IM ALIVE BITCHES, I am sorry for the NO updates but I am back now and I have MORE books for you guys to check out.

I woke up hearing the hoover rattle in the next room to us which is Hunters room... He isn't cleaning because out of the 17 years I have known that boy, he hasn't cleaned that room unless forced into it by his father.

I walked past and hear the bed board bang... Oh god he has a women in there. I carry on into the kitchen to find Gerard sipping the coffee we bought from Walmart and it is shitty but okay, I look him over and see a weird roundness on his chest "Hey bro, what the fucks with the chest thing" I stifle a laugh as he blushes "oh crap you can see" he rummages around until he keeps his back to me "so why a bra?" I take a apple "I wanted to try it out, plus its really small stuffed training bra" he blushes again "stop blushing Gee, you remind me of me back in high school" I laughed "theres a drag club house in town" Gerard moves around the kitchen bu trips over "why should I care?" I shrug and the hoover switches off suddenly "theres only Matthew up there" Gerards face controted into confusion and I spat my apple out over the table "No freaking way" Gerard laughed but I was still shocked "Hey Trisha, can I go to that club?" Gerard pushes and I nod. 

10 minutes later Hunter and Matthew walk in, Hunter freezes "Mom, I can explain" he stutters "Well tell me who tops" I laugh and Hunter blushes "I do Mrs Iero" Matthew smiles wrapping his arm around Hunter "Well your fathers behind you" I just notice "dad, I am sorry" he tenses and so do I because even though I know Frank doesn't care I am willing to leave him if he can't, "I don't care but keep PDA low" he hugs my son "thanks Mr Iero" Matthew smiles at his boyfriend "please call us Trisha and Frank" Frank came to my side and kisses me on the cheek before walking to the fridge "though I swear you liked Copeland" I smile "I thought I did but then Hunthew happened" Hunter cuddles into Matthews side cutely "awe my son is a submissive kitten" I awed and left the room smiling instantly when I hear a annoyed "MOoom"

I walk into the living room and watch Netflix for a few hours later having people join in the new lovers on the love seat and frank and me sharing the couch with Gerard now braless and scrolling on his phone "HOLY SHOOT" he shouts grabbing the remote from the coffee table and changing the show to the news "I was watching that" I whimper "shh for a second Trish" Frank hushes  me and we all see the news anchor man speaking.

"At 3 am this morning a group of police men found local prisoner Pete Wentz shot and killed in what is believed a gang fight. The prisoner had hurt a family emotional and physically but now he is dead. His son Matthew Wentz was cleared by doctors and is under the state of safe but his fathers death may hurt him deeply, next the weather"

It was silent just me sobbing "its over finally" I whisper and then hear a sniffle and Matthew cuddled into Hunter "I didn't know my father hurt you, but it hurts to know I am fatherless now" Matt is Pete's son and I thought I would of been scared but I trust him "don't worry, I can be your father in law remember" Frank has tears but remained strong "I love you all, you're my family" Gerard says smiling making me smile too.

We had been through it all but in the end we have each other and in fact that is all that counts in life having 1 person that believes in you enough to make you feel able to strong and from the start, I had my brothers and Frank.

This was my life and even though half of the things I said made no real sense because the author can't write to save her life, I am happy you joined me.