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Rosé pov

In the comfort of someone else's secure warm arms is something I'm not yet comfortable with yet, but it does feel good, it makes me happy. I blink slowly at the man who makes it worthwhile on this earth. The guy who diverted all my plans, just to reassure I was happy. I'm happy yoongi. I'm happy.

I kiss his forehead softly, leaning in more so my forehead touched his chest, his body shifts just a little until I feel his chin on my head. "Good morning" his voice rumbles

"Good morning" I speak ever so softly
"What's on the agenda for today?" He mumbles
"Cuddles and movies" I giggle
"I knew I made you my girlfriend for the right reasons" he whispers in my ear softly, I giggle hugging him tightly "hmm you're so beautiful, you're mine?" He asks

"Yes, I am, wouldn't want to be anyone else's" I smile
"Good, I work very hard for this, you know? I was sweating and breaking my back, you know I have the shell of a ninety-year-old man" I giggle at his corny lines throwing my arms around his waist.

"Can we cuddle and like watch anime? Tokyo Ghoul specifically" I pout looking up at him
"How could I say no to that face shit" he pecks my lips multiple times before he pulls away smiling "your lips are so irresistible" his eyes glisten at me. Yoongi is head overshoes for me? Never seen anyone feel this way about me. It's always me completing the action. It feels good to be loved.

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"Rosé this anime is so gruesome, who knew a tiny innocent person could love something so hardcore!"

"I love this show so much! They're all such badasses, but you know I gotta hold it down for my baby kaneki, he's been through so much shit it's made him cold" I say getting out the bed followed by a whine from yoongi's lips

"Come back, it's cold now" he pouts
"Can't cuddle comfortably with trash baby boy, but I need water unless you want to have dessert throat" I laugh

"I guess, beautiful can you bring me an ice cream sandwich on the way back please and thank you?" yoongi yells, I nod my head opening the door, skipping downstairs I see a guy I have never seen before while hanging out with them, well that maybe because I have not been hanging out at their house all the time, but now I live here so maybe I will see him more.

"Hello," the guy says to me with a smile plastered on his face

"Hello, how are you?" I ask

"pretty great, if it's better than yesterday"

"can't disagree with you on that sir" I giggle

"so what's your name?"

"oh I'm so sorry, Jesus manners, my name is rosé" I extend my hand out

"haha no thats my fault my name is kylo"

"like the guy from star wars?!" I get excited, as I take my hand out of his grasp, his grasp was a little tight I almost fell back, I place the cup on the stand for water, I press the button on the fridge, watching the water fill the cup

"surely is, my parents, were kinda obsessed with star wars, but I kinda like the name once I watched the movie, like hes a bad guy, but a cool bad guy, like loki"

"Loki gets no damn love I swear, but I love him so much"

"agreed, Loki was evil but he had some sense of humor, well they all did"

I giggle then grab two M&M's ice cream sandwich "true, well it was nice meeting you, I have an anime to binge with my boyfriend, I'm going to force him to like it" I smile

"oh? what anime is that?" he asks

"Tokyo Ghoul," I say walking away

"he better like it! that anime is golden!" he screams from downstairs

"exactly!" I push the door open with my foot as I walk in the room he puts his phone down instantly "here you go baby" I say laying a peck on his forehead.

"thank you dear"

"are you ready?" I ask excitedly, I make up the bed so we're both warm, I'm still kinda recovering from my flu. I honestly forgot how I even became sick in the first place. But it really doesn't matter anymore, the medicine he gave me it's causing me to recover faster than I anticipated.

"yes and no, but I don't have a way out of this" Yoongi says face palming himself.

"nope!" I say in his neck as I press play, I bite my ice cream sandwich making sure the audio is in English and captions are on because yoongi is deaf so he can read what they said, but also cause they talk so low in certain areas.

"I feel like this anime is going to tug my heartstrings" Yoongi says in a regrettable tone

"doesn't ever anime?" I raise my eyebrow at him

"I was going to say no, but then I thought about it, youre very right" he throws his hand up in defeat

"aw, when cried over your lie in april" I squeeze his cheeks

"we shall never speak about that.

