Four years after moving away;

Jin didn't dress up much today. His mood is just so low that he only had the energy to pick up a sweater and a pair of distressed jeans that has been hanging behind his door for a long time. He put his earphones on the moment he sat down in the bus and just closed his eyes for a second and when he opened them again, he found himself looking at a girl seated where you used to sit.

She sat at your usual spot and she wore your uniform. She was studying her flashcards the way you used to read your notes, head down and so immersed in her own world. Her lips mumbling phrases in high speed as if she was praying to whoever was up there to help her pass the test. Then he came to question himself, were high schoolers always been this competitive when it comes to education? He knew he wasn't.

From where he sat, he could see her side profile. She's unnaturally pretty. That, he cannot deny but she wasn't as striking as you. You weren't very beautiful but you had something. Something that got him hooked. You look good in your white blouse in ways he can't put a finger on. You're just quite the sight. He could imagine his fingers unbuttoning the material as he put his mouth on your neck where you are so vulnerable. He'd have his hands on your thighs, slowly working up under your pleated skirt, kneading your flesh as he spread you wide open for his viewing then you'd whine and tell him to hurry up. You'd be wearing those cotton panties and you'd soak them so fast just by kissing him and having your breast fondled. Your moans would be so horny and needy, you'd moan right into his ear and buck your hips up against his sex because you're impatient.

You'd absolutely look perfect bent over a table with your panties down your legs and your skirt hiked up around your waist. Your pussy lips are so pink as it glistens in your own arousal, waiting for him to pleasure you with something much bigger than a finger. He could foresee how much you'll squirm at first but you'll soon begin to like it when he moves inside you. You'd look so good begging while you're in that face down ass up position. God, he'd just fuck you so hard until your pussy is ruined with his cum dripping. He wouldn't even kiss you so you'll keep moaning as you cum on his cock. He'd wrap his arms around your body just to keep your shaky legs from collapsing while he's still buried deep in you.

Jin remembered how it was like to have you, so pure and chaste and so soft. You were still lacking in some areas and maybe that's why you need a man like him. A man with a lot of patience to go through every step with you but you didn't think the same. You were rushing while he wanted to take time with you because, unlike other girls, you are brand new. He didn't want to spoil you. Now he thinks about you too often.

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You take the bus everyday on your way home from the university — the only means of transport you have to and from school since your family sold the car due to financial instability which happens to be the same reason why you moved away. You got accepted at one of the universities you applied from and they offered you a scholarship.

The whole week has been busy for you since it was submission week and being in your fourth year, it means all your papers, projects and thesis are due for submission or else you wouldn't be able to graduate in time. Even now there are so many things to be done like last minute reports and term examinations that you just forgot everything outside of school and only remembered now when you sat by yourself beside the window. You remembered that your friend invited you to a group meeting. You read her message earlier in the day but you were so busy you forgot to send a reply. Being that this is the only free time you'll have, you fished out your phone from your pocket and opened the message again.

You:
Sorry, I don't think I can go. This week has been so busy. I need some time for myself.

After a few minutes, your friend, Sara, replied.

Sara: Are you a hermit or something? You don't need more time for yourself. You've been saying that to me for the past three years we've known each other.

You: Alright, fine but I'm only staying for half an hour. Text me the address.

She texted you the address of the meeting place and instead of taking the bus home, you took a taxi and gave the driver the address. Honestly, you weren't interested at all but for the sake of being there you'll sacrifice half an hour and then leave right away.

When you got there, you found a company of three guys and two girl, which one of the was Sara, your close friend from the university library. She works part time there for a scholarship. You met her there since you're a frequent visitor. You almost lived there. Sara is the same age as you and she's friendly to everyone — something that you just can't do — but you found yourself developing a genuine friendship with her. She's like a little sister to you since she always runs to you when she has problems or needs tutoring and in return she reserves all the books that you need in the library so no one can beat you to it. A win-win situation, right? However, now you don't feel like it is because now you have to be in this boring meet up which she always arranges and drags you into.

"You came!" Sara jumped up from her seat to cling onto your arm. She pulled you inside and made you sit down so she can start introducing you. "Guys, this is my close friend, Y/N. She also goes to the same university with me and Mina."

"Hi, I'm Namjoon." One of the guys spoke. You can tell from the manner he articulated his name that he wasn't raised in the same country as you.

