(Vers1)

You're a invader
Making me insane
I don't know since then
who I am (where am I)
Hear a whisper in my head
You deny me the silence that I long for
Since then

(Pre Chorus)
Am I lunatic? Am I helpless?
Am I disgusting? Am I doomed?
It takes everything from me
to fight against
I lost so much
Is it still worth getting up?

(Chorus)
Winning seems so impossible
when I am the enemy I'm fighting against
No more lies, no more tries
Tell me, tell me pls
How could I win against a enemy
that's myself
A enemy that's myself?

(Vers 2)
I thought it couldn't get any worse
But it just won't stop
Every little victory
seems so insignificant the next morning
When you put me in chains again
When you control me, my thoughts, my body, my soul
You won't let me go ( Do I want to let you go?) ... idk

(Pre Chorus)
Am I lunatic? Am I helpless?
Am I disgusting? Am I doomed?
It takes everything from me
to fight against
I lost so much
Is it still worth getting up?

(Chorus)
Winning seems so impossible
when I am the enemy I am fighting against
No more lies, no more tries
Tell me, tell me pls
How could I win against a enemy
that's myself
A enemy that's myself?

(Vers 3 )
You're a invader
Making me insane
I don't know where I am, who I am since the day
you took me over
Idk what I want
I can't go back!
There is nothing left since then
Idk what I want

(Chorus)
Is it worth getting up again and again and again?
How could I ever win against a enemy
that's myself? (Ever?)
A enemy that's myself
A enemy that's myself

~ 14.03.2022