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after watching the first season yoongi looks distraught, I begin laughing high pitch while hugging him "all of this came from going on a date with a psychopath what the fuck?" yoongi whispers in my hair. his hands on my lower back

"what if that was me?" I begin chuckling

"I'm sorry babe I would have to beat your fucking ass" yoongi and I both laugh at the same time as I punch his back softly, this is love huh? love isn't as scary as people told me, as I've seen on tv shows. no. it's much better than other's perceptions. yoongi rubs his hands up and down my back, causing those infamous goosebumps, I just feel the covers over us smiling I kiss his shoulder blade softly

"what are we doing now?"

"can we just cuddle?, cause you look heartbroken from that season" i laugh

"listen, I just wanna know how the fuck he go from a college student on a date with that beautiful girl then he turns into a ghoul and getting tortured by that guy, THEN HE ATE HIM!!" he yells in an extra tone. I start laughing really hard balling his shirt up in my fists

"No! He ate his kagune, he's okay!!" I yell back
"No no no he ate him, you heard that swallow at the end, kaneki was starving"
"I mean to be honest if someone tortured me for I think it was ten days, I would've eaten him too" I begin laughing

"Shit ten days?" Yoongi blows raspberries in my neck tickling me, I pick my head up pecking him on the lips multiple times. "Hmm I love you" He smiles
" I love you more"

Before I could kiss him again a Knock on the door echoes in the hallway "dinner is ready lovebirds!" Jungkook yells
"You could've just opened the door" yoongi yells back at him
"Nah!! I don't know what y'all up too in there" jungkook jokes, I actually laugh at it but yoongi, on the other hand, is shy by it, I sit up straddling his waist, "oh whatever could we be doing?" I say in a princess tone.

"Get off me," yoongi says smacking my thighs.

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Dinner was these guys was never a dull moment, this is my second dinner with them, and I'm already learning something new about each of them. They're drinking wine and telling stories about each other, about themselves as kids. I like when people talk about their younger selves, I see the maturity that's settled in them. it makes them beautiful when theyve grown up.

wish i wouldve known them when i was a kid

"Rose! I'm pretty sure you have some stories that are funny" jin calls me out
"Um no not really I kinda was a stay to myself girl but, I guess the only thing that was remotely funny is my cousin and I were on a bunk bed and she was trying to fight me because I took her doll or something when the doll was actually down there on the floor" yoongi puts his arms on the back of my chair looking at me instantly as I'm telling my story.

"So she was hitting me and everything, and me being the younger cousin I am I let her hit me, so then she tried jumping on me at full speed, me forgetting we're on the top bunk, I moved out the way and she fell off but was holding onto the wood of the top bunk" I start chuckling a little, they start laughing as well. Jimin is already laughing throwing himself back in the chair.

"So me being an even bigger asshole, I leaned over and looked at her and said 'goodbye Mufasa' and like pushed her off the bunk bed" everyone started laughing at me even kylo and yoongi.

"Yo honestly not what I was expecting for an innocent girl like you!!" Taehyung yelled at me throwing his napkin at me, I grab it throwing it back at him giggling

"Listen! I was a kid I've changed since then" I say through the giggles
"I think we all have-" namjoon speaks But is cut off by hoseok
"Then there's jungkook" hoseok says with an emotionless face, we all start laughing as jungkook and hoseok glances and throws daggers at each other with their eyes.

"What you trying to say?" Jungkook asks putting on an interrogation voice
"I'm saying you still act like a kid" hoseok says in a Batman voice.

Being around this group makes me feel more at home, than where I was raised. Here I'm free.

No medications.
No mental bullying.
No over working responsibilities.
Just love. And care.

I fit in here. And I hope I always will.

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Authors note:

Hello, buttercups! I've missed y'all on this story. I didn't know if anyone wanted to read this anymore cause no one had been reading/requesting it so yeah. But I love this story anyways so ima type for it! I bet y'all are like: two happy chapters? What's going on👀. But I just wanted y'all to see the cuteness! I'm in soft hours lately cause of my current state. I'm happy like really happy. So yeah I hope you enjoyed the chapter and I'll see you in the next one!

I love you all remember to stay happy and healthy and let no one tell you otherwise because a million people love you.

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