When I got home that day I rushed to get some jeans on and some money if Frankie was getting me a dress then I could get some coffee I walked in and automatically regretted it seeing that Gerard, Mark and Simon was inside on the couch "Hey its little whore" I heard mark retort whilst I ran upstairs, coming downstairs going into the kitchen to grab my phone then hearing the door click open making me spin open"hey where are you off to then" Gerards voice was ringing in my head "out Gerard, to the mall to get a dress for tomorrows party" I said barging past "who says you were invited" Simon growls smiling "your rules dumbass, the fact I have to give a speech plus its held at my house" I said grabbing my keys and bag before leaving to meet Frank I heard Gerard say the words I wished he never would say "Dude sometimes I wish she wasnt my sister" then hearing a chrous of laughter, On my way running to the mall, I collided into a firm body "Hey watch it little girl" his voice was new and chilling when I looked up I saw a well bulit body with 2 others next to him, he had black hair and a long sleeve shirt on "who are you any way" he backed off me a little "Trisha" I exclaimed feeling his heat of his breath on me "well Im pete Wentz and Im about to push you into a bush" before I could run his big hands took hold of my shoulder pushing me into a hedge hearing them laugh and walk off "Go cut yourself trashbag" No one ever said that to me and thats when I felt the urge to do it hurt my body. So I ran into the mall which was only 2 blocks away into me and Franks favourite coffee shop seeing his face I ran over.

"Hey Trisha, hows everything at home when you got back" he smiled pushing a coffee at me "Frank..... Gerard said he wishes that I wasnt his sister" I held back tears but I didnt tell him about Pete Wentz, so after half an hour he surrgested we go Little Devils Dress Shop. "Frank I couldnt its way too expensive" I pushed off the thourght of having one of their dresses "Well its a good job your a Way then and Im your Fairy god mother" We laughed before heading off to the boutique.

Buys the black dress on the side/above

On my way home I collided with another body "trash bag why are you annoying me" It was pete. he shook me  I felt him push me to the tarmac smashing my face feeling it brusie already, I heard a small clink as I opened to see a blade on the floor "go kill yourself already" and he ran with me getting up to go home and get a frozen bag of peas to my head.

I slammed the front door with a bang "Where have you been grapes" Gerard rush over thats when I hit rock bottom and anger furred inside me like a volcano it erupted "HOW DARE YOU CALL ME THAT" I shouted stroming into the kitchen freezer "FIRST IM NOT YOUR SISTER AND NOW THIS" I felt Mikey run in and take my dress letting my anger out he knew was the best. It felt good watching Gerard look scared at my outburst "DONT YOU DARE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT THEN CALL ME GRAPES, IM SICK AND TIRED OF YOU GERARD" he really did shrink down "DAD LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU GEE" oh no that wasnt meant to come out saying why dad left then calling him Gee. No let him feel the pain that always washes over me. When I saw he had nothing to say I rolled my eyes and went upstairs before slamming my door I heard a faint sob from Gerard that sounded like "Im sorry." Going to my bed I could see Mikey had put the dress on the side, then a shoe box caught my eyes reading the note it said " Dear Trisha. Happy Birthday love DAD" and inside were a pair of black converse trainers that suited my dress perfectly as it was my birthday in a few months and only the family and Frank, I expected something from Mikey and Frank but no one else. Granma Helena died and Gerard didnt care any more, other people simply forgot.

So I put smashing pumpkins on full blast and got ready for tomorrow. Us Ways got a day off tomorrow from the school to "set up" by that I mean I do the work and Mikey cooks some sort of food Frank got a day off tomorrow to help me since he was a Way to us. At 2:00am I heard my door knock softly so I turned my music down and walked over to the door seeing a tired looking Gerard at the door yawning and saying "Trisha go to bed its a busy day tomorrow" he stumbled inside this time not smelling like sex "well we have work, whilst you sleep all day" I spat at him "Hey talked to Mikey and we agreed I should help so I am" He walked out wearing only his football shirt. so for once I did as I was told and fell asleep with my guitar tuned and ready for tomorrow nights festive fun.