'Mi hijo, I'm so glad you're alright!'

My mother chirps for at least the seventh time since she has entered the room, tugging at my face like I'm a stuffed animal made for her entertainment. I'm past trying to fend her off. Acknowledging I must've scared the living shit out of her, twice now, which sort of entitles her to coddle over me.

'Mamá...'

I try to yell at her although my voice comes out in a strange morphed noise from the way she's pulling my face making both my father and Lexi chuckle in unison. It's strange witnessing the difference between all of their dynamics since I've woken up. It may have been barely a month but they are acting like Lexi is already their daughter-in-law. Not that I'm complaining! It's just ...odd. They were nice to her before, but hell, even my dad was hugging her continuously which is something he barely ever did.

'Dolores, if you continue like that you're going to bruise his face...'

Lexi snickers from beside me, compelling my mother to finally let go of me. See! It's things like this that stick out... I mumble quietly. My mother never listens to anyone.

'Dios Mio, I'm sorry, I'm just glad his lazy ass finally decided to wake up.'

She grumbles, faking defeat. But before anyone of us can say more, one of the nurses strolls in with two plates of food.

'Look what I've brought... The doctors went over the scans they made earlier and your wounds are healed up enough for you to try and eat some solid food. You must be starving for something decent to eat by now.'

You call this real food? I wonder as she smiles happily, handing the other tray to Lexi.

'Try to take it slow. And if you're starting to feel unwell call for us immediately.'

She continues and Lexi gives her a nod before she digs in while the nurse walks back out again.

'How can you get this shit down? I swear, this is what makes people die in hospitals...'

I grumble towards Lexi who's easily carving it down. Your tastebuds must've died already... I marvel, watching her chew as I can only prod at my food.

'You're right hijo, I've been wondering the same thing for weeks! Dios Mio, that meatball looks so hard I'm sure you can use it to throw a hole in the wall.'

My mother pulls a face filled with disgust before setting my plate away and forcing Lexi to let go of hers too.

'Dolores! I'm fine, I'm used to it after all this time. Now give me back my diner!'

Lexi whines as she tries to swallow her last bite, trying to grasp the tray back from my mother.

'Querida, those dry potatoes will choke you to death in your sleep! And I don't even want to know what that green substance on the corner is supposed to be! Give that here!'

My mother grumbles as she pries Lexi's hands loose. You have no idea how she will get if you touch her food! I try warning her silently, only for her to laugh in my face as she mutters.

'Hijo, keep out of it. I'm going to get the both of you a proper meal instead of this junk. You must be yearning for something better than this?'

She says, lifting her eyebrow at both of us. Lexi heaves a reluctant sigh, probably more grumpy about the fact she now has to wait again for some food to arrive while she had something right in front of her. My stomach on the other hand rumbles at the idea of eating something homemade.

'Mamá... Could you bring me a pastrami sandwich? But on a soft bun this time? Just to be safe with my stomach. I don't know what it is, but I've been craving for one ever since I woke up this afternoon...'

I murmur, rubbing my midsection as Lexi starts coughing vigorously. Nearly choking as she swallows what's left of her food while exchanging a look with my mother.

'What is it?'

I ask, looking between the both of them. They both shake their heads in unison, chuckling at their inside joke as they wave me off and my mother says.

'Nothing hijo. Of course, I'll make you a pastrami sandwich. What about you, querida?'

'No, hahaha, I'm good! But if you still have some of those empanadas you brought the other day, I'm game?'

'Of course, I do.'

My mother smirks, a humorous glint still twinkling in her eyes as she nudges my father to come along with her. Ever since the doctors had sprawled into the room earlier today it had been a stream of people coming and going in and out of here. I knew everyone was glad to see me up and running. Well, not running, more like laying and groaning with every move... But I'd also answered the same hundred questions over and over again and it was draining.

I motion my father to hurry and get her out of here now that I finally came up with a reason to empty the room and have some private time with only Lexi around. He seems to take the hint, sending me a cheeky grin as he laces my mother's arm over his, guiding both of them to the door as he says.

'What about we grab a bite of dinner too before coming back?'

'But Matteo, he needs to eat~'

My mother starts to argue, but my father quickly shushes her. Motioning over to both of us as he whispers something against her ear. She sends us both a cheeky smile along with a nod, before opening the door as she mumbles.

'Alright, you two probably need some rest anyway. I'll swing by to bring you your food later, okay?'

I blow my mom a kiss as Lexi tries to look anywhere but at us as she mutters.

'Yeah, erm... Matt should probably get some sleep after all these visits anyway...'

Her sudden bashfulness makes the lot of us chuckle wholeheartedly, only turning her face a deeper color of crimson as my father bullies.

'Don't go acting all innocent now, Lexi. That would mean all those slaps across my head these past couple of weeks were meant for nothing!'

'Eduardo!'

My mother threatens, immediately dragging his ass out of the room while shooting Lexi an apologetic look. As soon as the door closes I turn in her direction. She's still sitting in the chair next to me, playing with the cross of my rosary which is still hanging around her neck, along with the pendant I gave her as she numbly stares towards the closed door.

'What was that about?'

I ask her, trying to resist the grin playing around my lips from stretching any further. She jolts up at the sound of my voice, her eyes flashing between me and the door while she turns her body in my direction me and mumbles.

'It's nothing... You know your father, he loves to cause trouble. Just like you...'

'Uh-huh... Let's say I buy that. Can you at least elaborate on how the three of you became so close all of a sudden?'

She rolls her eyes at me, finally keeping her attention in my direction as she whispers.

'You... We were all worried sick about you. We had to do something to pass the time besides trying to stare you awake so we talked a lot over the past few weeks. Your mom is amazing.'

She sighs, a nostalgic shimmer reflecting in her eyes as she compliments my mother. Her smile is so delicate it looks like it's about to shatter any second. I tap the spot next to me, groaning as I shuffle a bit to the side to make some room for the both of us. She instantly darts over to help, shaking her head as she sputters.

'Matty, stop it. You don't have to hurt yourself, there's more than enough room for me to squeeze in.'

'Urgh, stop fussing. I need to move something, even if it hurts like a bitch. I can barely feel my ass anymore and I'm pretty sure there must be a hole in the mattress from where I've been laying all this time.'

