October 24, 2016.
5:36 pm.

I sighed as I sat the bags of Chinese food down on the table in the kitchen. The boys came in the front door and I turned up my music.

"Noona!"

I ignored it and continued with unloading the plastic bags.

"Noona!" Jaemin grabbed my shoulder.

I pulled away from him and picked up a thing of rice with a pair of chopsticks. "Piss off." I walked done the hall to my room and slammed the door.

Timeskip

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Music blasted from my portable speaker.

"What happened?!" I heard someone yell. It was my brother.

I turned down my music so I could hear.

"She locked herself and won't let anyone in, not even Chen Le." Mark said.

"Wow she's pissed. Chen Le is her favorite." I heard footsteps then a knock.

"What do you want?"

"Hey Jessi, can you open the door?" Johnny asked.

"No."

"Come on don't be like that. Why is she in her room in the first place?"

"We had that interview today and the MC well... accidentally... offended her, repeatedly." Mark said.

"What?"

"He didn't mean to, he just.."

Johnny interrupted Mark. "He made her feel uncomfortable so she got annoyed."

"Yeah that's it."

"Jessica please opened the door."

I got up and opened to door. "I'm fine, I just wanted to be left alone."

Johnny put his hand on my shoulder. "Are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm better than basic, I've just got to keep telling myself that."

"That's right." Johnny patted my head.