(Intro)
I've tried my best
to be like You want
I've tried my best
To be loved by You

(Vers 1)
I gave You everything I have
Everything I am
Thought It'd be best
You want just my luck

(Vers 2)
But the more I tried to be like this
The more I'm sinking into emptiness
falling into shards of my old self, I'm bleeding
I get lost in the mask, that never lose his smile
Trying to be who You want, they killing  me

(Chorus)
I'm the one who decide
In my Life
See my tears
Shining so bright in the moonlight
Hear my laugh
When I'm really happy
Something I know now
I will be me
To show You a real face in this lieworld
I'm the one who decide in my Life!

(Vers 3)
There may be darkness
There may be just me, dying lonely in pain
Over my way, that I'll walk step by step
But I will choose wich way, accepting all the challenges

(Vers 4)
Why did I leave myself alone
In the dark, into shadows of fear?
Why did I never recognize and was blind
About the things they talked into me?

(Chorus)
I'm the one who decide
In my life
See my tears
Shining bright in the moonlight
Hear my laugh
When I'm really happy
Something I know now
I will be me, and I'm so much more than you always want
I will show You a real face in this lieworld
I'm the one who decide in my life!

(Vers 5)
It might be hard, it might be not everything right
You might think im a fool
who will never survive
But I'm not laughing everyday
You just ignore my tears, my screams for help.
And I want to walk my own way, like I am

(Vers 6)
There is an only, last chance for You:
Understand what I want
Accept who i'am
And Help me, when I need You by my side
Everything else will be my decision
Just me! 'Cause

(Chorus)
I'm the one who decide
In my Life
See my tears
Shining bright in the moonlight
Hear my laugh
When I'm really happy
There Something I know now
I will be me, and I'm so much more than you always want
I will show You a real face in this lieworld
I'm the one who decide in my life

(Outro)
I'm the one, the one
Who decide in my Life
My life ... I'm the one
Accept It!
I'm the one who decide!

~27.07.2019