I grunt as I try to yank at one of my cushions, in a desperate attempt to make the tiny little brick somewhat comfortable. Lexi brushes my arm to the side, pulling the pillow away behind my back. Smacking it a couple of times in all directions to puff it back up, although I'm more afraid she's going to pull a muscle before ever moving an inch of the dense stuffing.

'My God, this thing feels like rubber!'

She giggles as she throws it against the wall next to her, only for it to bounce back nearly hitting her in the leg. We both laugh in unison, me cringing from my muscles tightening at the same time, as she walks over to the chair that had been occupied as her living space these past couple of weeks. She picks up her own pillow and brings it over while fluffing it up a little before gently placing it behind me. I immediately heave a sigh of relief as I feel my muscles relax against the cloudy texture.

'How come you got the comfy one? I'm the one with a jacked-up body.'

I joke, trying to make myself comfortable. Every movement makes a wave of pain shoot up and down my body, giving me major flashbacks of the days after the car accident. Dammit, I thought I was done with this shit! I curse as a muscle in my back contorts in agony.

'Nomes brought me my pillow from home afraid I'd get a hernia from that chair. Now lie down and stop rummaging around!'

Lexi cusses, a hint of worry evident in her voice as she tries to stop me to move. I throw her a pained smile but listen to her all the same. This is going to be a lot of uncomfortable sleepless nights, again... I groan silently wondering what I did wrong in a past life to deserve this kind of misfortune.

'Fine little caretaker... But what are you going to use as a pillow now that I've stolen yours? Because you ain't getting it back.'

I say coyly, glancing over her figure. She strides up to me with a grin on her face, tugging my arm aside so she can cuddle up next to me. Placing a quick kiss on my jawline before snuggling up against my chest.

'This will make the perfect pillow...'

She whispers against the flesh of my neck, sending goosebumps over my skin. I wrap my arm around her waist, ignoring my discomfort as I tug her even more tightly against me.

'You can use me as your pillow whenever you want, beautiful.'

I mumble against the top of her head. The scent of her shampoo bringing a smile to my lips. She digs her head a little more down, so I can't take a good look at her face. Her fingers playing with mine as she asks with a hesitant voice.

'Can you forgive me? Us?'

She doesn't have to explain what she's talking about. I've been mulling it over ever since she dropped the bombshell on me just before people started barging in.

'What? That you've got secret mobster blood running through your veins and the fact that you forgot to mention it all these years?'

I can feel her muscles stiffen up against me and I use my other hand to lift her face, trying to ignore all the tubes and strings still attached to my body. My eyes burn into hers as I tell her determinately.

'Beautiful... I don't give a damn about your background or whatnot. I love you... You're the best thing that ever happened to me, why would something like that change my mind about who you are?'

'M-Matty...'

She breathes, relief washing over her as her deep blue eyes shine with glee. With my fingers I play around the features of her face, admiring every inch as I continue in a deep voice.

'I loved the fight and games between us, and I know you did too. But I agree with what you said earlier... After this, I'm done playing around. I want you, Lexi... No, scratch that ...I need you with me.'

I can feel her pulse vibrating under her skin as her breathing becomes more frantic. Without waiting for her to respond I wrap my fingers around her jacket, tugging her up close to me in one swift motion. My lips crash into hers with a desperate need to show her how serious I am about this. Afraid that even after all this she still chooses to run away from me... My heart shatters at the thought of her leaving me again. You have no idea how happy I was the second I opened my eyes and saw you sitting there next to me... I think between feverish kisses. Her hand slips across my skin as she cups my face, drawing herself even closer, needily answering my kiss.

She hadn't even noticed that I'd woken up halfway through the song when I'd gotten out of my coma. The stuff I said about her high note towards the end was just teasing... Giving her at least a clue that I had heard her.  It took me a few seconds for my eyesight to focus, but you truly looked like an angel. I'd never heard her sing more beautiful than at that moment... As soon as I realized you were crying I wanted to call out to you, but I couldn't. Her voice compelled me to wait until she was finished. The second her voice dimmed down I saw her hands trembling as she pulled them away and tilted her head backward. The pain inside of her ripped me to pieces and I couldn't stand to keep her in that state for even a second longer. I wanted nothing more than to ease your worries and let you know I was alright. The last thing I expected was for her to jump on top of me, telling me she loved me. Even under the circumstances that seemed too good to be true.

Now I could only thank the Gods for bringing me back to her... I never want to let go of you again. I promise her silently as I beg her mouth for access. She instantly complies, delving her tongue in my mouth. The passion in her movements and the taste of her lips almost make me dizzy as we battle each other for dominance. We continue for a few minutes until I eventually surrender to her whims.

'I'll hand you ... this one ... beautiful ... only because ... my stamina is... shit ... right now.'

I pant eventually, quickly blaming my medical state. Although I know very well the real reason is that it turns me on, even more, when you take control. A moan of triumph leaves her lips as she gently plucks at my bottom lip with her teeth, clearly enjoying her victory.

'Cheeky little thing...'

I groan as she continues her sweet assault on my mouth, still not having had enough. Like an addict, I wish nothing more for her to continue this sweet torture, but I'm sure it'll only get me into more trouble. Quick.

'You really gotta stop doing that, otherwise, I'm going to have a big dilemma.'

I plead with another groan, referring to the damn catheter still stuck between my legs. This is going to become a goddamn nightmare otherwise... I grunt as she drags her mouth down my jaw to my neck and back.

'Jeez beautiful, you're killing me here! I swear, if you're going to keep at it this is going to hurt like hell for me...'

I cuss, trying everything in my might not to get too excited. Which obviously isn't an easy task now that I've got the woman of my dreams throwing herself at me. She glances down to my hand laying near my crotch, my muscles twitching with the need to rip out that damn tube. A rock-hard boner in combination with a catheter stuck in my junk is a combination I'm not looking forward to! I try to tell her as I motion down with my hand, hoping I don't have to phrase it into words. Realization hits her and she quickly pulls back, giggling her voice still husky with desire as she drags my hand into hers.

'Shoot... I completely forgot about that...'

'Yeah... This most definitely makes it into the top five of my list with most awkward moments in my life.'

I snort, kissing her on the top of her nose. She chuckles softly, the tips of her fingers playing with the lines of the tattoo on my wrist.

'It most certainly would be a memorable one... What else is on that list?'

