Helena sat in her room for what seemed like months. She couldn't get Homelander out of her mind. That night with him replayed over and over in her mind. Three days passed since it happened and she wasn't right in the head.

Her chest felt like it was going to explode with butterflies and her eye started to burn with a glaze as she thought about him. This was all just to fast for her. But she couldn't help but hate him. His fucking stupidly handsome face and his dark voice as it lowered into her ear.

Homelander was fucking with her and she knew why. She was a new hero that needed to know her place. But little did she know Homelander had actually taken a liking to her.

Lenna sighed and looked over at the picture of her grandfather and grandmother. They looked so happy. Dancing around the barracks. Steve Rodgers and Peggy Carter. The most two important people in her life. Her mother told her stories of the two out in world war two. Fighting crime side by side.

Helena wanted that with Homelander. But He loved StillWell and that didn't settle well with her. It made her stomach turn. The thought of his hands on StillWell. The hands she wanted on herself.

Shaking her head, Helena stood up and walked to her bathroom. Opening her bathroom mirror she pulled out the pills she had to take. It helped control her powers. It was a power passed down from generation to generation. But it came with a price. It slowly kills her.

Steve had to reject his powers in order to live a life with Peggy. He thought it was over until his granddaughter had it. Helena grew up with the same powers he had shut away.

Throwing them back and taking water she swallowed and walked into her living room where she saw flowers. Many flowers. Mostly roses. All from Homelander. He had been putting them in here for her. She sighed and grabbed her coat and other essentials before locking her door.

Lenna began her journey to Kits house. Unknowingly, Homelander watched her leave from above. He followed quietly because she can still hear him.

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   When Helena arrived Kit yanked her best friend in. She hadn't seen her in a while. "Oh my god Lenna. You look like shit." Kit says pulling away from the hug. Lenna rolled her eyes playfully. Only Kit.

"Nice to see you too, beautiful." Lenna says giving her encouragement rather then hurtful words. Kit sighed taking her coat and hanging it up for her. Then took Lenna hand and dragged her to the couch.

Kit looked worries for Lenna. "What's been going on, baby girl? You look like you're about to hurl any moment." She wasn't wrong about that.

Lenna sighed as she turned slowly to look at Kit. Her eyes glazing again. Kit took in a deep breath and her face went from happy, concerned, to angry.  "Who hurt you? I'll ring there neck out. Who?" Without knowing who she just got so rilled up.

She had good intentions, but she could get carried away. Lenna rolled her eyes and shook her head. She had to get the feeling out of her. Hurt. And anger. "It doesn't matter." She glanced back up at Kit. "I'm just glad I got to finally see you." She says walking to her friends direction with her arms open. Kit didn't hesitate to hug her friend back.

"I did miss this." Kit says softly over her shoulder. They pulled away and looked at one another. "But you're gonna tell me what happened." She spoke in a motherly tone. Lenna giggled and nods her head. And she did exactly that. Told her what happened.

And after a few hours and a LOT of wine. Kit finally spoke. "Jesus. Why would they do that? Why would he do that?" Lenna shrugged and threw back the last bit of her wine. "Have you thought about giving him a chance?" She asked.

Lenna looked at her in disbelief. Why the hell- "Look, it actually sounds like he might fall for you. Remember Ryan from 5th grade?" Lenna took in a sharp breath. "He was rude and laughed at you when you messed up in gym class but he came back and told you he liked you in 6th?" She let her breath out and pinched the bridge of her nose.

"Maybe." She placed her glass on the table. "Then why would he flirt with StillWell and then flirt with me?" She was confused until Kit raised her eyebrow in a 'Really?' Look. She sighed and scoffed a bit.

"You're being a hypocrite, Helena." Lenna widened her eyes in shock. "You do the same thing when you are looking for a guy to date. You have options." There it was. That reality check she needed. Her mouth hung open to object, but she was right.

Her uncle Bucky did that a lot to. He had a string of girls and he would date them to see who he would be compatible with. She learned that from him. Homelander was doing the same thing. But why StillWell? Of all people why there boss?

"Im sorry I didn't mean to sound rude." Kit says placing her hand on her friends knee. Lenna shook it off with a smile.

"No. No you're right. He has options." She ran her hand through her hair. "This is why you are the grandma in this relationship." Kit rolled her eyes and smacked Lenna's knee. "Ouch!" She yelped ans rubbed the wound. Kit laughed shaking her head.

"You're a super hero. That shouldn't hurt." Lenna giggled as she looked over at the clock. It was three in the morning and she had work in four more hours. Groaning she stood up. Kit doing the same as she grabbed the wine glasses.

