(Zigne's P.O.V)

I've lived in Daegu for 10 years, Heather and I become friends when we were little. Jimin was my older brother. But when he died that day, also it was the day Heather left Seoul. I didn't have her contact number, neither her email address, so I really don't know what really happened.

I rummage my whole room to find a picture of four of us. With Jimin, Heather, and Namjoon. Namjoon, I wonder where he is now. I thought. I place down the photo, flopping back down to my bed.

Everyday and night I cry myself to sleep. Everyone close to me dies. And what I'm curious about is that after my brother's death, I never heard of Heather nor her parents, it was like they never existed. They were like a bubble that quickly popped out and disappear.

For years we are curious of my brother's body...We didn't find his body, but the apartment they used to live, told us that they found Jimin oppa in his room. They said he had a suicide. But I don't believe any word they say.

I got up to get my keys. I walk to my car, and drove as far away from my house. There's too much memories. Tears started falling down my face. The place was full of despairing memories but most of them are happy memories.

As I drove way to the Han River. Images started to pop out like flash cards, as tears blocked my eyes, making it blurry and hard for me to see.

I stopped at the Han River and get out of the car to see the tree where we four carved our names. This is too much. Too.much for me to handle ALONE. I burst out of tears and whined. I screamed.

"WHY! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!? WHAT DID I DO WRONG FOR THIS THINGS TO HAPPEN TO ME! WAE!" I let it all out. I grasped the root of my hair in frustration, tears continue in flowing down my pale face.

We used to spend our time out here. I thought as i started to cry again.

Reckoning to Heather's rich family , she was my friend. Until now I still don't know what was happening to her. Or if she was still alive.

Do she still remember me? Is she okay in Seoul? Will I ever see her again?

I should ask her Unnie for her number.

I drove to the department store to buy some groceries that I need for the travel. Her sister lived in Seoul so I have to take the train.

I miss Heather so much.

---(the train)

I dialed Unnie's number.

*ringing*

[Hello. Unnie!]

[Hello. Zigne. Why did you call?]

[Do you have the number of Heather?]

[Uh. Yes! I'll text you the number. Bye.]

[Thank you Unnie.]

---(end call)

Walking down the hall, abruptly my phone vibrated. I jump in surprise, clinching my fist across my chest. I sighed when I saw it was unnie.

[09*********]

Saving the number through my contacts, I started to dial her phone number. I patiently tap my foot on the concrete floor as I wait for the train.

*ring* *ring*

[Hello~?] She answered! My face lit up a little. I started talking.

[Heather! Hello~!! How are you!? Are you doing good in Korea? Aish... you're so lucky. I wish I can go there.] I exclaimed very excited to hear her voice once again. It's been a very long time. I sighed.

[Hello? Who is this? Ummm. How do you know my name?.] My heart broke. Does she have amnesia? Ahaha.

[Heather. Its me. Zigne! Don't you remember me silly. ] I tried to laugh, but internally, I'm dying. What happened to you Heather?

[Oh. Please forgive me. I really don't remember you. I only have one friend.] Me? A tear left my eyes. As I silently sobbed.

[What?]

[Uh. Ill be going to school. Maybe you got the wrong Heather bye.] Her voice, it's not the Heather I've known before. What happened?

[Take care! Love you Heather!] I just, I can't help it. I cried.

~[end call]~

Worst thing I ever experienced in life. My best friend has forgotten about me.

She once loved Jimin. She told every little secret she had when we were young. She was my only friend. It was then... before my oppa's death. She just vanished after that... she didn't even come to my Older brother's funeral.

I hated her that day, but now I missed her. Why would someone turn away from me? Why would anyone do that to me? Am I not suppose to be loved? Or to love? It hurts me everytime, my friends mention Jimin's name.

I wish to see him someday.

The train finally came. I entered the vehicle and sat on the near available seat. I rest my head on the glass behind me. Slowly closing my eyes. I sighed.

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Waking up in her room. She stretched her body, she happened to open both eyes. her eyes widen when she saw Namjoon and Jimin beside her. Shit! I forgot! She almost exclaimed, but quickly cupped her mouth. She sighed.