She asks with a playful glimmer in her eyes. I shrug my shoulders, trying to play off her question, but she won't have it as she presses on.

'Tell me number one...'

I avert my eyes for a second, cursing underneath my breath before I tell her reluctantly.

'When I tried to ask you out for valentines when we were kids... But confessing about sneaking in on your concerts is a solid second. Now that I think about it, most of that list contains you as a prime subject...'

'My God! You were serious about that?!'

She asks propping herself up on her elbow so she can have a better look at me.

'Of course, I was! I already told you I tried to convince you I was serious about you in the past, you just never believed me!'

'You pulled my hair in our kitchen, causing me to dump a mug of hot chocolate all over myself! When I swirled around all you did was laugh your ass off as you asked to be my valentine! How could any girl take that seriously?!'

She yelps, throwing her hand in the air out of frustration and I can't help but try to defend myself as I counter.

'I was eleven! Trying to get your attention and I accidentally pulled a little harder than I meant to! I was only laughing because you were blazing at me covered in brown gue, mixed with a bunch of tiny marshmallows that stuck all over your skin! I didn't plan to ask you like that but you demanded to know what I wanted, I panicked and blurted it out!'

'Dear lord... You've got to be the most tactless person to ever walk the earth! Didn't your father teach you how to win a woman's heart?!'

She sighs, dragging a hand through her messy hair as she looks down at me trying to stifle her laughter and I can't help but snort sarcastically.

'Do you hear yourself? You've met my dad, he's worse than I am! I told you I was never good at expressing my feelings... It's not like you are a champ at it either!'

'Okay, true! But you seriously have to work on those skills, Matty! They suck.'

She pouts while squinting her eyes at me. I give her jaw a playful nudge in return as I mumble.

'I'm working on it...'

Her lips purge together in a little heart shape as she pretends to mull it over. My hand persuading her to lean into me as I softly draw her closer by the hem of her jacket. My jacket to be exact. She had been wearing it along with the rosary when I'd woken up, and something tells me she had been wearing them for much more than a few days. I'd long accepted the fact that she'd never give me that jacket back. And quite honestly, I don't want her to. She looks hot as hell in my stuff and the fact that she'd kept it all these years makes me happy. The night Rebekah brought her that jacket on the beach I was speechless. I'd been searching for ages for that thing, I never expected she would have it. But now I didn't even want it back anymore, it belonged to her. Hell, everything of mine belongs to her even if she doesn't realize it. She can hijack my entire closet and I wouldn't give a flying fuck about it. I grin to myself, gazing down at her as I ask.

'Did what I say before register better? You know... That I love you and that I want you with me from now on?'

She averts her eyes, a deep crimson spreading over her cheeks as she plays with the fabric of my shirt.

'A declaration like that definitely gets the point better across.'

She whispers embarrassed, making her face flush an even deeper shade of red. The cuteness of it sends my heart rate in overdrive as I mumble.

'Good. Now, don't you dare forget it.'

She settles back down, cuddling up against me as fatigue starts to take her over. I've slept for almost three weeks on end, you on the other side have barely shut your eyes. I think, even though she hasn't said it aloud I know she's exhausted. She tries to fight her drowsy eyes as I play with some strands of her curly hair when she suddenly questions in a soft voice.

'Why didn't you ask for my support? Or Rebekah's for that matter? We would've been happy to help out...'

I bite my lip, wondering when she was going to bring it up now that I know she already figured everything out from the start. Dammit.

'I... I was too ashamed and proud to do so... I knew the two of you would've helped me out, but that wasn't the issue. If I'd asked, I'd had to fess up about how I got into that situation in the first place...'

'Can't deny that I'm not wondering how you got to the point you felt the urge to loan money from my goddamn uncle... I thought you had made a good name for yourself in Vegas?'

Lexi breathes, trying her best not to sound judgemental even though I know she must feel disappointed that I didn't confide in her. I heave a sigh, understanding her inner turmoil. Especially after everything that happened and I continue.

'I did good, that wasn't the problem...'

'Then what was it?'

Her voice is earnest as she glances up at me. I give her a sad smile, resigning to the fact that she out of all people deserves to know the truth.

'Living in Vegas isn't cheap. Moreover, I had a hard time ...adjusting. To keep my mind off things I started gambling, poker. As you know I always had a knack for playing cards so it started out harmless, I should've known the house always wins in the end... I wanted one last big win before stepping out. I knew I needed to get out because I kept upping the stakes. Even if I got lucky most of the time, it was getting too risky. I planned on coming back, but I needed money to do so... But instead of making a win, I ended up losing everything. I was drinking away my worries at the bar and happened to strike up a conversation with your uncle. You know how it goes... Somehow having a drunken conversation with a stranger makes you talk about stuff more easily. One thing led to another and he offered to loan me some money. I had a chance to start over without bothering anyone else with my troubles. Besides, I wanted to come back and swap you off your feet... Not barge in as a homeless person with no penny on him.'

'I figured as much, idiot.'

She states, flicking her finger across my forehead.

'I couldn't care less if you're rich or poor! What was it you said earlier? Background doesn't matter. I would go to the end of the world if it meant I could help you, stupid.'

'I know that. And something tells me you already did, with your uncle?'

She shifts a little in my hold, keeping her eyes trained on mine as she says.

'I did. And I will tell you everything about how that went down another time, promise. It's just that it's a long story that includes more than just you. I want you to know everything and be able to explain it to you properly, alright? But I did mean it, Matty. Even if it hadn't involved my uncle, I would've helped you in any way I could.'

I give her a nod, knowing all of this is a lot of ground to cover. Even if I have a lot of questions, they can wait. She's worn out and deserves a well-needed rest now that she had the reassurance I would be okay, it looked like her body was finally about to cave in.

'I never doubted you would come to my rescue, beautiful. Even with all the quarrels between us, I knew you would... It was just my ego. I wanted you to see me like a prince charming instead of a charity case. Not that the sweeping of your feet part went smooth when I found out you were already seeing someone...'

'Yeah... I, erm... I was trying to get over you, and he seemed nice at first too. Another wolf in sheep's clothing, just like my bloody uncle... I never expected you to land back on my doorstep though!'

'I still hate the damn bastard.'

