Sonakshi's pov:
I woke up quite late in the morning..... And so I did not find riya next to me. It was 10o'clock this time I should leave from home to office but I was late for that. I took clothes from my cupboard and went to take a warm bath. The hot water from the shower feel on my head..... I felt very pleasant. The water became cold when it reached my legs. Scrubbing my body..... I opened the shower again.

After having a fresh bath and dressed up neatly I went down.

I saw riya and dev eating while ishwari aunty was serving food. Come join us sona..... Ishwari aunty said and I took my seat. She started to serve me. I had my breakfast as fast as I can.

At the middle of my breakfast riya went to her college. I finished by breakfast quite soon.
Later dev and myself waved a bye to ishwari aunty. We had a silent drive and reached office. I did not feel good from morning.

I felt that there is something bad going to happen before this day ends. I entered my cabin and started with my works.

I wanted to meet diya but I did not find her.... Then my mind strick..... It's her engagement today evening then how will she be here. I felt lonely and bored.

Nisha came in hi sweety.... She said with a smile. I just looked at her worried. I was scarred...... I don't know how will she feel when she knows a man who she loved..... Loves me.

Darling I am telling you hi..and your looking somewhere else.....she said taping my table.

Ya well tell me nisha..... I said and she took a seat next to me.
Why are you so dull? What's wrong with you? She asked and I replied absolutely nothing.

OH then why that cute little smile on your lips is missing... She asked and I remained silent.

what will I tell here? I thought and meanwhile she called me to have dinner with her. I had no way to refuse her. I agreed and she left giving me a smile.

My life was turning into a hell...each day one new problem. I don't know what happened with me and I have no idea on what's inside me. I heard dev's name in my heartbeat. It is hard for me to say I hate you to him but at the same time I won't say I love you to him.

Such a messed up life I have. I had a lots of dreams about my life but the day I was kidnapped all my dreams got shattered and my happiness broke into pieces.

I was not able to do any work and so I shut down my laptop. Sat down on my chair wondering how to live? For who should I live? Why should I live? Who In this world needs me? What I am going to do living? Who will cry if I die? All these thoughts ran in my mind. I am going to die..... Let me find a big building.... I will jump from top of it.

At the same time I felt that I am not a coward to die. It was time to stop my over thinking. I stopped and went outside. Nisha saw Me and gave me the restaurant address. Sona can you please go to this restaurant and I will come there within few minutes she said and I replied no need let's go together but she denied telling I need to go and Book two places for us after reaching and so if I go soon I can do it. I agreed and went out of the office. I stopped a taxi but he did not come and pick me up.... So I decided to take a walk as it is quite close.

I walked and walked and suddenly one man came from behind and got me by my wrist.

I turned back to face him..... He was the same men who came in the night party. The man who said I will come back again came back to trouble me more. I stood frozen having no idea to do.

This time he caught my weakness perfectly....... If you don't come with me tonight I will break your truth to that man and his family...... He said and I wondered what did I do him....Why only I am facing problems like this..... I felt like crying..... He griped my hand hard and pulled me to the dead road. Please leave me I begged him..... But there was no mercy from him. One hand of him was touching my stomach as he pinned me between him and the wall. Better you come with me tonight or else be ready for the punishment...... He said pressing my stomach In a terrible way.... He was very close to me.... We were not even an inch apart. He lied his head on my neck. Tell me soon darling your boss has been waiting since long..... He said and I felt his disgusting tongue on my neck. I wasn't able to bare with him. I agree please don't tell my truth to him. I said and he threw a smile to me. Okay darling let's make a deal. he spoke moving his hands from my stomach to my chest and placed it on my soft region.

Condition one you will come with the person who I will send to pick you up tonight..... He said squeezing my body in his body. Okay..... I said and he harden his touch on my body...... No speaking until I finish.....he said placing his dirty hand in my lips. I only spoke up not baring his touch on Me. I just nodded my head. Condition two you will never dream to escape..... Come soon my boss is waiting for you and I am waiting to get money. He said placing wet kisses on my cheeks..... I beat him on his chest and he pushed me as I hit my head on the wall. Let's meet tonight darling.... He said and moved from me without helping me and I did not need his help.

I felt sad for being trapped in the cage..... I cursed myself and adjusted my dress..... I walked up to the restaurant praying I should reach before nisha comes..... Luckily I reached before her and booked two seats for us. I waited out thinking that I did a good job today.... Yes, I will go back to those people and live a terrible life. I will see death by living..... Each day I will pray for my death...... By doing this I will fulfil my promise to nisha.... If I go with those men..... I would never get a chance to meet dev.

Later nisha would propose him and he would agree to marry her. He will totally forget about me when a he knows nisha loves him. As time pass by he will take time to recognize who is sonakshi...... But my bad luck I won't be there to see his wedding. If I be there on his wedding too I can't be happy. I lost him. I lost a man who loved me and at the same time I am losing a man who I love the most. I only love you dev...... I can't give anyone the place which I gave you in my heart.

Why did you love me Dev? Why me out of thousands of girls? I thought waiting for nisha to arrive.

I am hoping to see dev and nisha as husband and wife even though it hurts me more.

It's time to bid you farewell Mr. Devrath dixit.It's time to bid you farewell Mr. Devrath dixit.

Thank you so much for reading....... Actually I wrote this as a very long chapter with 2000words but I should tell you it's my bad luck it got deleted and now you read only 1300words..... So I felt bad.

I don't want to make my readers sad..... And so if I get comments from you. Then I will update tonight or else please do wait till tomorrow.