"I'm not saying this to upset you, but I'm really mad at you" Jay said as we continued to hug.

"I hate myself"I said in a scratchy voice.

"You can't possibly hate yourself" Jay said angrily as he pulled away. I felt a little embarrassed that he had to see me breakdown. He must think I'm a freak.

Suddenly he turned me towards the mirror.

"When I look at you I don't see hate, I see a beautiful small girl who has been through a lot. I see an innocent angel who is just looking for light in the darkness. I see Maya, someone who is strong. Someone who is  courageous. Someone who won't let anybody get in her way. Because why?" Jay said. I whiped away my tears as my crying began to stop.

"Umm..."

"Because your a badass" he answered, shaking me a little. I laughed at his words.

"Thanks so much Jay, you know just what to say" I said turning and standing on my toes to give Jay a hug. He wrapped his arms around my waist and leaned his head on my shoulder.

We stayed like that for a while, enjoying each others company.

*  *  *

It was now Tuesday and I was ready to face anyone who came in my way. I was dangerous in my tracks not letting nobody come near me. And if someone was in my way I won't move.

They will.

I saw Fijo talking to my used to be friends. When they caught sight of me my ex besty and my ex crush looked guilty.

I laughed at them. "Fools" I mumbled.

"Oh... Look who it is, the crybaby. Oh, what's this? You look so, tough. Is that what this is? Your trying to intimidate me. Ha!" Fijo said.

I laughed along with her but it all came to a stop as I pushed her against the locker.

"You listen here Fijo I'm not going to stand for your stupidity today. You think your so amazing with those Chinese eyes and fake breasts" I said. "But your really just holding on to the thread of reality. Open your eyes.... It's. over" I pushed her down and she quickly fell harsh on her so very probably also fake butt.

I saw Fijo's eyes begin to brim with tears. Then she let out a whimper and I realized she was faking it.

"Kendall! Hold me" she said standing up and grabbing onto Kendall.

Kendall quickly pushed away and stepped beside me.

"No! Maya is right, you made a big mistake, and now the universe is making you pay" Kendall snapped as he grabbed my hand going to my side. My eyes softened at him standing up for me.

"I made a huge mistake. Screw Clarissa, screw you" Kendall spoke.

My plan is actually working!

Cindy then walked to the other side of me and grabbed my hand.

"Stop being fake Fijo and try something real for once" Cindy explained fiercely I chuckled at her words. That's my Cindy.

"Too bad Fijo" I said shaking my head. I truly felt sympathy for her. Even though she has done multiple terrible things she is still a human, and everyone should be treated equally.

I gave her a wink and walked away with my friends. Wait!

"Hold on guys. I hope you have a good explanation to why you started hanging out with you know who. And her you know what's"

"I'll tell you exactly what happened" Cindy said.

Cindy's POV

"OMG, Kendall look at this odd photo Genesis just sent me. Isn't it hilarious"  I said with a chuckle

As soon as Kendall caught eye of the image he spit out the milk he was currently drinking right onto his plate.

It was so disgusting yet it was everything. I laughed harshly when suddenly a presence sat beside me.

"Don't kill me now. I only want to talk" Fijo said.

"We don't have to listen to you right Kendall! Kendall?" When I looked to my side I saw Kendall drooling.

"Wh- who's your friend over there?" Kendall stuttered as he stared past Fijo.

"Oh, her? That's my friend Clarissa" Fijo slurred while smirking. "She's single" Fijo whispered onto Kendall's ear. What a little deceiver!

Clarissa leaned against the table popping out her breasts straight out of her pink croptop. I covered my eyes and groaned. Seriously, who does she think she is fooling?

Clarissa stretched a finger towards Kendall's chin and slowly pulled it up as she kissed him lightly on the lips. My mouth dropped as fury took over. That little bleep knew that Maya liked him!

"What the heck is wrong with you!" I shouted at the two. I was so mad I swear my veins would pop out of my forehead.

"What's your problem? Get over it" Fijo said.

"Kendell? Cindy? Seriously?" I heard from across the table. I saw Maya with upset eyes. I wanted to scream in misery. This can't be happening.

"Oh, god. I'm sorry Maya... Its not actually what it looks like!" I cried as I stood up.

"If its not then why did you say sorry?" She said as the nails on her fingers clawed into the paper tray.

I stayed silent. If I told her the real reason she wouldn't believe me. Should I lie? No! If I did she would know that I was lying either way I wasn't fooling Maya. It was impossible.

Maya scoffed and I realized I was taking too long to explain. I felt guilty. So guilty.

"So guilty, pretty much that's what happened" I said.

"Ugh I'm such and idiot I shouldn't have shone so much sympathy towards that little brat"

"Don't beat yourself up about this... Beat her up!" I said as the three of us laughed.

"Wait! Hold on... Maya, you like me?" Kendall said smirking.

Maya's eyes went wide and I covered my eyes in shock. What have I done?

"Oops" I whispered. Maya starred at me with furious eyes as she crossed her arms slightly embarrassed.

"So... That's a yes?" Kendall said calmly.

"Umm..." Maya began, she let out a sigh and nodded.

"Wow" Kendall said as he rose his hand behind his head and let it roam until he reached his face.

"Ugh, this is embarrassing" mumbled Maya. Oh this is all my fault.

"Its OK... I actually sort of like you too"