I grumble under my breath, tugging her closer as if mentioning him might lure her away from me. She instantly notices my muscles contracting with resentment and slips her arm around my neck as she drags one of her legs over mine, huddling even closer to me as she whispers.

'You are my prince charming, Matty... You've always been...'

'More like a jacked-up peasant...'

I mock with a hint of self-hatred, earning a tug at my hair as she shakes her head and murmurs.

'Don't ever say that. To me, you're perfect, scars and all.'

I shower her head with kisses as I dote on her, brushing my fingers through her curls whispering softly.

'I love you too...'

I watch as the rising and falling of her chest slows down, her eyes getting heavier by the second while I keep soothing her. My gentle caresses lulling her to her slumber as I repeat in a low voice.

'I love you too, beautiful... Sweet dreams.'

***

I study Lexi's figure in deep slumber as she lays in my arms. It has been a couple of hours since she'd fallen asleep, I haven't been tired enough to join her just yet. My mom swung by in the meantime, silently screaming with mirth as soon as she noticed Lexi's body curled up against me. I warned her not to be too loud and wake her and for once she complied. She placed our food in a bag next to us on the nightstand, handing me a piece of my sandwich so I could eat without moving her over. Even if it's the best thing I've tasted in a long while I couldn't finish more than a little piece. My mom put away the rest for later and left soon after, saying we both needed our rest. Gently she kissed Lexi on the head before kissing me as well as she whispered she'd be back tomorrow.

I don't know what it was with people forcing the need for me to sleep, I'd slept for nineteen frikkin' days! Yes, I was still worn out. But the little dove laying sound asleep in my arms needed the rest more than I did. I smile, gently brushing a few hairs to the side as I enjoy the feeling of having her near. We stay like this for another half an hour when one of the nurses strolls inside for a check-up. She halts in her steps as soon as she sees the two of us laying together in bed and shakes her head.

'It's not up for debate.'

I whisper silently, the dominant tone in my voice telling her there's no room to argue and I won't let her leave my side regardless of what she says. She snorts a laugh, shaking her head again as she walks up to me and I realize she's one of the nurses who came in earlier today. She's an older woman in her late fifties and looks like she has been in here longer than most of the staff. She's also the one that commented about me waking up. I remind myself, seeing the playful glint in her eyes as she looks between Lexi and me before checking over my vitals.

'How are you feeling?'

She asks quietly, looking over the charts.

'Sore.'

I grunt, rubbing my chest before she takes away my arm so she can check up on my blood pressure.

'Other than that I'm feeling better than I'd expected, actually.'

'Well, your body went through a lot.'

'Nothing I haven't gone through before... Honestly, compared to last time this seems like a walk in the park.'

She draws her eyebrow up, looking at me from over her paperwork slightly stunned.

'Never heard that response from someone who went through something this traumatic.'

'Yeah, well... Most people haven't tumbled down a cliff and lived to tell the tale either.'

I snort with empty laughter, realizing how fucked up it actually sounds now that I say so aloud.

'At least this time around not every inch of my body hurts.'

I mumble as the nurse shoots me an apologetic look while putting away the paperwork and grabbing her flashlight, flashing it from one eye to the other as she speaks.

'At least you're viewing this from the positive side. How is the dizziness? Is your brain not feeling foggy? Any nausea?'

'No, nothing like that. I felt drowsy when I woke up, but not anymore. I managed to eat some of my sandwich, but I gotta admit it lays a little heavy on the stomach.'

'That's understandable, you've only had fluid food and nutrition these past couple of weeks. No real stomachaches or pains after you ate?'

She asks as she puts the flashlight back in her pocket. I shake my head, glad I at least dodged sipping on those nasty drinks while I was out cold.

'That's good. All your vitals are stable and your blood pressure is normal as well so the doctor said I could take out the drip and get rid of the machines. That should be a relief, right?'

She smiles before walking over to a cabinet and getting some stuff to sanitize along with a band-aid.

'I'm definitely over all these tubes attached to me... One in particular... When can I get rid of that too?'

I ask her motioning down at my crotch. She chuckles a laugh, already busying herself with getting the IV out of my left arm as she says.

'We'll see if that is an option tomorrow. Now that I've removed the drip we're going to switch you back to normal pain medication. The doctors already looked at your medical history and decided to give you the same meds you had after the car crash. It's not going to be fun. Tomorrow you'll probably feel a lot more of the internal damage than you're feeling right now because you're still on morphine in small dosages. We were already busy with altering the dosage when you were still in your coma since your wounds started healing and we were certain the worst was behind you.'

'I know the drill. I'm going to feel like shit for a couple of days, but I'll manage. I've been in pain every day since the crash, so my tolerance is rather high.'

The nurse nods, rubbing the band-aid to make sure it sticks before gesturing to my chest. I give her a nod of approval as she tugs down the material of my shirt a bit, trying not to disturb Lexi in the process as she gently starts peeling off the stickers that are attached to the heart monitor and some other machines.

'We'll evaluate how you're doing tomorrow. If you manage to get on your feet and shuffle around a little, I'll see what I can do about the catheter. Sound good?'

I agree reluctantly, begging to God I'll be able to walk a little tomorrow so I can at least go to the toilet myself. Getting changed by a nurse is definitely not something I'm looking forward to, again. I grumble to myself, especially with Lex around to watch.

'You're lucky to have her...'

The nurse suddenly mumbles as her eyes fall on Lexi who's still sound asleep at my side. I follow her line of sight, smiling gently as I caress her skin, making her snuggle closer against me.

'She hasn't left your side ever since she was able to visit you. We normally don't allow anyone to stay in the room that isn't family, but both she and your mother are very persuading when they set their minds to something...'

She laughs at the last part as she puts the machine to the side. I can only imagine how much fun that conversation must've been for the hospital staff. I grin, knowing both of them well enough to know they would stand their ground until they got it their way.

'She's really been here the whole time, huh?'

I mutter to no one in particular as I tighten my grip around her even more before looking up at the nurse and ask.

'She really never left? Not even to smoke or get some sleep?'

'She smokes?'

The woman asks astounded, making me immediately regret charing something personal from her. Mind your goddamn words, Matt. She's still a celebrity. I curse to myself as the nurse shakes her head and says,

'I had no idea she smoked. But if that's true, she probably kicked the habit by now. Your mother and everyone else for that matter were adamant about her being the one who should stay at your side. From the moment she walked in we haven't been able to make her move. The lot of us nearly had to fight her so she'd take a shower and eat some food, we got worried she would turn into a patient herself if she didn't take better care of herself.'

