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Rachel was in the cafeteria standing behind Mercedes and Kurt in the lunch line. She couldn't help but listen in to what they are saying.

"If you want to date Blaine. Go for it, everyone will understand, you have been lonely." Rachel couldn't believe what she heard Mercedes say to Kurt. It hurt her because Mercedes was one of the ones that told her to either break up with Jesse or leave the Glee club the year before and Blaine and The Warblers are their competition especially at Sectionals much like Jesse and The Vocal Adrenalin are. It pained her to know what was said. Rachel placed her tray down, and then left without getting anything to eat, which she knew she would regret but she didn't care.

Rachel even ditched glee club because she didn't want to face the team that actually hated her, the only people to ever defend her in the glee club are Puck and Sam. She went to the Lima Bean and sat at a table on her own. Rachel hated that she didn't really have any friends except with Puck and Sam. Finn never even defends her and Finn is her boyfriend, and not even Mr. Schue cares about her well-being otherwise if he did he would actually stop the bullying from Santana and everyone in the glee club, and he wouldn't have been on everyone else's side when it came to Jesse.

Rachel had tears in her eyes that threatened to spill because she never has support for anything except from Puck and Sam. She always suspected that no-one likes and hearing what Mercedes said to Kurt proved and confirmed everything she had always suspected.

After Carole and Burt's wedding and when Kurt announced he was leaving because he felt alone, unsafe and didn't have support with bullying from Dave, but Rachel felt more upset when Kurt said that, as everyone did support him. She was the one that got Quinn, Tina and Brittany to talk to Sam, Mike and Artie. She was the one that even tried to convince Finn to defend Kurt against Dave, but Finn was more worried about Quarterback than Kurt.

Rachel watched Kurt leave the Choir Room, and she felt more alone and upset than ever, especially when she had found out that Finn and Santana had been intimate, and the lie Finn had told her about being a virgin when she had been honest about not being intimate with Jesse.

Rachel took a deep breath and then left Glee once again feeling lost and more alone than ever. Rachel couldn't believe that she had no support or anyone. Rachel sat in the Lima Bean not knowing Puck had followed her out.

Puck sat across from her and said

"What's going on my American Jewish Princess?" Rachel looked at Puck and said

"I'm not in the mood Noah. I don't want to talk about." Puck was concerned for her and said

"Evans and I are worried about you." Rachel silently and then said

"It's not fair Noah. it really isn't fair." Puck reached for Rachel's hands and said

"What Rach, talk to me." Rachel took a deep breath and said

"Why is it always me?" Puck knew exactly what Rachel was talking about. He stood her up and hugged her.

A few months went by and Kurt and Blaine were official it was after Regionals that Kurt had transferred back. Rachel sat at the back in the glee club next to Sam and Puck, expecting and waiting for Kurt to have the same ultimatum as what she did with Jesse, because Blaine is their competition and so are The Warblers.

When Kurt didn't get given the ultimatum of either Blaine or Glee Club. Rachel was angry at them, especially when Mr. Schue basically didn't care about Kurt and Blaine and Blaine being their competition and The Warblers being their rivals. She couldn't take it anymore. Rachel couldn't take not being supported by everyone except Puck and Sam.

Rachel stood up and said the words that she has always said

"I quit. Mercedes can have my captaincy, since I know she's been dying to take it off me." As she said that was leaving, she heard

"You'll be back. You always do." Rachel turned to Santana and said

"Not this time. Have fun trying to win without me." Rachel then turned to Finn and Mr. Schue and said

"Don't bother trying to talk me into coming back, I'm not, not this time." Rachel then turned and left the choir. As she left Sam and Puck took a deep breath and Puck said

"Can't say I'm surprised." Puck and Sam looked at the team and Sam said

"Don't act like you aren't the reason for her quitting." Sam then looked at Mr. Schue and said

"Especially you Mr. Schue. You're all about equality and wanting glee club to be a safe place, but you never made it one for Rachel, because if you did, you would have stopped everyone especially Lopez for bullying her." Quinn was surprised at what Sam had to their teacher, and said

"He doesn't mean that." Sam looked at his girlfriend and said

"Yeah I do. And you aren't innocent either. And I'm not dumb Q, I know you're hooking up with Hudson, so we are done with that."

Everyone was silent at Puck and Sam's outburst, especially when Sam told off Mr. Schue.

Rachel was at The Lima Bean alone, when Trent and Thad had approached her. Rachel knew them because of them growing up together with Puck. Trent and Thad hugged her tight, they knew everything that had happened, and Trent then said

"Dalton has a sister school Rachie. You could always go there for school. Plus you get the joy of hanging out with us Dalton boys and don't worry about fees, you will probably get a scholarship." Thad smiled at her and said

"And what's better is that Crawford is actually looking to start a show choir team. Think how Crawford would look on college applications." Rachel hugged two best friends tight and said

"I'll talk to my dads about it, right now I just want you two."