Italy kept rubbing his wrists and was being very quiet. It made Germany worried because Italy was never silent. "And that ends are meeting cya next month" Germany said as soon as he finished almost everyone left. He felt a pain seeing Italy just looking at the table like it will be the last thing he ever will "see". "Italy, the meeting is over come on time to leave" Germany said gathering both there stuff. "Ve? Oh sorry captain" Italy said quickly gathering his stuff and quickly leaving. "Your not coming to my house?" Germany was getting very worried. Italy nodded and quickly left.
_-_-__le time skip to Italy-_-_-
"Phew he almost found out.. Oh we'll" Italy quickly thought as he was in his room painting. It was a picture of the axis and his family without him smiling. He frowned as his thoughts were returning, he hated his life and everything about it. People kept asking how he was always smiling and happy, we'll he keeps overdosing his pills. Romano doesn't know how thin and depressed he is. He is very pale because he never leaves his room. Soon Romano came through his door" hey idiot fratello, I'm about to leave to go to idiot Spain's, you fine alone? If not go to the potato ****** house" Italy only nodded and Romano closes the door. Once Italy knows he's gone he quickly grabs a box and goes to his bathroom *chu will never know miahahha* as he finishes cleaning up, Germany called asking if he could come over so he can keep a eye on him. "Ve, sure captin! We can have pasta, play games!!" Italy saying fast acting like his idiot self." Ja, Ja see yea tomorrow text me the time to pick you up" Germany said as he was starting to clean the guest room Italy sometimes stayed at, "alright bye!!" Italy hanged up and panicked, how was he going to survive without Germany knowing?! Maybe take as many pills, naw just take some before he leaves and hope for the best and for the scars.. He has rubber bands so if needed he can pluck hard to get the same results without anyone being suspicious of him. He started packing everything he needed while getting a sitter for his 2 cats Ita-cat and Roma-cat. Oh how much he could wish how this trip could change everything.