'Yeah, she can be like that... A little worrywart I mean. I'm sorry if it caused you too much trouble.'

I apologize for her, knowing she didn't mean to concern others with her behavior.

'Don't be silly. We knew she was just worried sick and wanted you to wake up, it's only natural. We were just keeping a close eye on her, she wouldn't have been the first loved one in here to break down from exhaustion and lack of nutrition. Stress takes a huge toll on the body, but she's strong.'

'I know she is... And even if I did nothing to deserve it, I'm blessed to have her.'

I smile at the woman as she looks over us with adoration. She gives me a nod as if to say "Don't you forget it" before walking back to the door, turning back in my direction as she says a little more sternly.

'Now get some sleep. I know you're looking at it like you've just woken up from hibernation, but your body still needs rest in order to recuperate. Allow yourself and your body the time it needs. You've been awake for a long time, longer than most when they first wake up. Almost everyone falls back asleep within the hour, still feeling drained. It's completely normal.'

'It's not that...'

I murmur, glancing down at Lexi to make sure she's still sleeping before I turn my focus back on the nurse and ask.

'Is it possible to slip back into a coma after you've woken up?'

It's something that's been plaging my mind ever since I woke up. The woman looks at me questionably, before shaking her head as she assures me.

'The chances of that happening are minimal. The reason you went into a coma was that your system couldn't handle the stress and pain you were going through, you were weak and your body choose that method to protect you from even more harm. The chances of you slipping back into a coma now that you've woken up are slim to none.'

I give her a stiff nod, trying to force down those fears along with some tears burning in the corners of my eyes as I tighten my hold around Lexi. It doesn't go unknown by the nurse as she takes a step back from the door in my direction while she asks.

'Oh, dear... Is that what's been troubling you?'

I clear my throat, afraid my emotions might poor out otherwise as I tell her.

'Yeah, erm, I just don't want to put her through more agony than she's already been through... The thought of me not waking up in the morning ...and her having to be here to witness it, is just...'

'Scary?'

I nod, biting my lip as I blink away some of the salty liquid threatening to gush out. I just can't put her through that again. I wail silently as I look down at her beautiful figure. She finally looks like she's at ease...

'You won't. An old nurse's honor, trust me on this.'

I thank her, finally feeling relieved someone reassured me that wasn't about to happen. She begs me goodnight before walking out of the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts. I lay my head back against the pillow as I keep my fingers trailing up and down Lexi's body, enjoying the warmth and comfort of her curves that're perfectly molded against me while fatigue starts to take me over.

Now that the nurse reassured me I wasn't going to fall back into a coma it seemed like my body immediately gave up the battle to stay awake, craving for some shut-eye. I love you so much, Bonnie to my Clyde... I think as I place another kiss on top of Lexi's hair. Same as I'd done a hundred times today, whispering sweet nothings to her before I let my sleep take over.

***

'Please tell me you're shitting me!'

I whisper-shout towards Rebekah, trying my best not to jump out of bed and disturb Lexi who is still clawing to my skin like a little spider monkey out cold.

'You think I would joke about this while you're in this state?!'

She hisses accusingly, pointing her finger towards Lexi as she grumbles.

'Trust me, we've already made sure she understood never to pull something like that, ever, again.'

'She could've gotten killed!'

I bite out, forcing my muscles to stay calm although I'm pretty sure steam must be coming out of my ears. Rebekah had come to visit me shortly after the nurses had checked me out when I'd woken up. After pressuring her for almost an hour about filling me in on what went down in New Orleans and with her family, she eventually caved and told me the entire story. Including the fact that their uncle was not only the one who got me shot, but also the reason their parents were dead. To say I was shocked was an understatement. But surprise quickly made way for terror and anger as she informed me what Lexi had done.

'Walking into the nest of a mobster, even if it is your uncle, waving around with a gun is just reckless!'

I grit angrily, annoyed by the fact that I can't get up from bed and do something.

'I can't believe I'm going to say this, but give her a fucking break! If you hadn't been so stupid and accepted the loan in the first place none of this would've happened!'

Rebekah snaps toward me, her eyes threatening. Dios Mio, I wanna tear something apart! I cuss silently as she continues speaking in a low voice and asks.

'What would you have done if you stood in her shoes, huh?'

I throw her an angry glare, unable to voice my answer. Not in the mood to confirm what she already knows. I would've ripped the bastard apart.

'Imagine what she must've gone through when she found out what happened! The guy she loved got shot by the same man responsible for the death of our parents. You know how she is... There was no stopping her. She flew off the handle, big time. And the only person capable of getting her back at that point laid in an operating room fighting for his damn life!'

I grit my teeth together, not willing to admit I know she's right as I bite out.

'She shot someone, Rebekah... You should've stopped her.'

'You don't think I tried? She wasn't about to let this slide and nothing, nothing, was about to stop her. We only found out she took the gun when it was already too late...'

I heave a sigh, knowing she's telling the truth. I understand why she did what she did... I would've done the same. But the idea of her being in such a dangerous situation, and me not being there to prevent it from happening, drives me crazy. The thought of what could've happened... I shake my head, looking down at her as she's peacefully asleep. Her arm wrapped around my lower abdomen as if she's even afraid to let go of me even in her slumber. With my fingertips I gently stroke her skin, brushing away some strands of hair from her face. The terror you must've lived in these past few weeks is even worse than I thought... I breathe painfully as I continue to caress her like she's made out of glass. I've put you through so much bullshit these past years, beautiful... I cringe, regretting all the stupid things I've done. I wish I could take it all back, you deserve better than this. The last thing I wanted was for her to suffer like this. Her world is forever altered because of all the horrific things she's gone through. A piece of me feels selfish for not being able to distance myself from her if only to prevent her from even more hardship. I've been the root of her pain, time and time again in some way or another.

'I know what you're thinking... We're not going down that road again.'

Rebekah warns me following my line of sight.

'She deserves more than this... More than me, Rebekah. After everything, I put her through? How can I justify staying with her?'

I mumble not able to keep a tear from strolling down my cheek.

'She deserves happiness. And she has that with you...'