"Thank you, Kit Kat. You're the best." She says hugging her. Kit hugged her back careful to not drop the glasses. "I gotta go and get some sleep before the stupid news comes out tomorrow." Lenna dreaded the news about the power couple.

"I know. Come visit again. Please. Mark is driving me crazy." Mark was her boyfriend. And he's been planning to marry Katherine. Lenna nods grabbing her coat and purse leaving her apartment and walking outside. The chill of the air stung her face and she pulled her coat closer.

Lenna went off to the side of the apartment building and took off into the air.

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When Lenna got home most of the flowers were gone. Which ment Homelander was here. The only Flowers that were left were blue roses. She tilt her head and saw a card in front of them.

Lenna picked it up as she dropped her things on the couch. Reading it as she took her shoes off.

"Dear, Helena.

I'm sorry about the other night. It was very fast pace of me and I shouldn't have come on to you so strong. I just couldn't help but kiss you. That night was fun before I fucked it up. I hope you give me another chance.
                                                        Sincerely, Homelander."

Lenna ran a hand through her hair. And chuckled. She knew she shouldn't but she couldn't help it. "You can come out now." She spoke up loudly. Lenna turned to look out her balcony to see the red boots and then the rest of him. He stared at her and then the door. "Come in." She instructed and he obeyed.

Once he closed it he turned back to see her taking off her sweater leaving her in a tank top. She then puts her hair in a messy bun. "You can't follow me around like some lost puppy again." His eyes widened. "I saw your shadow on the way to Kits place." He sighed and rubbed the back of his head.

He watched as she walked closer slowly. His eyes watching her like a hawk. He gulped a bit when she stood in front of him. She sas so close to him. "I will give you another shot." Homelander looked relieved and opened his mouth to speak but Lenna cut him off. "Only if you stop seeing Stillwell." He almost laughed at her. But he stopped himself.

Nodding his head in agreement Lenna grabbed his caller of his suit and pulled him to her face. Centimeters away from her lips he watched. Her strength was exceptional. "I love the flowers. Thank you." She says in a soft but lusty voice. His eyes widened. She gazed at his lips as he stared at hers. He couldn't help himself. He closed the gap only to be met with her finger. "No." He got angry at her and she threw him against the wall. Homeland was starting to get harder. "Don't force me."

Homelandera breathing was fast paced and he didn't object from her Dominance. "Now this is hot." He says smirking and she smirked back.

"Good. Because we're gonna need this to be real if we're doing this." She let go of his caller and leaned against the wall. He was at least four inches taller then her. Her green eyes were glistening. And he watched with hungry eyes. "What I say goes. Got it?" She was scary but Homelander was loving this. He nods and she smiles. "Good. Now kiss me." He didn't hesitate to leap into her kiss.

Lenna needed to keep him close. If he was truly wanting this she needed him on her side. Not Stillwells. He was also so submissive it kinda scared her but she enjoyed it. His hands were at his sides and he was begging for her to let him use them.

She took one of his hands and placed it on her waist. He pulled her closer to his body. Kissing her with so much force they could have broken each others face. Lenna pulled away making him chase after her lips but she stopped him. "Why?" He spoke in a little frustration.

"Because I'm enjoying this. And it's payback for calling me a back up option on TV." She glared as she pulled his hair making him moan. His eyes were hungry as he watched her. She licked her lips. Cherry chapstick was the flavor of his lips. Lenna giggled and let go of his hair. "Now." She backed him up to her couch and threw him down on it. The couch legs broke as he landed hard. Helena climbs on top of him as he grabbed her hips. Smacking his hands away he whines.

Lenna was teasing him and also testing him. "Please." He whispers as Lenna raised an eyebrow. As if asking him to speak up. But he didn't. He was shocked at himself. He was so submissive to her. The only person able to do that is Stillwell.

Lenna grinds on his crotch making him hiss and grab her hips but she smacked him again. Homelander was pissed. "Not until I say." She hissed at him. She keeps teasing him and he started to moan a bit. Lenna had to admit she was turn on by these noises. And before it got to far she stood up and walked away.

"What the fuck!?" He yelled out and she glared. He gulped and sat there.

"We have work in the morning. So if you want to stay here, that's fine. Night." She winked and went back to her room. She locks it as she threw herself on the bed. She looked up at the ceiling thinking about what she just did. "What the hell?" She whispers and closed her eyes. Drifting away into a dream with Homelander and her bed. She wanted that so badly. She was in just as much pain for teasing him as he was.