"So, someone's going out with an absolute hottie." Your friend, Sara has been overly excited for you the whole time as she accompanied you on your way home. "You may thank me later. I'd like some stories after your date though. There's definitely some steamy moments that'll happen."

"Definitely not." You said. You had to put an end to her imagination. "Nothing of that sort will happen."

"What? Why though?" She seemed frustrated at your answer. "I know you don't like guys like Taehyung but won't you give him a chance? I mean, yeah, he's kind of playful around girls but he couldn't be possibly that bad, right?"

"Playful?" You gave out a sarcastic laugh when you thought back to how he had kissed you earlier. "I don't think that's the right term for him."

"So you're bailing on him?" Sara asked, raising her brows as she waited for your answer.

You're definitely not the type to bail on someone, especially, when you already gave your word but you're also not the type who would date Taehyung. You thought hard about it and decided to just do it for the sake of getting it over with. "I'll go. Just on the first date."

"Don't be so quick to judge him, Y/N. I still believe that people can change." Sara advised and she was right in a way. You've always been quick to judge any guy who shows interest in you. You never really learned how to trust anyone fully.

You gave her a small smile as she bid you goodbye as you both reached the intersection wherein you have to part ways since she lives in the opposite direction to your house. Before you went home, you figured you'd drop by the nearby supermarket to get some ingredients for dinner. You were thinking about something simple like soup but haven't decided on what kind of meat you'll use.

It was mostly mothers who shopped here since the area is residential and it's very rare to see single men shopping for their groceries here. Although there are a few but you weren't expecting that among those few men was him.

He wasn't hard to spot nor easy to ignore. However, today he stood out in a sense that he doesn't look like he belonged in this kind of situation. He looked too good? You can't really point what makes him appeal that way to you but you can't deny that he's gotten your attention.

Jin was in the vegetable section so you decided that it's best to not have any interaction with him. You swore not to have anything to do with him since that day. Avoidance is the best option so you pushed your cart to where the fridge are where the the selections of meat are kept. You'll get the vegetables last. Maybe by that time, he has already left but you were dead wrong. The supermarket wasn't big enough to avoid him.

"You're deliberately avoiding me." Jin had spoke behind you, making you jump a little. "Why?"

"Didn't I make it clear enough for you? Because you certainly made it clear to me that you didn't want me." You gave him a dead look.

"I didn't say I didn't want you." Jin explained, never breaking eye contact with you.

The two of you were so serious in your conversation that you've completely forgotten where you were. Some of the women are already staring. Jin didn't give any care but you did. It was your personality to worry about what others think so you wanted to end the conversation with him as quickly as possible and nothing does that better than walking away. You left your cart and walked out.

You are so embarrassed as you walked out that you didn't even want to stop walking until you got home but something made you. Jin caught up to you, his fingers wrappers around your arm. "I didn't say I didn't want you."

He repeated but it was too late. What does he want now? Rekindle a relationship that has never even started?

"Fine. You didn't." You finally gave in just so he would stop. "Now will you please let me go so I can go home?"

He just stared at you, not moving at all. What could he be thinking about? You didn't realize that you have been staring at his lips not until they moved and you heard him suggesting, "Let me walk you home."

You agreed since there's nothing else you can possibly do to shake him off. Not when he looked so determined. Jin walked alongside you. You didn't want to admit it but even the sound of his feet hitting the pavement is making your heart race. You're thinking about so many things that you have to focus on walking because you're afraid you'll mess it up too.

"I'm curious.." Jin started to talk, "how were you the past few years?"

"I've been fine." You replied, but that wasn't so convincing. You were curious to as what he was up to those past few years. If he had a serious relationship with someone or when did he decide to leave the neighborhood you shared or what kind of job does he have. What kind of life he lives now?

"Can we at least be friends?" Jin asked you with sincerity. He wasn't satisfied with the fact that you don't even let him be close to you. "I hope you don't hate me that much to reject my friendship?"

You stopped walking to look at his face. It hasn't changed. You still can't tell if he was serious or not. He said before that he'd never lie just to date girls and, in fact, he didn't really lie to you. But, why do you feel so hesitant about this? Is it because you're scared that you'd catch feelings and he probably wouldn't. Only you fall for guys so easily. It was not just because that but you also liked him so much before to the extent that you did things out of your comfort zone. You would do it for him because you liked him.

"What exactly do you mean by friends?" You gazed into his eyes deeply. "Because I tend to misunderstand often."