"Hello, nice to meet you." You replied in your native tongue to which he also understood as he nod his head and send a smile in your direction. Then, there's the other guy.

"Hi, I'm yours." He says and then winks at you. You feel a shiver down your spine as you cringe at the moment. "Kidding. My name is Taehyung."

"Hi, I'm obviously not yours." You said then he offers his hand for a handshake but you pretended you didn't see it so he withdraws his hand and smiled as he took his seat.

"Okay, now everyone's introduced.." Sara eyed you just to remind you that you're here to relax and have fun, not to be a bitch. "Shall we order some drinks first?"

"We're still waiting for our other friend. Will it be okay if we order for him?" Namjoon asked Sara while you tried to be ignorant to Taehyung, who has never took his eyes off you since you entered the room.

"Sure. No problem." Sara replied and then she handed you the drinks menu. "Mina and I will have Martini? What will you have?"

You scanned the list of drinks quickly and found the perfect drink for you tonight, "I'll have a margarita."

The waiter took down all your orders and quietly exited the room to allow the start of the conversation. Taehyung had a change of plans when he realized that his advances towards you are futile and so now he is actively engaged into a conversation with Mina and Sara. Meanwhile, you are busy with Namjoon. He seemed more reserved and quiet than Taehyung and more like your type. The third person arrived and all of you had to stop and look when the door opened. Then you found yourself staring at him, wondering if your second Margarita is already fucking with your mind or is it really him you are seeing.

"Sorry I'm late. Work ended a little late than usual." Were the words he spoke before his eyes fell on you and he had the same expression as you but he didn't let it linger. He sat down beside Namjoon and introduced himself formally, leaving you speechless. "So the party started without me?"

How is this happening? You have been askinng yourself the same thing for the past two minutes while you struggled to keep the conversation with Namjoon but you couldn't focus, knowing Jin is seated right next to him. He was talking to Mina and they seem to be hitting it off pretty well. You could see that Mina is very interested in him. Interested enough to let him take her somewhere else afterwards. Jin meets your eyes for a second and you confirmed that he hasn't totally forgotten about you.

You knew he was watching you before and it took you great courage to actually walk naked in your room while he watched you but you liked him and you fantasized about him. You can just imagine how hard he pumped his hand on his dick, how the muscles on his forearms contracted the more he increased the pace and how he would've looked so good with his eyes closed in pleasure as he imagined fucking you in whatever position he wants.

It was too much to think about and you're getting wet fast just by recalling his fingers pumping inside of you and how they felt so good. He made you so wet so quick just by kissing and rubbing you down there a little. You've been crushing on him for a long time too and you're still imagining him whenever you masturbate in your bedroom. It always feel amazing when you think about him because you'd imagine his face above you, grunting and groaning as he rubs himself on your thigh. You can still feel him between your leg, easing in and out then your arousal begin to pool again in your panties as you sink your finger in and swipes a digit between your slit.

"Y/N?"

"Huh?" You snapped your head up to face Namjoon.

"You've been staring at your drink for quite sometime now." Namjoon warmly smiled at you and that's when you realized he was right. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, absolutely." You smiled back. "Just a little tired. It's been a long day for me."

You excused yourself to go to the toilet. Once inside, you splashed some cold water on your face to sober up a little before heading home. Meeting Jin here again doesn't mean anything, you convinced yourself.

"Yeah..It doesn't have to mean anything." You told yourself on your way back.

"You okay?" You found Jin waiting outside the ladies room. He scanned your face and smiled, "You remember me, don't you?" His smile grew bigger when you didn't answer and just continued to pretend that you didn't know him. "I certainly remember you. How can I forget? How have you been, Y/N?"

author's note;
first, I'd like to say sorry cos I kept you all waiting and thank you for being patient with me. I'm slowly getting back to writing.. there's just too much going on with my life now that I don't have much time to sit and write but I'm trying. I've never stopped.

and second, i just fished this chapter out of nowhere lol I don't know if it makes sense. I skipped a long time span too and forwarded the storyline to when they met again which is after 4 years. I'll pick up from there and try to make it more interesting.

Please continue to comment your feedback cos tbh seeing your comments gives me so much energy and motivation to write. Love you guys! ❤️