(Jia's journal)

He's not reading my messages anymore. He transferred me at the new site even though there is more work on my lab. Why is he making it so obvious?

So this is what it feels like to be pushed away. I didn't know it would hurt this much.

He really means to shut me off, huh? He loves her that much? Still?

Then, why did he stop sending her letters?

I hope this had not happened too soon. If only I hold out more, I could have had more meals with him. But I just have to fall like this, huh?

It hurts to be ignored and be pushed away. It hurts more because in spite of it, I miss him.

I miss being with him.