"It can mean whatever you want it to mean." Jin said, confusing you more.

You realized that you arrived at your apartment so you stop and he mimicked you, standing behind you. You face him and saw him studying where you stayed. "I live here."

"You can go in." He told you, shoving his hands inside the pockets of his trousers. "I'll go when I see you safe inside."

You wanted to kiss him so bad in this moment. Just kiss him without having to give any reason. Just physical attraction but at the same time you wanted that intimacy. You want him to be intimate with you too.

Your feet still didn't move and you waited for him to say something. Do something. You waited as if you're giving him a chance to redeem himself to you but nothing happened. It was just like before. You turned your back to him after having your fair share of disappointment.

Jin's hand gripped your arm and he pulled you back before you even had the chance to enter the gate. Your back came against the stone archway that housed the gateway of your apartment and before you knew it, you were eye level to his lips. The arch hid the both of you perfectly from other people's view and the dim, yellow light gave just enough light for you to see his face in the shadows.

He kissed you, sucking at your lower lip harshly as if teasing you and then getting more gentle as you moved your lips against his. Your nose bridges kept crashing against each other but you found a way to make it easier for the both of you. Somehow, you managed to take him up to your apartment. You didn't bother turning the light on, causing a few things to fall on the floor and your back to hit the wall a few times as you both continued to make out in fast progression.

"Where's your bedroom?" Jin mumbled against your lip as you kiss him still. You mumbled quick and directed him to his right.

You gasped when he carried you into the room and threw you on your bed. The air left your lungs when your back hit the mattress, your hair a mess. He found the light switch and turned it on as easily as he did to you. Jin stared at your form on your bed with eyes a bit darker than it was before.

Is this really happening? You asked yourself as you try to remind yourself to breathe because he just looks so dashing that he literally takes your breath away. He crawls on the bed with you, towers over you again and began to kiss you with the same intensity. You can't help but like the way his body is pressed all over you.

His mouth finds your neck while his hands remain gripping on your waist. He spreads your thighs and settles between your legs while his back bent over you as he continue to kiss you along your neck. You throw your head back, letting out a sigh as his hands starts to lift up your shirt and you feel his fingers touching your bare skin. His mouth returned to yours, kissing you softly then slowing down to a stop.

"Can I take this as your answer to my question?" Jin asked, staring at your lips that he has been longing for in such a long time.

You lifted your head up to kiss him on your own, imitating the gentle manner he did earlier, "You said it can mean whatever I want it to.. but I guess it doesn't have to mean anything for now."

With the answer that left your lips, he kissed you again. This time he didn't stop. You unbuttoned the first buttons of your shirt. You were halfway down when he stopped your hands and instead did it himself as he trailed a kiss down your torso. All you can do was sigh and tangle your fingers with his locks as he trailed a kiss down the swell of your covered breasts. He reached your stomach and you inhale sharply at the feeling of his lips going lower and lower until he was down on your hip bone.

Jin looked up at you, watching every expression that you make and feeling himself get aroused too as you bite your lower lip between your teeth. He was making you feel good and he wanted to do more but he needed you to say it because it's not just about his pleasure anymore.

You felt him stop and you opened your eyes to look at his face, hovering over you. He kissed your lips again, his hair was a mess and his lips red from all the kissing. Jin pulled away from you, "Do you want to stop here? I don't want to do anything that you don't want."

"I don't want to stop." You told him, brows furrowed as you remembered how he left you that day. "You started this, you better finish this."

Jin softly smiled, seeing your expression, "I have a lot of making up to do for that time." He pressed his body onto you again and you just melted right there. Jin had his lips over yours, almost touching. "And I never really had the chance to thank you.."

"For what?" You asked him, almost in a whisper as you stare into his eyes.

Jin gave you a smile, "For putting a show for me almost every night in your room. I've never enjoyed something as much as I enjoyed watching you back then." Your cheeks blush a little with the mention of what you did in the past.  Jin placed kisses along the side of your neck again then stopping to whisper in your ear, "You made me cum harder than any girl I've been with and that was only by watching you."

You felt his arousal pressing against your lower abdomen and the pool between your legs start to soak your underwear. Jin start to remove your shirt from your body as he kiss your shoulder, sucking on the skin there then going back to your lips. "Have you ever had a proper orgasm before?"

You felt flush hearing that from him. "What?"

Jin chuckled at how innocent you still are, blushing over a word. "Forget what I said." Jin added, moving down on you, "Let me show you what real pleasure feels like."