EPILOGUE - BEGINNING
Sonakshi's pov:-
I was waiting for the alarm to ring looking at the person who was sleeping next to me. He was in deep sleep and here I wasn't even getting sleep in my eyes. I was turning around in the bed waiting for midnight 12. Time wasn't even running for me.
Today is gonna be the most special day for me one reason as its his birthday and the another reason is that we both are gonna meet our baby girl. I still remember the day when I made him agree with my decision. It was nine months after our marriage. Whatever function we both go together people always questioned us about our child. That questioned irritated me. I wasn't wishing to share about my first baby miscarriage to anyone. Only dev and me knew that we lost our baby. I was too weak to hold the child inside me.
I took few medicines and treatment without even telling to ishwari maa and riya. I never felt satisfied with those medicines and treatment. Days passed and finally diya was about to give birth to her child. From her baby shower till the day she gave birth to her child everybody asked about my baby. That would just make me go in depression. Diya gave birth to a girl baby and we named her shiri. Whenever she used to cling to diya I felt so irritated unknowingly. That's when I decided to share my problems with Dev. I wanted to speak about my depression to him.
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FLASH BACK:-
I was quietly sitting in the Conner of the bed. Dev without speaking anything with me went inside the washroom for fresh up. He came out after sometime and sat beside me. Did not sleep? Had your dinner? He questioned without telling him proper answer I went close to him and said I need to speak to him.
He nodded his head and waited for my talks to begin. Dev I feel depressed I don't like to take any treatments and medicines to have a child. Test babies and all.... I really don't wanna have a kid. I said and started crying. He looked at me clueless and pulled me into a consoling hug. Why dev god want to just give me pains and look how I am overcoming my problems? When today at hospital I saw diya with her child I just felt like.......killing myself. If I was safe from those drugs in my past we would have a child right. I spoke and the drops of tears from my eyes made his shirt wet.
God will love to test the people who believe in him lots sona. He will surely give us lots and lots of happiness you just see. He said gazing my back softly. His consoling words were not making me alright. I wanted to tell him what I really planned by telling I don't want to have a kid.
I broke from his hold and looked at the floor as I wasn't able to meet his eyes.
Take rest.... He said and I wasn't agreeing to rest I denied his words for the first time.
Dev please listen to me... I want to speak to you.... I can understand you must be tired after heavy work at office but I need your precious time now...... I spoke and before I could complete my full sentence he said all my ears. I made myself strong to speak out my inner mind problems to him by gripping his hand tightly.
Dev I can't tolerate all the people asking me when I will give birth to a baby. That irritates me and I am getting depressed. I said to him and I wasn't able to control the tears flowing from my eyes. He made me to lay my head on his chest. I cried in his arms like a kid. Don't think about the world sona just leave those people they only know to bother everyone. He spoke with anger as he wasn't able to See Me in tears. I very well know he hates to See Me cry but at that time I wasn't able to control myself. Dev I want them to stop asking me about me becoming pregnant. It's very painful when they ask me about it. I happily come with you to your family functions but that question breaks me down.
My bad luck I can't give birth to our baby..... I wasn't able to even complete my sentence I poured my heart out to him. He took me in a tight consoling hug. You are taking up treatments know sona.... You will be fine. We will surely have our child. Tomorrow is the final treatment right everything will be fine. He said and placed a kiss on my forehead. Now come on sleep darling...... You need rest. Telling me he made me lay my head down on the pillow.
Dev I still did not complete what I want to share with you u said to him as he was going to switch off the lights. He stood in his place and looked at me.
Dev many kids are there in the streets begging losing there parents. Some people are throwing there own child in the dust bin. So why don't we both give life to such kids. In front of the world we will also say we have a child. I want to adopt a child dev. Will you agree with me for this? I questioned him and waited for his reply. I wanted his reply to be in my favour.
At the same time I can understand his pain too. When he wanted to See Me carrying his baby inside me for nine months, when he wanted a symbol of our life, when he wanted a baby of our own blood here I am asking something which will break all his wants. Thinking about it I still had tears dropping down from my eyes looking at my man who stood frozen in his place hearing my question.
Am I being selfish? I asked myself. He switched off the lights and came next to me. I hugged him tightly as soon as he laid down his head next to me. Dev it will be good to give a child a new life. We both will apply for adoption. I requested him and his hands encircled me. My head was placed in his chest. He hugged me very closely to him we will.... He said those two words softly in my ears. I wasn't able to control my happiness.
