Sonakshi's pov:
I moved aside in the bed and asked him to sit next to me as I wanted to lay my head in his chest. I wanted to hear the pleasant sound of his heartbeat. Dev did as per my wishes. His hands hugged me. I was getting a side hug from him. Will he leave me when I reveal the..... Dirty troubles? No sona he strong and open your heart to him. He needs to know. I spoke to myself and got courage. I was wearing the hospital dress. Which was very thin material and I felt his touch inside my dress. What Mera Idiot sona? He asked as I was fighting with my hands. Taking a long breath I opened my mouth. Dev I need to tell you something important. It's about my past. I said and he looked at me with no expression in his face. I don't value past. Just the present and past is important for me. He said looking straight at my eyes. But I need to share that with you..... if you think we need to find a better life partner in each other. I replied and still he wasn't pleased with my words. No need your tired. He said holding my hand and gripping the hold in my waist. I already a long time decided. Here my life story like a bed time story. I just said to bring a smile in his serious face. I guess it was not so funny as he did not smile. I will listen tell me. He said as I gulped my saliva. Dev I am not that good as you think me. I sold my...... I have slept with...... I was touched by males..... I have been. I felt very difficult to speak to him it was very hard and tears traveled from my eyes to cheeks. You did not sell you was forced to do those non sense. He said wiping my tears as I just looked deep into his eyes. I was going down by his love. Dev..... Thanks but I am not able to come out of those things help me. I pleaded him. I know it's hard. Those people trying to rape you..... Just forget it as a bad dream. He said as I was just pouring my heart out. you said it very easily dev...... It's hard for me.....How can I.... If I tell you more you will surely hate me. I said sobbing and breathing was getting heavier. His shirt was getting wet with my tears. Who am I to hate you? I very well know your stupid past. He said and struggled to pull out something from his pant pocket. There is no chance that he would know my past. My inner mind said. Few months back I got this...... He said and placed it in my hand. He held too close to him. It was so tight. Out of my 206bones I don't know how many would have broken in that tight hold of him. I opened it. Make your heart strong he said as I just nodded and opened. It had photos inside. Nearly ten pictures must be inside. I pulled the first image. It showed me sleeping with a male. I wasn't able to see any pictures other than that. It looked so awkward. I wasn't able to speak even a word. I shut my eyes as I felt a very different pain in my heart. I am so broken. I did not have strength to even look at dev's face. I dropped my face in embarrassment.

Look up at me. He said placing his hand on my chin and raising my head up. I just gave you this pictures to burn it and remove all this thoughts from your small brain. My hands went around him....I Cried like a kid who lost her mother in the market. Dev.... Didn't you..... Feel like.... Throwing me.... Out of your house.....after seeing these..... But you gave place for me...... In your.... Heart. I said sobbing and taking breath after each and every two words. Shhhh..... Don't strain yourself. I felt betrayed after seeing these pictures. I had a doubt whether you were sent by my opposite business man to spy on me. I became a CID officer in finding the truth later. May be only because of the things which you think I may hate you..... I loved you. I wanted you to trust me but you.... He said as I felt relieved he loves me still.... I was thanking my god. I was falling for him again and again. I even proposed you breaking all my hidden fears for you trust me and open up. He said gazing my hair softly. My legs were over his leg. I was needing his support lots. I love you dev...... I said and there was no smile on his face more over no expression. Okay he said and got down from the bed. I am confessing you. I said making a strong voice. Seriously...... This is how you confess. He asked as I gave a blank look. Yes... I love you and you mean a lot to me. I said without looking at his face. I never seen a confession by closing the eyes. He said and was about to leave. For what god gave me hands 🤔 my hand held his palm and he stopped. The boy of my dreams I would like you to hold my hand and that's till the last breath. I said as he was looking at me. His lips curved. I love you sona he said coning front. Will you kiss me. I asked in a very soft voice..... I spoke as if that was the first time I am speaking. He sat on the bed and hugged me. His one hand went inside my hair and the other hand was around my waist. His lips landed on my forehead. I felt the hot kiss in my forehead. Did you forget your past? He asked and I nodded yes. Who are you! I said and he looked shocked. I laughed and said see I forgot everything. He looked happy and hugged me Even more tight. May be before I leave from here. I would get a bone fracture. I thought in my mind. How can you forget me? His hands tickled me as I just smiled.

Okay you look tired take rest. He said and stood up. Don't leave me alone. I held his hand. I am with you. He said peeking my cheeks. It's the first time I am asking someone to kiss me. I thought as a small smile came out form me.

How was my proposal I asked as a wide smile came out your the best he said gazing my forehead and I was getting sleepy.

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