I sat on the table in the recording room and giggled. "Mark I need another drink. Go get me one please."

Mark stood up. "I think you've had enough."

I looked to the 4 empty bottles on the floor and giggled some more. "You're right, you got all those for me, I'll go and get one myself." I got off the table and tried to open the door.

Mark grabbed my hand. "Baby no."

"Why not? Are you afraid Johnny will see me?" I smiled.

"No I just want you to stay in here with me.." He smiled back at me. 

"I see..." I took his hat off of his head and threw it on the table. ".. Consider this making it a Happy Birthday for my favorite man." I unzipped his jacket and kissed his neck.

"Jessi you really shouldn't... we shouldn't..."

I shoved Mark against the wall and started kissing him. "Why? Scared Johnny will find out? Screw him." I pulled his jacket off.

He shoved me away. "Jessi stop!"

I gasped at the suddenness and realized what I had been doing. "I'm so sorry." I pulled the door open and ran downstairs and stumbled into Chenle's room. "Lele."

Chenle was laying in bed playing on his phone. He looked up. "Noona are you drunk?"

"I don't wanna talk about it." I sat on the end of his bed. "Where are the other 2?

"In Mark, Jeno, and Renjun's room. Did Mark do something?" He sat up.

"No, I'm just stupid, I almost just did something really stupid and... he yelled at me." I started crying. 

Chenle hugged me. "I'm sorry Noona, I'll go talk to him." He went to get up.

"Please don't, it was my fault. God I hate being drunk, why do people think this is fun?" I leaned my head on his shoulder.