Tears of joy travelled down my eyes and dropped down In his shirt. His hands immediately reached my eyes and wiped away my tears. I want you to be happy if this brings happiness to my wife then I will surely to it. Saying so he placed a kiss on my cheeks. His beard brushed my face and made me shiver in his hold.
I love you.... More than myself and more than anyone in this world. I said and squeezed his body against mine. I see... Do you think I should believe this wifey.... After we get a baby.... You will love her only more than me. he replied with a smile on his lips.
We both wanted to adopt only a girl child. That night immediately we filled out the online baby Adoption form. We both were given three months time to wait for the baby.
Next morning we went to speak to ishwari Maa and let her know about our plans of adopting a baby.
Dev started his conversation softly with her. I stood quiet in my place silently. Maa sona and me are planning to adopt a kid. He said and immediately her face turned in anger. Dev what's this? She asked and stood up from her place. Maa it's our decision. He said calmly and gripped my hand which was getting cold due to fear. If she does not agree with us what will we both do made me get sacred. Only a kid with our own blood will take good care of us in the future. That's why we still believe in a proverb blood is thicker than water......Whatever it is.... It's someone's child. She replied looking at both of us. Sona what's gone wrong with your husband. She questioned me and I looked at with no expression in my face.
Maa it's our decision...... I just came to inform you and not ask your views about us adopting a kid. It's our life and our decision. He spoke straight on her face and pulled me out from her room.
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The alarm rang and I woke up from my thoughts. I moved closer to dev and whispered his name in his ears. Still now you are awake.... Sleep sona. He said and turned away from me dev....look at me....... Happy Birthday I said and gripped his arms tightly. Thanks. He replied without no reaction. Wishing you is my fault.... Sleep sleep okay. I spoke with fake anger and immediately he hugged me from back resting his face in my shoulder. His breaths hit my neck and made me shiver in his strong hold. I love the way you show fake anger on me. He said moving his lips close to my chin.
I turned back to look at him and within few seconds when I lost my mind I felt his lips against mine. Lack of oxygen made us come back from our romantic world. Let's sleep as we need to leave from home soon today. He said and pulled the bedspreads above us due to excitement I did not get sleep and waited for tomorrow.
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Next day:-
The sun shined up bright. I woke up and pushed away the screens and made the sunlight get filled inside our room.
I went inside my bathroom for a quick fresh up and wore a light blue Saree. I walked out of the bathroom and looked at The birthday boy who was covering his face with a pillow and sleeping.
I sat next to dev and asked him to wake up telling we were getting late to go to the orphanage. He spoke to me In a sleepy tone and laid his head on my lap. I gazed his hairs softly and said him to wake up and get ready soon.
Sometimes I would feel that when he itself behaves as a kid why should we both need a child. He raised up his head from my lap and just stared at my face for few seconds. You look gorgeous. He says looking straight into my eyes. I blushed a little and he just smiled looking at me trying to hide my blushes away from me. Go and take bath. I pushed him playfully inside the washroom and offered him his clothes as was busy starring at me until he felt the need to blink hid eyes.
After having his bath he came out in his purple shirt which I gifted him for his birthday. I moved forward to choose a perfect tie for him. He just lend on his cupboard door and looked at me as I was seriously searching for his tie.
Dev..... I stressed his name and handed him his tie. He came close to me and pinned me towards the shelf. His hands moved around my bare back.
Today you look bright.... Happy and this is how I wanted to see you. He said and squeezed my body tightly.
I wasn't able to breath as he was holding me tightly..... Dev leave me.... We are getting late. I said and broke myself from his tight hug.
As we walked out of our room we saw Maa standing near the dinning table. She was not happy today. She never wanted us to adopt a child. Formally she blessed dev and asked him to have his breakfast. Riya hugged dev and wished him Happy Birthday. She gave him a small gift making me to just admire their sister and brother bond.
We all sat together and had our breakfast. Dev's favourite dishes was all around him but he did not have interest to eat them all and I was clearly able to understand that from his looks.
Riya and myself walked inside the kitchen after eating our breakfast. After having our hand wash I heard dev speaking to his mom.
Maa after riya gets married and have baby you will care for her child only know more than my baby....Who is going to come to our house today. Hearing him ask that question to his mom made me emotional. Riya looked as if she did not hear anything. Dev I can't differentiate my love for you and riya them what made you think I will not give equal love to your baby and riya's. She replied him and at that moment I felt like hugging her. She is someone who I admire lots. I thanked god for blessing me at that moment and stepped outside the kitchen as if I did not hear anything.