Rebekah says adamantly, smacking me across the shoulder.

'She's right. So don't you dare break my girl's heart after this you jackass! Because I will personally assassinate you if that happens. That way we can all be done with it.'

A familiar grumpy voice rings from behind her. Néomy. It's strange how you even end up missing the annoying things in life when you think you're about to die. I almost snort as I tilt my head towards her and spout.

'You know visits are only meant for friends and family, right? Frienemies are not included.'

'My friend is right there.'

She counters, motioning over to Lexi. How can you still sleep with all this commotion going on? I wonder as Néomy continues her voice as deviant as ever.

'Now stop whining about anything and everything and make her goddamn fairytale happen instead of trying to find a reason to run away.'

'What she said.'

Rebekah grins, both of them crossing their arms as they look down at me. Jesus Christ. I roll my eyes at the both of them, glancing back over to Lexi as I mumble with a smug smile.

'Fine. You win. I already told her I didn't wanna live without her anyway...'

'Good. Now kiss her already, chop-chop.'

Néomy says in a bored tone as she claps her hands together. You've gotta be joking... I think, lifting my brow at her as I snort.

'Never took you for the voyeuristic type...'

'Ew, God no! I'd rather poke my eyes out than watch the two of you going at it. But ...she is my bestie and I want her life to be filled with happiness instead of sorrow and pain. So go save my little damsel in distress and wake her with a kiss, you've got my permission.'

'Thanks... And what are you supposed to be? Her fairly gothmother?'

I joke, unable to keep the sarcasm out of my voice. My comment instantly earning a smack against the back of my head as she cusses something underneath my breath. Making Rebekah snivel with laughter beside her as she shoos my attention back to Lexi. I'll never understand women... I shake my head, resigning to the fact they're not going to let this go until I've in fact woken her up.

Gently I cup her face, adoring how cute she looks as she instinctively leans into my touch. Brushing my finger over her cheekbone as I lay a sweet kiss on top of her lips. She stirs a little in her sleep, humming from delight but still not willing to wake up.

I can't help but smile before kissing her a second time, this time more passionately. Her hair tangled between my fingers as I hear Néomy grumble something while she turns around, not able to watch the two of us in such close quarters making my chest rumble with laughter before I whisper towards Lexi.

'Wake up sleeping beauty... Otherwise, you're best friend over here might end up puking...'

She murmurs something incoherently, trying to realize her surroundings as she slowly starts to wake up. Blinking her eyes a couple of times before they manage to focus on mine as she mumbles.

'I had a really weird dream... Nomes was watching the both of us, it was ...bizarre.'

At her words Rebekah and I immediately burst out into laughter, quickly followed by the mortified voice of Néomy as she yelps.

'That wasn't a dream! More like a fucking nightmare...'

The sound of her voice instantly jolts Lexi wide awake as her gaze dashes toward both of them. The disgusted look on her best friend's face is enough to make her burst into a fit of giggles as well while she keeps her hands wrapped about my body and squeezes me tight.

'O my god. You look like you just witnessed the most horrific crime ever!'

'Kinda did... I think I just gave my best friend away...'

She mutters appalled, looking around the room making all of us laugh even harder as Lexi asks.

'Isn't that supposed to be Alex's job since I don't have a dad anymore?'

'Phfft, he's far too soft for such a responsibility! If it was up to him he would've handed you over to that other idiot. I couldn't possibly let that happe~'

Néomy waves ranting about and I can't help but agree with her on that. I would've strangled Alex! But before she even manages to finish something seems to register within Lexi as she shuts her up and asks with an anxious voice, her cheeks flushed.

'Hold up. Pause. What do you mean giving me ...away?'

'Oh, no. Hold your horses, honey. He hasn't dared to ask me for your hand yet... I just told him to finally man up and kiss you.'

The words alone send a shiver through her spine and I can feel Lexi relaxing against me as she looks up at me with wonder in her eyes. The depth within them reveals exactly what she's thinking. You want me to ask you for your hand, don't you? I hold her gaze, silently reassuring her that I want nothing more than that, except under different circumstances. She sweetly pecks my lips, as if to tell me she understands. The feeling makes my body shudder with delight while Néomy yelps making Rebekah topple over.

'Coffee! I need coffee. Anyone else want some too?'

Lexi giggles, her lips still brushing against mine as she mumbles a "yes". I do the same and she quickly dashes out of the room as if the devil is on her heels. Once the door is closed I draw Lexi's face closer to me kissing her again, this time deeper. Swiftly entering her mouth, drawing out a little moan. The second I pull back I notice the embarrassment on her face, probably due to Rebekah who's still watching us like a fan. The situation reminds me of what Bhek's told me earlier and I tilt Lexi's head so she's looking at me properly and say.

'Goodmorning beautiful. You've got some serious explaining to do.'

Fear instantly washes over her features as she glances from me to Rebekah. She shoots her sister an apologetic look, guilt written all over her face and Lexi instantly looks ready to explode as she snaps.

'I wanted to tell him myself!'

'Tough luck... You should've woken up earlier in order to do that!'

Rebekah counters, not even mentioning that I pressured her into it. They keep staring at each other and I swear I can see sparks flying between them both as they communicate with each other without using any words. I hate twin telepathy... I groan as I wait and watch, knowing not to intervene between their battle of wills. I've tried once, it didn't end well. It seems to last for an eternity until eventually Lexi caves, swearing under her breath as she turns her attention back to me.

'Please don't hate me...'

'I could never hate you.'

I tell her pinching the bridge of her nose before kissing it.

'Just promise me you'll never do something so stupid and reckless, ever, again.'

'Only if you promise me you'll never put yourself in danger again.'

She mumbles, her eyes trembling with emotion. I give her my word, sealing my promise with another kiss. Lexi does the same when Rebekah grabs ahold of the both of us and yelps.

'Me too! Now we can finally leave this madness behind us?'

'Y-Yeah... As long as you don't start kissing me too!'

I groan with a laugh, ruffling her hair before letting her loose. Lexi snickers as well while she stretches her limbs. Her beautiful curves teasing me from the side as Néomy strolls back in with three steaming cups of coffee. Handing Lexi hers as she purposely holds mine out of reach and says with a grin plastered on her face.

'No more kissing while I'm in the room, entendido?'

