( Self Requested and Songfic)

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(I know I haven't finished all of my requests yet, but I had to write this before I forgot.)

Lonely girl is dreaming all the day
Of things she knows are far away
Screaming out, all the voices hurt her head
Are now eating away, hear them eating away

(Y/N), Fell's girlfriend of two years, is in her room. She's staring out the window, tears falling down her face as her music blares from her headphones. She tries to drown out the voices in her head, telling her constantly that she's worthless, useless, and isn't worth anything to Sans. They keep telling her to end it all now, but she continues to listen to her music, drowning the voices out as well as she can.

"I'm just fine."
Her breathing out a sigh
You know those words are gone with the wind

Fell comes into her room, noticing the tears on her face, and rushes over. "Hey, Doll, what's wrong? Is everythin' alright?" She turns off her music and shakes her head. "I'm just fine." She puts on a fake, but realistic smile, and wipes her eyes. "My music was getting sad. Whiskey Lullaby always gets me." (Love that song as well. It's so sad, but so good.) Sans nods, taking that as an adequate reply.

So she fell short more and more
Thinking back to where she made the mistake again can't find it, so I'll roll on

She nodded and ushered Sans out of her room, saying how she needed to change. Sans complied, but not after making a joke about not minding it. "Nah, I'll stay in and watch the show." She knew he was messing around, for the most part, and shook her head. Once he left her room, she shut the door and sat on the floor. "Why do I always push him away? Why do I always lie to him about it?" Wiping the rest of her newly fallen tears away, she gets up and goes to change out of her pajamas.

One more time, One more time
Please just lemme roll for another day
That's what she said, what she said
Don't you know the meaning's hidden under cover

She enters her bathroom, connected to her bedroom, and stares at all the bandages sitting on her counter. Looking down at her sleeve covered arms and clothed legs, she starts to shake. She takes off her shirt and pants, seeing her bandaged arms and legs in the mirror, and starts to cry once more. (Y/N), the sweet neko girl, was being ganged up on by monsters. They would rob her and some would try to rape her. None of the rapings were successful, but they did give her anxiety and nightmares.

Sans has no clue any of this has happened, so she keeps it to herself. It haunts her constantly that she doesn't tell Sans. She feels guilty and the demons in her head keep her down constantly. Sans takes her word every time she says she's fine; not seeing her true emotions that she desperately wants him to see.

"One more time?"
"Just a little more, waiting til the day that I see the end"
"I'll stop this breathe from seeping out for now"

(Y/N) only continues going because she doesn't want to hurt Sans. She sees a glimmer of hope and life when he's around, so she doesn't attempt suicide. This doesn't stop her from wishing it upon herself.

Rolling girl has given it her all
It's just to far, the hue she recalls
Screaming out all the voices in her head
They're now mixing around, hear them mixing around

Tonight was one of the worst nights for this poor girl. A gang of monsters, around five at least, were kicking her ribs, pulling her tail, stomping on her legs and fingers. She prayed this would be her end, but one final kick woke her from her nightmare. That nightmare wasn't a figment of her imagination, but a memory of what happened that very night. Breathing heavily, the girl puts on her head phones. The voices of those monsters swirling in her head. "Pathetic!" "Play toy!" "Worthless!" "Waste of time and skin!" She whimpered as the music begins to fade. Her phone had died and she didn't have a charger. It was stolen from her whilst she was being beaten.

(Whilst, if you don't know, is a fancier version of saying while.)

"No, I'm fine."
Still breathing out a sigh
You know those words are gone with the wind?

Sans hears her whimpers as he walks to his bedroom. Walking closer to her room, he gently knocks on the door, trying not to scare (Y/N) too bad. Silence is all Sans hears from the other side. He knocks once more saying, "Doll? What's goin' on? Is everythin' alright in there?" (Y/N) shakes her head. "No, I'm fine." Sans knows that somethings up, so he stays at the door. "Doll, what's goin' on? Are you sure you're ok?" "I'm fine, Sans." He sighed and didn't pry. He'll have to ask about it tomorrow. "Alright. Night, Doll."

No matter what "I'm fine" and such
So watch me climb the hill that I know I'll always fall from
Guess I'll roll again

In the morning, (Y/N) wakes up feeling drained and sore. Her body aches from the beating she took yesterday. Whimpering in pain, she attempts to stand, but her legs give out and she crashes to the floor. She tries to stand once more and is successful. She then slowly walks towards her bathroom and begins to change for another horrible day.

Yeah, one more time, one more time
"Please just let me roll for another day"
That's what she said, what she said
Whispering the meaning she's hidden undercover

"Please, let me live for one more day." She begs silently. Maybe today will be a good day. Maybe they won't hurt me today. Quickly, (Y/N) finishes getting dressed and walks out of her room. Tiredly, Sans walks out of his room. He notices (Y/N) limping as she walks past Papyrus' room and down the steps. "Please, let me roll for one more day." He heard her whisper to herself.

"One more time?"
"Just a little more, waiting til the day I see the end"
"I'll stop this breathe from seeping out, for now"

'One more day? What does she mean by that?' Sans then walks after (Y/N). When he reaches her, he pulls her into a close embrace. She winces and flinches severely and whimpers. This scares Sans more than he'd like to admit. "Kitten, are you alright? I didn't mean to hurt ya." (Y/N) quickly shakes her head. "No, I'm fine. I-I just didn't expect you to do that." Sans then shakes his skull. "Kitten, I'm done." (Y/N) looks at him confused and scared. "Done with wh-what?" Sans then picks her up and takes her to the couch.

"Doll... I'm done with you hiding $#!7 from me! I know you're hurting. I know you're feeling depressed, but you keep shutting me out. Let me help you..." He says, crying transparent, red tears. "It kills me to know you're hurting and I can't help you. Let me help you. Let me be your knight in shining amour, or whatever that ****ing cliche is." (Y/N) starts to cry as well and hold him close.

One more time, one more time
"Please just lemme roll for another day"
That's what she said, what she said
Don't you know the meanings are hidden undercover?

"I heard you say, 'Please let me roll for one more day', what does that mean?" Crying even harder, (Y/N) starts to explain what's been happening to her. This news pissed Sans off severely, but he knew you needed him right now, so he made a mental note for later. "How long has this been goin' on?" Sans asks the broken girl in his arms. "Around a month now." "What? I'm gonna have one helluva time makin' them regret ever touchin' a hair on your head." (Y/N) whimpers, feeling his arms tighten on her bruised stomach.

"What's hurtin'? Oh, $#!7. I'm sorry." He says, loosening his protective hold on the girl. "Gosh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt ya, Doll." She shakes her head. "I'm fine. I promise. You didn't hurt me at all." Sans shakes his head.

"One more time? Stop it's fine."
"Aren't you getting tired of doing this?"
"I'll stop your breathe from seeping out, for now."

"Stop sayin' you're fine. You're not fine. You're hurt. Aren't you getting tired of repeating this same painful process everyday?" (Y/N) begins to cry even more than she was before. "Let me help you. Ok?" She looks up at Sans and nods. Sans then moves his skull closer to her and places his teeth on her warm lips. "I love you, Kitten."

The rest of that day went great. (Y/N) stayed home with Sans all day. They cuddled on the couch, slept for a bit, watched all of the Star Wars movies, and had a tickling fight. To say the least, they were both exhausted.

The next day went smoothly. No one tried to hurt (Y/N). Unbeknownst to her, Sans had 'taken care of' her problems. They won't be bothering anyone anytime soon.

(I'm so sorry this isn't a request..... I-I hope you still liked it!)