Sonakshi's pov
I woke up..... But my eyes were too heavy that I felt very difficult to open.  I was able to move my legs comfortably but I wasn't able to lift my left hand. I was having a big bandage with many wires connected in my hand. One was for glucose and the other one was for checking my heartbeat. Overcoming few pains in my hand I tried to move my hand. I was able to sense dev sitting in the chair next to be. He got hold of my hand. His other hand was placed in my forehead. You should not stain yourself...... Sleep..... Take rest. He said as I was struggling to open my eyes. Few hours back he said he hates me then why this much of care I thought and opened my eyes after a great struggle. Tears flowed from my eyes to my cheeks. Dev was looking at me as I was holding his hand hard and struggling to get up he stood up and held my back. He side hugged me.  I was getting lost in the smell of him as he was coming closer to me. I sat and he adjusted the bed.

I saw him and he was trying to turn his head away from me. What's wrong with him?  I thought scratching my head. He was never behaving like this other than in my worst dreams. The doctor came in to check me. How is my wife now doctor? He asked the doctor. I was to weak were I took time to realise that Mr. Dixit addressed me as his wife. Just her pulse rate is down. The doctor said not stopping with only that he also asked me to eat proper healthy foods. Dev nodded his head. He came very close to me and took a plate of fruits. Why do you care for me if you hate me? Let me die. Don't I have a freedom to die also. I asked raising my voice and took my right had near the plate which dev was holding. He held my hand from not throwing the food. The doctor was just looking at us. What kind of couple you both our?  I have never seen a girl who is dying because her husband said he hates her. Please mam understand the value of your life the doctor said and left I was trying to figure out what he said.
I was not able to understand anything which was going around me. Dev took a piece of apple and his hand came near my mouth.

Please let me die by starving. I can't be that stupid man's wife Dev. I said not knowing what will happen if he comes here and takes me back to his house which is a jail for me.

I can't let my wife die. He said me as his wife again. Is dev there in his sense. I am not your wife. I am...... Mr. Rithw..... Be four I could continue he stopped me. Did he take wedding rounds with you? Did he propose you? Did you at least know or feel his hands tying mangalstra and applying sindoor on your forehead? He asked me as I just recalled my so called marriage. How does dev know I was forced to marry him I thought. Then did I take my wedding rounds with dev for him to address me as his wife. His behavior was too different for me. Don't think anything so much. You are not able to speak right? He asked hearing how slowly and weakly I spoke to him. Anyways I am acting as your husband here to protect you as your my employee  He said and fed me the fruits. Why is dev doing like this I thought.  When your hating me why are you throwing up this much care on me? I asked when he was finished after feeding me. Stupid when only will you understand me. At least know me well as a friend. He screamed in his loud voice. I am seeing his anger. I saw tears in his anger filled eyes. He came close to me get ready for  a slap sona my mind said. He stood next to me and his hands went around my waist. He laid his head on my shoulder. I was so confused over his behavior towards me tell me how could I hate the girl who I am madly in love. It's hard for me to hate you. Not even in my dreams I could hate you. He said and I felt like hugging him tightly and kissing him madly. I wanted to pour out my love on him. Show him how crazily I love him but I controlled. It's not my ego. It's my love which Is stopping me. After knowing someone married me also he is loving me but what if he knows my other issues. I can't break his heart any more. I was making his T-shirt wet with my tears. Don't cry he said rubbing my back. Then why did you tell you hate me. I asked as he sat on the bed. This time I laid my head on his chest. I know about your forced marriage. If I tell the police about your suicide because of that you should come to court and there is a big problem which you may get. I decided to close the case by telling your my wife and you did suicide as I said you that I hate you. As its a couple issue I asked the doctor to move it smoothly by paying him few Money. The man who married you is in jail. He is a terrorist sona. Thanks for saving the nation by catching the terrorist.  He  said the last line in a very funny way. He was the one who got him but he thanks me. I was remaining silent. Are you okay? I will not marry you until you propose me trust me sona he said. Somewhere I got the confidence to tell him the truth about my life and then propose him. I was very tired but I need to tell him everything. With lots of prayer I started to tell him. I was shocked when he asked my permission to remove the chain. I can't be a wife for some terrorist. Dev is right I don't even know how this wedding happened then why should I value this. I thought and the chain was removed by dev once I just nodded my head in approval. He gazed my neck as I felt happy.

Precap: The man of my dreams I would like you to hold my hand till the last breath. Will you?

In this story for the first time I am giving precap as from next update we are going to have a happy devakshi. It's a new start. Hope you like this update so don't forget to vote and comment.