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~sometimes when I'm alone I drown in my thoughts -my own quote ~

Regret seemed to be a feeling that tormented my thoughts I didn't want the rests to know I was here I wanted to keep them safe from the gift.

Though I couldn't it seemed that I was a failure .

I failed in life and died.

I failed to cross over .

I failed at the only chance of crossing over .

I failed at keeping them safe .

And now I sat as regret pooled around me .

I didn't want anybody with me I wanted to drown in my self pity . I quickly locked the small door it was simple I had made it where you could screw off the door knob and pull it out and locking it.

Of course I didn't need a door I could just walk through the walls .

I materialized myself and walk toward my ok tattered bed with bloodstained bed sheets .

I let my death image show the image of what I looked like when I died and touched the rope from where I was hung touching the rugged worn out rope .

I gently positioned myself on it and let myself hang .

Soon my mind flooded with memories they flashed before me in a matter of seconds .

The day I died .

The day my family moved away

The day I killed .

The day my family started to die off and crossing over while I stayed stuck in the in between .

All of them flashed by and tears swelled in my eyes .

I slowly lifted myself off the rope and sat on my bed starring at it thinking why had they done that .

Id be like my sister I'd have my kids a husband a future a life .

But it was all robbed from me the day .

And now what .

I suffered the memories though I wasn't stuck in this house and could Rome around I was attached here because my blood was spilled on these walls on these floors.

I heard a gentle knock on the door .

"Go away ."I grumbled I heard a sigh and they left .

I didn't need some one trying to make me feel better because the depression and unhappiness was etched into my brain I had forgotten to love I'd forgotten to forgive Id forgotten to await the future for it had nothing in store for me only pain and sorrow for as long as I roamed this earth that's all there would ever be .

Everything had been robbed from me and now I was alone .yes indeed I didn't have anyone to actually understand me only other ghost of see which I occasionally visited for if I got lonely .

I gently touched the old blood ,my blood the one that was spilled in a abyss of death .

I stand up and walk out of the room .

All the lights were out ,they were all asleep .

I walked into Liam's room he was awake on his phone .

I steadily float to where he was at and looked over his shoulder .

Twitter , he looks over his shoulder his eyes pass by where I was he must have seen me because he gasped .

Of course sometimes when they look past us to quickly they notice us .

"Hello I-is someone there ."his voice trembled.

I didn't want to scare him I look down at his phone it had a key pad so i started to type .

'H e l l o , I ' m R o s i e '

I typed in I heard him gasp his face held shock .

I W o n t H u r t Y o u :) Y o u S e e m L I k e A N i c e P e r s o n L i a m :)'

I typed in .

"How do you know my name ?" he asked .

'T h a t s T h e N a m e T h e L a d s H a v e B e e n C a l l i n g Y o u By.. :( i s T h a t N o t Y o u r N a me ?'

"Yeah that's my name ."he chuckled

"How come your here ... in this house ?" he asked still keeping his eyes on the phone .

'I w a s M u r d e r e d H e r e W h i l e M y F a m i l y W e n t T o V i s i t S o m e R e a l a t i v e s I n 1 9 8 7.' I typed in.

"Where did you die ,if it's not to personal."he asked awaiting an answer.

'I D i e d I n T h e A t t i c B u t I W a s B e a t e n T o N e a r D e a t h I n T h e L i v i n g R o o m A n d D r a g g e d T o T h e A t t i c .'

"There's an attic ? where is it."he said I frowned I didn't want him to know

'. . . . . . .'

"Oh you don't want me to know ."

'. . . . . . . . . B y e L i a m S l e e p t i g h t'

And so he would know I left I walked out opening the door and closing it but I wanted to know what he would do so I walked back in through the wall.

He clicked two buttons of his phone making a flashing like effect on what I had written he laid on his side and started to go to sleep.

I walked out and headed to Niall's room .

Soft snores escaped his mouth as he slept and his room was messy .I didn't like messiness in my house so I started to pick up the dirty clothes placing them in the dirty cloth basket and I wrote a note for him .

I strolled into Harry's room .

Him and Louis were cuddled up against each other sleeping they were perfectly Intwined they were obviously made for each other I thought to myself .

That's when I walked into Zayn's room my heart stopped I watched his steady breaths my heart fluttered as I watched him .

What was wrong with me why did I feel a sort of happy feeling inside me when I saw him .

Whatever the feeling was it was one that had been ripped out of me when I died one that i'd forgotten the use of one I burried along side my dead body one I didn't know if I ever wanted to encounter again .

I sighed as I gently and carelessly touched his olive colored face the moon light shined down on him making him look peaceful .

What was this feeling inside ?

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