'You're the one who implied I should wake her with a kiss. Also, stop abusing my native tongue, it doesn't suit you.'

I retort as she hands me my cup while rolling her eyes. I take a big gulp, enjoying the taste even though it's that disgusting hospital machine crap that would normally make anyone recoil. We all start talking among ourselves, me mostly with Rebekah as Lexi and Néomy catch up. After a while I remember I still have a few things to sort out as I ask, my mind immediately jumping in overdrive.

'Hey, I completely forgot but what about the money I still owed 'Rusty'? Where is my phone at? I need to make sure I got it covered before something else happens.'

Lexi quickly shakes her head, swallowing what's left of her coffee as she turns to me and says.

'Don't worry about it.'

'Don't worry about it? Lex, that guy nearly send me to an early grave because I didn't pay him back in time!'

I swear, already feeling my blood pressure rise with the thought of me not being able to do something for the next couple of weeks. There's no way I'm gonna be able to gather the rest of the money within the period we discussed. I grumble to myself. Lexi notices my distress as well, instantly grabbing my hand as she says.

'You honestly think I wouldn't make sure that's settled? My uncle transferred the money you gave him back into your account and I paid off the entire amount.'

'Lex! Goddammit.'

I swear, dragging a hand through my hair. Even if I can't deny she just did me a great favor, I still don't like the idea of getting her involved.

'I said don't worry about it. After everything that happened, that was the least of my problems... It's not like I don't have the money or anything.'

'That's not the point and you know it.'

I grumble, throwing her a sideways glare that says it all. She on the other hand gives me a smug smile, wiggling her eyebrows as she says.

'I can think of worse things than you being indebted to me... You're my bitch now.'

She snickers. Making both Rebekah and Néomy laugh as well. I pinch the bridge of my nose, my head still shaking no although I can't help but snort a laugh at her last comment. Sweet Jesus, you'll be the death of me someday... I grumble silently as Lexi pads me on the hand and says reassuringly.

'Listen... I know you don't like the idea of owing me, or anyone for that matter, anything. I get it! But my uncle was adamant about paying you back the money after he found out his men screwed up on the background search. We had an understanding after our parents died. He would leave us, and anyone linked to us, alone. He wouldn't come near us and we would keep our mouths shut. That was the deal. He fucked up when he associated himself with you. His men should've found out you were connected to us, it's their damn job to find out stuff about people. If they had done their work correctly a lot of shit would've been avoided. He's the one that made a mistake, you didn't know. Would you have been alright if I'd agreed to my uncle's terms of paying back your money and paying your hospital bills for nothing in return?'

'He got a bullet for it...'

Néomy jokes, earning a glare from Lexi as she awaits my answer.

'No. I would've broken my back if needed to pay him the money back regardless.'

I grunt, knowing she already guessed as much. She nods at my answer, placing her coffee cup to the side as she says.

'Exactly. Matt, I don't wanna see you suffer like that. So please, just for once, accept my help and be happy about it. I fought my uncle over the matter and threatened him to take the money because I knew you wouldn't feel good about it otherwise. Hell, I wouldn't feel good about it either! I don't need the money back... But if you're dead set on giving it back I won't stop you. That is, as long as you take your time and make sure to pay for the important stuff first. No deadlines, understood?'

I give her a quick kiss on her temple, whispering thanks before leaning back against the bed.

'Who else knows about what went down at this point?'

I question, knowing there's no way they could've kept this all under the wraps. Rebekah shrugs her shoulders first pointing her finger to Néomy as she says.

'Little minx over here found out about it years ago by accident. After what happened to you we decided it was better to inform everyone we love about it, instead of keeping them in the dark. We always figured we were protecting you guys by keeping it a secret, but look where that got us...'

'I'm just that good.'

Néomy smirks at Rebekah's words and I can't help but look at my own best friend in wonder. It must've been hard for her to keep something like that to herself all this time, especially if Néomy did find out. Even if they I think to myself, understanding this is a touchy subject and she had no one to share it with.

'Wait, everyone? Even my mom and dad?'

I ask astounded. More surprised by the fact that they haven't dragged me out of the hospital bed already in order to kill me. That can only mean they're plotting something worse, I swallow. The look on my face must speak volumes as the three of them start laughing, both Bhek's and Lexi shaking their heads.

'No Matty... We didn't tell them, or Rosa and Melody, anything yet. The lot of us discussed it for quite some time but we figured you should be the one to decide on that.'

'I appreciate that... And even though I agree with you guys and think we should tell them, can we wait until I'm all healed up? 'Cause I'm going to need my legs the second mamá gets word of this.'

They all burst out in a fit of laughter. Probably already picturing my mom racing after me as Néomy snorts.

'You're such a wuss!'

'How about you piss off my mamá? After that, we'll speak again.'

I grin, although Rebekah quickly manages to wipe it off my face as she says while rubbing her eyebrows.

'Matt, I wouldn't go there if I were you...'

'What the hell did you do to my mom?! Argh, fuck.'

I groan, the sudden flinching of my body causing me to cringe in pain. Dios Mio! I scourge silently, trying to regain myself as Lexi continues on my behalf.

'Nomes, you better explain! And when the fuck did that happen anyway?!'

'When you were busy settling matters with Rocco...'

Rebekah breathes, throwing her arms in the air as she plops down in her chair while Néomy defiantly crosses her arms and mutters.

'I only asked the woman a question, it's not my fault she has a short fuse...'

'Why don't you tell them what you asked then? Let's see how they react.'

Bhek's comments as if it's a dare. I've got a bad feeling about this... I sigh in unison with Lex, who's probably thinking the same.

'I only asked her what kind of a dimwit she brought into the world since he couldn't even see how much Lex loved him.'

Néomy says matter of factly, causing Lexi to jump out of the bed as she shrieks.

'Are you out of your damn mind?!'

My sentiment exactly. I grit, still clutching my stomach in pain since my muscles keep contracting with every word flying out of that troublemaker's mouth. Jesus Christ this shit hurts! I cuss, trying to focus on the girls.

'She's got more spunk than Matt, that's for sure...'

Néomy continues in a bored manner as if it isn't such a big deal, gesturing for us to settle down.

'You've got a death wish or something?'

I groan, not sure if it's actually my stomach causing me to feel this bad or the fact that my mom and Néomy had a showdown without either Lex or I present.

