LUCYS POV

Its been three days since I have been locked in this safe room with Silvestre, even though when they come in to give us our meals they also bring Sebastian and Elena so I can spend some time with them. Mom, dad and my brothers have been saying that they are doing this because I need to clear things out between Silvestre and me but I don't want to. I mean I haven't even read the letter Luke and Alex left for me when they left, I don't even know if I will even read it since I don't want to know what excuses they have to say. If I wanted to I could break down the steel door and walk out of here but I don't want anyone to know that my wolf is midnight black with solid midnight black eyes just like my fathers father, I am the strongest one of everybody in this pack and that of Luke and Alex's. Even though I would go out running with Luke and Alex I would never shift into my wolf saying that I hadn't shifted yet, making them think that my mate had rejected me because of that.

When we are left alone Silvestre stays at the sofa while I am on the bed reading or staring at the walls or what ever catches my attention at that moment, I can always feel his eyes on me and I am grateful that the bathroom has a door so he doesn't see me while I take a shower or I am using the toilet. I don't know how much longer I can take being in this place with him, I am about to plow a gasket if I don't get out of here and go with my babies. How I miss playing with them and spending all the time I can with them, every time I hear them cry my wolf wants to take over and break out to be with our pups even though they aren't our by blood they are ours. When I start to think about them I am pulled out of my thinking state by Silvestre clearing his throat, I look towards him to find him standing at the foot of the bed.

"What do you want" I ask looking back at the fan above the bed

"Can we talk" he asked me

"Are we not talking now" I asked still not looking at him

"Lucy please look at me" he asked

"Why should I" I asked

"Please Lucy" he says

I sit up against the head board of the bed and look directly at him, I cross my hands over my chest giving him my full attention.

"I just want you to know that when I rejected you, it wasn't because I didn't want you but because you are the sister of all three of my best friends and I didn't know how they would react when they found out that I was your mate. Lucy, I do want you as my mate. Truly and honestly I do, I never wanted you to go away, mate with someone else and have their pups. I wanted you to bear my pups, I have been waiting to find my mate and make her mine but I was caught of guard when I found out that you were my mate. My sisters best friend, my friend's little sister, the little girl I would help protect at school and keep all the boys away from her" he said

As he said that I looked into his eyes and I could tell that he was saying the truth, I lowered my head when he mentioned mating and having pups with some one else. How was I going to tell him that I never mated with Luke or Alex, that the furthest we have gone was only oral and that we weren't the biological parents of Sebastian and Elena. Before I knew it I felt the other side of the bed dip letting me know that he had sat down next to me, I couldn't look at him because I knew that as soon as I looked at him I would burst out crying for keeping such big secrets from him.

"Lucy, I am willing to raise Sebastian and Elena as my own. I will make sure they are safe and grow up to be what every they want to be, I wont force them to call me father or dad if they don't want to but please just give me another chance to proof that I love you and want you in my life as my mate, Luna of this pack and mother of our pups" he said as he placed his hand near mine on the bed

"They aren't mine" I said without thinking about it twice

"What" he asked

"Sebastian and Elena aren't mine" I said still not looking at him

"But they have your eyes and they smell like you and my cousins" he says

"I was playing with the pups one day and then I started to hear crying not far from the pack house, I bolted out running towards where I was hearing the crying and when we got to the area where the crying was coming from there was a box and in the box were Sebastian and Elena. We took them to the pack doctor and found out they were just hours old and when they opened their eyes, we saw that they had my eyes and I fell in love with them. Luke and Alex agreed to adopt them as ours and before we knew it the rumor of us having had pups started, we never said anything because we were going to raise them as ours" I said

"So if you were so happy why would they cheat on you, you didn't complain when they were mating with those girls just like I didn't feel you mate with them" he said

"Because we never did, we agreed that we wouldn't mate until we had my parents and my brothers blessing" I said

He placed his thumb and fourth finger under my chin turning my face to look at him, when he looked at me I was sure that I was going to start crying.

"Why didn't you really mate with them" he asked

"Because I couldn't do it, I was already feeling bad having oral sex and I just couldn't go all the way. Every time we got carried away and we were about to mate, I would pull away and they wouldn't push me or force me to do anything I didn't want to" I said as I looked directly into his eyes

"I think the reason why you didn't want to give them what truly belongs to me and why you felt bad when ever you would have oral sex with them is because you still want to be with me" he said as he looked into my eyes

I knew that he was saying the truth, he was my true mate and I just couldn't give to some one else what was truly his for the taking. Hell if he would start kissing me right now I know that we would go all the way and I wouldn't care, he already explained why he did what he did and I could see where he was coming from but it still hurt to be rejected without any explanation that day. I leaned my head on to his shoulder and allowed him to put his arm around my waist and hold me close to him, before I knew it we were laying on the bed with me laying on his chest with one of my hands between us and the other over his waist while he held me with one hand on my waist holding me in place as the other played with my hair in a way that started to make my eyes close as they started to fell heavy and before I knew it everything went black.