Let's leave Dev said and held me by my shoulders. We both walked out of the house. I am waiting for my grand daughter bring her soon dev. Ishwari Maa said making us get frozen In our place. We both just gave a smile and started our journey to happiness.
The drive was long and we asked Diya and jatin to come for few formalities. Unknowingly we both were getting tensed. Even though we were very much happy we both were waiting for time to express that with each other. Sona you mailed your medical reports also to the orphanage right?? He ensured about the documents we both needed to submit. Yes dev I mailed them even your medical reports and our salary slips. He just gave me a smile and I felt goosebumps looks at the entrance board of the orphanage. Little angels I
Read the name with a smile on my face.
We both parked our car and went inside. The people at the orphanage greeted us. Looking at all the kids playing over there I was feeling happy. I felt the place with lots of positive energy.
Mam and sir can you please come in...... An elderly woman called us inside her cabin.
She spoke with us for nearly fifteen minutes about how to take care of our child. She asked us to go and meet the baby who we are going to take with us.
Mrs. Dixit you can go and meet your child. Meanwhile we will just check your reports. I felt overwhelmed when I walked inside a room. There were nearly 10kids and they showed me one child. She looked pale and tired. I immediately carried her in my arms. She was sleeping peacefully. Dev our baby I said to him moving closer. Our family is completed. He replied gripping me by my shoulder.
We both were asked to walk out of that room with our child. She was three months old but still she looked like a new born baby.
Mam we asked about your complete health report. Your stomach scan and heart beat rate is not here. A lady came and said to me. Is it so... Then you start preparing other documents mean while we will take the test and come. Dev replied to the lady. The hospital is just opposite to the orphanage and so she immediately agreed with us.
She asked me to leave our child and go. I did not have a heart to leave her alone and go. Dev... I called him as the lady took my child from me. Sona she is always gonna be with us only know. Don't worry. He comforted me.
I took all the tests and meanwhile diya and jatin reached the orphanage so we asked the hospital people to mail my reports to the orphanage head. They agree and we both left from the scan center.
Congrats diya said hugging me as soon as she saw me. The baby is cute... My baby m... Tiny eyes and her lips. I was busy praising the beauty of our child as diya and jatin were signing supporting our parenting.
Mam and sir can you please...a lady called dev and me to meet her head. Diya and jatin said that they will get back to office as soon as they finish the formalities.
When we walked inside the higher authority's room the aroma of her room was making me relaxed and calm.
Mr and Mrs dixit I saw you health and other reports you both can adopt a baby but before you sign just assure me that you can take care of two babies properly. I am just asking this question as you both our working. She asked us one question.
Two babies.... Dev stressed her word.
Yes as your adopting a child and now Mrs. Dixit is also three months pregnant right? That's why I asked will be able to take care of two babies. ..... If you both feel you can't then let's cancel your adoption.
Her words made get stunned. We both were looking at her not able to believe her words. I am pregnant. I did not get my menstrual cycle. I feared that I must have some other problem and did not visit my gynaecologist. I got weird sensation but I thought it was all because of the medicines I consumed.
We agree to adopt her mam.... Dev said and signed the papers. He then asked me to sign. I too signed all the papers the lady asked me to sign.
We walked out and the lady gave us our child. Suhana..... We both named her together.
Dev I am pregnant and we both never knew about it till today..... I am carrying. I said holding suhana tightly in my arms. We did not give birth to twins but we both are experiencing the joy of giving birth to two babies at the same time.
He spoke kissing me on my forehead and our baby....... Tomorrow we need to meet our gynaecologist. He said touching suhana and my stomach. Feeling both our babies presence I agreed with him.
Suhana came inside our life and bought lots and lots of happiness to us. He said as I just nodded my head.
SUHANA..... Knowing that we both are gonna adopt a baby girl. We still took two long months to decide her name.
Now for our second child I had no idea on what name to keep for our second baby.
When ishwari Maa and riya think we both our going to come to our house with one baby. We both our gonna surprise with two babies thinking like that I felt so happy and I wasn't able to control myself.
See we both are coming to know about our babies on your birthday only so this will be my birthday gift to guy. Now I want my return gift.
I said and he replied what you want darling? One cup of ice cream dev please. I requested him with pleading face and he agreed.
The baby woke up as soon as we reached the ice cream parlor. When we both thought she would cry looking at a new face. She just proved ourself wrong by smiling at us.
We both side hugged each other holding our two babies. Our family is completed. We both said together at the same time and laughed over our beautiful coincidence.
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