Wait....

Her mind is still loading...

Jimin sleeps? I didn't know ghost can sleep, I'll search the Google soon. She thought.

She grab her phone to check the time.

[Day: 11 Month: February Year: 2017 Time: 7:55]

"I'm late!" She screamed and the two boys suddenly shoot up.

"What~?" Namjoon whined his eyes were still close. Jimin was now awake. He stretched his arms.

I quickly jump inside the bathroom with my clothes in my arms.

After my bath I run to get my keys and out the room. I run to get my bike and rode it all the way to the school.

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Still.... school has never been fun. It's so boring... the food taste garbage, the faces are sullen and dull, the lessons are not interesting, and the school looks shit as it ever has been.

I walk out the campus and rode back to the apartment. But before I rode to the apartment, I visited my parents on the cemetery that was just behind the park.

"Hello, eomma. Hello appa." I greeted them, placing a simple flower on each their tombstones.

"I miss you." I said and leave the place.

I came back in the apartment. Seeing the two boys left the room. The room was neatly packed in. I smiled.

I lazily flopped down my bed.

"So, tiring." I laid flat on the bed, plucking in my ear buds inside my ears, playing a calming music.

I slowly closed my eyes.

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(Zigne's P.O.V)

"Hello. I'm Taehyung. Do you know where the Seoul's groceries store?" A guy sat beside me and ask me where to find a grocery in Seoul.

"Um. Sorry, I just got here too. I'm not really familiar of the place." I apologized. He nodded.

"Do you mind of I come with you?" The guy asked. I shrugged.

"I really don't mind. By the way I'm Zigne." I held out my hand. He's too friendly. I like it. He smiled, the kind of smile that is really contagious. I smiled.

"Nice to meet you Zigne." He shook my hand. He smiled again.

After an awkward silence surround us.
THE TRAIN finally stopped at Seoul. I walk outside the door with my bag on my back. And Taehyung following behind.

The familiar scent of the place was exciting. I sighed and walk all the way to the waiting area where I will meet Unnie.

"Who are we waiting?" He asked. I look towards him. He had his Beanie on. Cute.

"Uh. My Unnie. She lived here. So she might help you find the grocery store here." I said, he nodded.

"Chincha! You have an Unnie?" He asked very excitedly.

"Yeah." I said. Looking back to the crowd of people. "Do you mind if I listen to some music?" I asked. He nodded. And leaned on the bench, closing his eyes.

I plucked in my ear phones and listen to a calming music. This is our jam.

Heather used to listen to this music.

I wonder where is she right now. I hope she's somewhere where.

"Zigne!" I heard someone called my name.

It's Unnie!

I run towards her and give each other a welcoming hug.

"I've missed you." She said while stocking my hair. I smiled. Her presence made me feel like I was hugging my best friend Heather.

"I've missed you more!" I exclaimed squeezing her. She patted my back.

"So, how are you?" She asked. I pulled away, and sighed.

"Not so good. That house give me so much memories. I just want it all gone. It still hurts you know. My brother's dead then, Heather's missing presence. It's just too much."

"Don't worry, I'll be helping you. I'm here to help you as your Unnie." She smiled and put her hand on my shoulders. She had a reassuring smile on her face.

I nodded.

"Thanks Unnie." I said. "Unnie. There is this guy-" Taehyung came from behind me. "Unnie, this is Taehyung, I get him on the train. And he was wondering if you know where the nearest grocery store here in Seoul." I said. I looked back to the smile guy.

"Come with us. I'll lead you to the grocery store." Unnie said. Pulling him towards her. He smiled.

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They finally arrived the supermarket.

"So, is this where we drop you. We'll be going now." Unnie said. He nodded.

"Uh. Can I ask you a question?" He asked. Unnie nodded.

"Are you Hyung Seokjin's girlfriend?" Taehyung asked.

"Yeah. How did you know?"

Okieee....

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Yay!!! Another chapter!!! My head hurts from editing this chapter. It's too much for me. *faints*

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