine with it.

thank you for reading this ❤💜💙💚💛💓💖💗💘💝💕

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a/n - oh no what a shame

ALSO I STARTED TALKING TO ONE OF MY FIRST EVER ONLINE FRIENDS FROM THREE YEARS AGO I MISSED HIM SO MUCH I LOVE HIM HE MAKES MY DAY SO MUCH BETTER AHH I LOVE SORTING OUT HIS WEIRD LOVE INTERESTS AND I MISSED ALL THE WEIRD PICTURES OF HIS FACE AND HIS HAIR HIS JUST SO FLUFFY AND MY FRIENDS THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM BUT I'M NOT HES JUST MY BEST FRIEND THAT I COULD NEVER FORGET ABOUT AND I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH AHHHH IM SORRY FOR THIS RANT I JUST MISSED HIM SO MUCH AND NOW HE'S BACK FUCK

anyways yungblud is really good