'She certainly has, hijo. But I'm perfectly cable of defending myself.'

My mother's voice suddenly chimes in from behind the others. Shit. None of us seemed to notice when she'd entered the room and all of us look at each other, heaving a silent sigh of relief she hasn't heard any more of the conversation.

'It's been a long time since I've had someone stand up to me in a proper way... I quite enjoyed myself actually. Fighting with your father has become rather boring these days. Even if I understood where she was coming from...'

My mother snorts condescendingly, lifting her eyebrow up at me only causing Néomy to grin even more. Great, now they're both gunning against me. I grumble and as if Lexi can read my mind she gives me a kiss on the cheek giggling softly as she tries to push me back against the bed. How can I relax with these two crazy ladies in the room?!

'When I saw the way Lexi acted after the accident I knew this wasn't just some crush, hijo... I always knew you had a thing for her, especially since you refused to invite her to the house. As Lexi's best friend I appreciated the point she was trying to make, because I've been wondering the exact same thing. That didn't mean I wouldn't defend my son's honor though...'

My mother mutters watching me intently. You're singlehandedly ruining that honer right now mamá! I eye her hoping she'll shut up, but it's already too late as the entire room turns in my direction.

'I'm not doing this with the lot of you.'

I curse, making Rebekah chuckle with laughter. I know Lexi and I still need to talk, but there's no way in hell I'm going to do it with this audience present. The others are barely holding it together as well while Néomy turns to my mother and says.

'See! This is what I've had to deal with this entire time... He's bloody oblivious and even when we point it out to him he refuses to talk about it! It's goddamn hopeless!'

'Ai, Dios Mio... I'm afraid you're right. He wouldn't recognize el amor if it hit him in the head.'

My mother sighs disappointed, clicking her tongue in disapproval. I certainly can! But decide not to act on it with you here! I can't help but stare at both of them, my mouth agape. Are you all doing this on purpose, torturing me for your goddamn entertainment? I grumble as she eyes me up and down while I yelp in one last attempt to make them stop.

'Mamá!'

She shrugs her shoulders, not even remotely impressed as she's still looking at me for an acceptable answer. Someone, save me! Please...

'Nurse!'

I shout as soon as I see the old lady enter the room. Never have I been so glad to have a damn health check-up! I breathe relieved as the woman jolts up.

'Y-Yes?'

She asks confused, gazing around the packed room.

'Save me!'

I beg, making Lexi burst out in a fit of giggles. I glare at her not to encourage the others as I continue pleading with the nurse for help.

'I mean it doc. Get me the hell out of here, please!'

The nurse laughs, the others quickly joining in as she tries to help me out and says with no conviction whatsoever.

'Common ladies, this young feller needs his rest so stop pestering him otherwise I'll revoke your right to visit him.'

My mother lifts her brow at her as if to say "like you'd dare", making Lexi laugh even louder. This is a goddamn nightmare. I sigh resting my head in my hands almost feeling bad for the nurse. She doesn't deserve my mother's wrath... I think to myself and I can't help a tiny smile from creeping up my face. Even if they all mean the world to me, sometimes they're ...a lot.'

Eventually, the nurse manages to shoo everyone out, saying she does in fact need to check up on me and she couldn't do that properly with everyone hovering around her. Lexi moves over to the chair next to the bed, still trying to catch her breath as she mumbles laughingly.

'At least everyone is getting along well...'

'Yeah, to my expense.'

I grumble back as the nurse tries to stifle her chuckles helping me upright. Meanwhile, Lexi picks up the bag my mom left for her last night with the homemade empanadas. She doesn't even bother to heat one of them up and starts munching on a piece until she notices me watching and asks with her mouth stuffed.

'What?'

'You're eating those cold? My mom would smack you if she saw that.'

She waves me off, hungrily chewing on another piece before she mutters.

'I don't care. Cold, warm, these are the best things ever... She should sell them.'

I bark a laugh, imagining how cocky my mom would get if she'd heard her just now. Even if I gotta admit mamá does know her way around the kitchen really well.

'Wait until you've tasted her paella...'

I groan through clenched teeth as the nurse keeps herself busy pulling off the bandages around my waist.

'I swear to God Lex, if my mom and Néomy become best friends I'm going to kill myself!'

I cuss, my words making the two of them laugh aloud as the nurse says teasingly.

'Can you tell me now if you're planning on that? Because if that's the case this is a whole lot of work for nothing, I'm better off attending to my other patients.'

'Already giving up on me doc? Is my case that hopeless?'

I grin at her as Lexi tries her best not to die of laughter all over again. She tilts her head, shooting me a playful smirk as she says.

'I think you'll manage, you've done it so far. I don't know what it is with Hispanic people... The temperament, Mmmh, I love it!'

She shudders with a laugh, making me snort back at her in humor. You've got the temperamental part right... I think as I look down when she pulls off the last bit of fabric. There's a small circular wound accompanied by a moon-shaped line, which I guess is the incision the doctors had to make so they could operate. How can something that small hurt so bad? I wonder as I let my eyes drift over to Lexi. She has her eyes averted from me, hurt pooling in them as she chews on one of her nails. I pluck her hand away from her mouth, startling her out of her thoughts.

'It's alright, beautiful...'

I murmur against her hand before pecking the soft skin. She takes a deep breath, steeling herself before turning to look at me as she whispers.

'I know... It's just~'

'Flashbacks?'

I ask, remembering that night we talked in the hotel. She looked just as helpless that night as she does now... I sigh as she nods painfully. I squeeze her hand to let her know it'll all be alright. Just don't shut me out... I tell her with my eyes as she gives me a broken smile in return.

Once the nurse is done with all the regular stuff she hands me my medicine. I happily swallow down the pills after all the bursts of pain that ripped through my abdomen now that the morphine has worn off when she says.

'Let's see if we can get you back on your feet...'

Great. Now I can make a fool of myself all over again... I mutter annoyedly as the nurse helps my legs over the edge of the bed, placing a stroller in front of me. I would I'd kick myself for being such an idiot, but I can't even do that! I curse clasping my hands around the handles, determined to get this over with as soon as possible. Bracing myself for the pain as I force myself on my feet in one swift move. All of my muscles instantly flinch, making my legs shake involuntary and I can't help but bark from the top of my lungs.

'Hijo de puta!'