(Jia's journal)

The many reasons why I should let him go:

He's in love with another whom he won't let go.

He's cold and indifferent.

He's difficult.

He's impossible.

He's not the man for me.

But---

He's loyal.

He's gentle.

He's fascinating.

He's beautifully broken.

He's the only man who could make my heart beat... like this.

How is he capable of making me fall so easily when it has been so difficult for other men?

This love is unreasonably problematic. Science is easier.

Let you go, huh?