Gonna skip a little but we are going to meet Becca ~ Modern Blasphemy

"So you let your brother stay" Becca's voice was quite think british and she always spoke clearly. I remember the day she first came to America searching for a music buisness and she found it in a solo carrer selling albums of the shelf and she was beautiful and passionate about her work. She is my best friend.

"Yeah and Gerard has wrecked the house" I sigh taking my last sip of juice before I left to go home. "Wow, I know he hurt you when you were in high school but he changed" she asked curiously shuffling closer to me which made me laugh "Yeah but I asked Lynz and she said he is still the low life he was back then" I looked at the fire place where I had placed my shoes "What time is it?" I asked placing the wine glass down "Umm 9:30, Why?" Becca picked up her cat stroking her "I have to go and I have signings tomorrow" I got up swiftly "Okay we do this again though" she got up with me walking me to the fine beech door "Yes of course" I laughed into the night sky "Don't you have a radio interview in the morning before the signings" Becca said stopping me in my tracks "Yes, damnit Hold On Til May is busy at the moment" I huffed getting in my black slick car "Tell Kyle I said hi" she called "seriously Becca tell him your self" I look at her eyes and laughed giving up "Okay, Okay talk tomorrow" I drove off into the night.

When I finally drove up my driveway I noticed something "Frank's car, Mikeys and Gerard's" I hummed to my self and next to that was a blue van and the words written made me rage. 'Michelle's and Dora strip service', Fucking hell no this isn't happening to me. Jumping out I heard loud suductive music from my house, the door is open so I sneak in and walk into it still wearing my jacket and holding my keys. In the living room I saw it Gerard enjoying the attention and Mikey with a arkward boner.... Then a blonde girl in a bikini was grinding on Frank MY HUSBAND.

Walking the long way to the source of music which is my old boombox and pressed the stop button making the 3 girls look sharply up "Get out of this house you whores" I grab them a old jacket each "What about are pay?" the black hair one snapped at me "No where at all" I growl back.

Once they were out I turned to Frank who is walking towards me "Trish, It was Gerard's idea" he held my shoulder but shrugged it off "Hey, you agreed though Frank, what was it I haven't had sex for a 5 weeks" Gerard stood up "Mikey leave before I call your home" I snap at Mikey who got up and left. "Gerard go to your guest room" I say calmly now "What no" he shouts "GO or get out" I bark at him instantly making him run up the stairs.

It is just Frank and me now "Trisha" he started but I placed my hand on his chest "No Frank" I push past him jogging upstairs to grab a bag, "What are you doing?" he says running in "I am going back to Becca's house" I simply say grabbing some suitable clothes for tomorrow's events and night clothes. "So you miss sex then" I stand there ready "Oh, Trisha I never said that" he has tears in his eyes which makes me tear up but I don't "Really did you not" I shout "Hey don't shout at me" Frank then shouted "Then don't shout at me then" I lash back" I snap back pushing him back "I don't see the problem I wasn't into it all and if I knew you would be back tonight then I wouldn't" he shouted.

"So you think I was drinking" I shouted "Of course thats what you and Becca do" he went back black hair back "Really right so whilst I was out you think it was okay to sleep with someone other than your wife" I cry out "I miss sex okay, For fucks sake I was turned on for the back 2 weeks" Frank lashes out "I love you Trisha since the start of high school" he carried on "I love you now and always" Frank still was a cliche dick but now it was gone.

"Do you want to know why we haven't" I ask grabbing my bag and going to the bedroom door "Okay humor me" he grunts crossing his tattooed arms "Because I am fucking pregnant Becca now knows and I was going to tell you tomorrow on the radio as a surprise" I walked out leaving him standing there shocked as hell "WHAT THE FUCK, I am so sorry Trisha stay" Frank thunders down stairs "No we can talk tomorrow when I give Hunter a lesson, Think until then" I walk out and by now the tears are falling fast.

Once again I end up at Beccas house so grabbing my stuff I see the light is still on. I knock 3 times and wait patiently letting the tears ruin my make up.

When she opened she pulled me in and let me cry whispering things into my ear "Tell me everything Trisha" she pulled me to the couch I was just on "He had strippers there and then I told me why we hadn't screwed for weeks in the argument" I wept into her bath robe "Shh, you stay here for the night okay" Becca took my stuff and tucked me in like a child with a mother.