happy birthday? more like happy death day. But it shouldn't be that bad.
Hopefully.

I sit up on my bed seeing that someone already pushed the curtains back; the sun is so bright today, usually they say when it really bright outside something good is going to happy to you or around you.
I hope so.

Before I could get out the bed, the boys come in my room singing happy birthday to me as well as bringing in a cake with candles already lightened, I smile actually feeling happy because no one has cared to even go out of their way just to buy me a cake more or less , come and sing me happy birthday.

Then walk over and put my cake on the table in front of me and I close my eyes thinking of my wish. What's one thing I would wish for.
I got it.

I blow my candles out then they group hug me taking icing off the cake and putting it on my face. Everyone was here even including taehyung; who had a bad day but managed to bounce back into reality being happier than ever, maybe I should talk to him ever now and then. Like a therapist.

"Thank you guys, this means a lot to me" I smile
"You mean a lot to us" Jungkook comments
"Aye!! Jungkookie being sensitive!" Jimin yells as each of the boys start yelling and pushing him around as well, I just sit back and laugh at them, I'm really appreciative of them.

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Rosé pov

I'm reading my book in the library until Emily came and sat in front of me

"Your boyfriends birthday is today!" She squeals
"Since when did I have a boyfriend?" I comment drinking my tea
"Yoongi! Hello! You so have googly eyes for him"

"If not him it's taehyung!" She adds back
"Hm not him either, I don't like either of them" I comment closing my book, it should be time for me to get going I have to go to hangout with Eli, but also he got me a job there for making the snacks and stuff for the late at night classes.

"Well I have to see you guys later I'm going to work now I love you guys" I say hugging each of them one by one. Sophia kisses the top of my head and I smile

A fake one of course

Before I can walk out Sophia yells " we'll pick you up at six"

And just like that, I have no say in the matter, it's a party what can happen.

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" hey rose how are you today?" He comments smiling I place my bag down on the chair
"I'm fine today how are you today?"
" always happy, that's why I work here, I wanna make someone else happy" he smiles, he had nice teeth and a ray of sunshine for a heart but I don't know how. Do you think you have to sell your soul to get a ray of sunshine in your heart? I get snapped out of my thoughts by him calling my name.

" so Rose I was thinking would you like to go on a date today?" he asks while cleaning the table, do I have anything to do besides plot? No, I think I'm free. Oh wait you're going to that party rose

" um- yeah sadly I'm busy tonight, I have to go somewhere, can we try tomorrow night?" I grab the big bowl to make the Rice Krispies treats.

" where are you going tonight," he says a little angrily followed by his statement " oh don't sweat it, yeah we can go tomorrow night" he changes his tone okay? I watch horror movies too much to know that when someone does that they're a psychopath end of story. I pour the cereal in the mix with the melted butter and marshmallows, after that I grab the wooden spoon and start mixing it all together looking behind me I don't see Eli there, I should probably keep an eye on him, he's kind of creeping me out a little bit. Then I grab a cookie cutter shaped like hearts since I want people to feel happy today. I start shaping the Rice Krispies treats then I lay them in the pan placing them in the fridge so they don't melt.

Next thing I do is put the sandwiches I made earlier on the table I label them so everyone can know what is what just in case someone is allergic to something. I then walk back into the kitchen placing out the brownies I made in the fridge as well as the cookies and water and soda. Next, I decided to make cupcakes this cake better already have everything just add water. Thank God I hate beating eggs it's super annoying. I had the right measurement of water then I start mixing, I feel a pair of hands on top of mine helping me mix the batter.

" this is how you mix the batter a faster way and you won't have lumps in it," he says happily, honestly he's making me a bit uncomfortable he's literally really close on me and the way he's "teaching me to mix the batter" he's holding my hand very protectively. "see you're all done" he smiles

" oh-um- thank you" I reply he backs away a little then I spray each cupcake filler with butter then pour the cake mix in the fillers. As I'm putting the cupcakes in the oven I see him in the reflection of the oven looking at me; when I mean me I don't actually mean my face. Why is he like this all of a sudden he's so weird right now.

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Suga pov

As I'm laying on the couch, jungkook and Jimin come and sit next to me " so yoongi, don't be mad but we've planned you an awesome birthday party, but don't worry we didn't invite a lot of people either" I nod my head knowing that even if I say "no" it's still going to happen regardless, I'm just glad not a lot of people aren't coming because I really do hate being around a large group of people. It's not really my thing.

"We already bought you an outfit birthday boy! Hope you like it!" Jimin says hugging me this kid really loves to throw himself on people all the time, that's all he does is laugh on top of someone, lay on someone or he hugs someone. But nevertheless it's really good to have him around. "Okay, thank you guys"

"Start getting ready we're leaving soon" jungkook adds before they both walk towards their rooms, it's get hectic in here you know living with six loud people but it's good, I wouldn't have it any other way honestly. Sighing I get up and walk to my room to see what outfit they've chose for me smiling I see the boots and instantly love the outfit "you guys did good" I say to myself as if they can hear me.

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Rose pov

I'm putting the icing on the cupcakes and I feel him put it on my face, I gasp slightly then I put icing back on his face, we keep playing the game of tag your it with the icing until he grabs me by my waist pinning me up against the wall and kiss me ever so softly, he feels the kiss by pushing me closer towards him I try to push him away but he presses all of his body on me, and finally he pulls away for a second still hovering over my lips , he leans into kiss me again but I turn my head this time "you know how long I've been waiting to do this" he whispers against my cheek, he grabs my face and makes me look at him. "You're so beautiful rose, just like the flower" he slips his tongue into my mouth, and I pinch his neck hardly then stomp on his toe really hard, swiping my bag off the table I run out the door running towards the woods, my secret hide out. That no one knows about.

I throw my bag on the log as I silently sob, what the fuck just happened to me? How did that turn so badly? Was it something I did? Or something I said? Was I leading him on? What did I do to deserve this? My phone vibrates on my lap and instantly I flinched causing my phone to fall deeper "fuck" I mumble I grab my back and hop down reaching for my phone in between the cracks of the branches , then I hear a voice that I was trying to escape "rose?" I grab my phone swiftly not noticing that I scrapped the top of my hand roughly , I run out the forest fast, as I'm running out the forest I realize it's time for the party I have extra clothes in my bag because I was going to change there but I'm not so sure anymore. I sure as hell will be never going back there. I make my way home I open the door with my key then I run to the downstairs bathroom, I look at my hand and see the blood still gushing out slowly and my fingers appears to be really pink. Washing off the blood off I slip on my clothes then I wrap my hand up with a towel zip up my boots and leave.

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I make my way to destination of this party, I push open the door and the house is huge who's house is this? I walk in a see everyone sitting around the pool and I look for Emma but run into someone's just as my vision get blurry and I just see blue hair.

"Hey rose glad you could make it are you okay?" He says softly
"Ha-hap-" I try to speak but I ended up passing out, this is really embrassing in front of so many people here I am passed out at his birthday party. Today was a really fucked up day for me.

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Authors note: this was supposed be updated during yoongis birthday what the video I edited but my laptop was acting up and it pissed me off I got a headache and forgot all about it but here it is after my long break lol I'm sorry for not uploading but I'm back now and more chapters to come🥰🥰 I love you guys

I love you all remember to stay happy and healthy, and let no one tell you other wise because a million people love you.

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