Eyes

I don't own the picture above I found it on the internet so ya. 

Trigger Warnings: Swearing, Bullying, Threats, Suicidal thoughts If there are any others please tell me.

"I don't think you understand" said  Gemini with a slightly insane tone in her voice. I felt my stomach drop. I felt small even though I was the same height as her. I wanted to shrink down until I disappeared. I closed my eyes hoping it would happen. disappear disappear disappear. I opened my eyes again to be met with Gemini's cold eyes she looked purely insane. I didn't know what to do but stay paralyzed like a deer in the spotlight. 

"You HAVE to do this. You don't have a choice or else well lets just say missing posters with your ugly face on it will be found all over the town." 

"Y-You're f-fucked in the h-head G-Gemini" I stuttered I'm just in a rebellious mood today aren't I?  I should've just kept my fucking mouth shut and stayed quiet. I thought as my back hit the lockers I didn't even realize that I had began to back up I looked for anyway of an escape as Gemini continued to yell at me about how I should be greatly honored for her to even acknowledge my, as she put it "worthless existence". 

"Hey are you even listening you little bitch?" I looked back at her and one of her "colleagues" smiled at me with a dark grin. John pulled out what looked like a 4 inch pocket knife from his left jean pocket. My blood immediately went cold. So instantly I jumped a little. He took notice of this and just laughed.

"Don't like my little friend?" he said walking towards me his eyes almost how Gemini's eyes had been a few seconds before now her eyes were somewhat shocked but still somewhat insanely happy. 

"John what are you doing?" asked Addison with a tone of concern in her voice 

"What do you think?" asked John glaring at her as the realization hit her. Her hazel eyes widening to the size of golf balls. 

"What the fuck?!?!" you never said we were going to do this!" she said looking back at me then back to John and Gemini who didn't really care and just rolled their eyes at her. 

"Addison dear..." said Gemini in a sweet tone. "do you reaaally want to get in trouble with me?" she asked walking closer to her while rubbing her shoulder in a slow motion. 

"no...." she said looking down at the ground. 

"good, Carol hold her to the locker so she won't get away" I felt my life drain away as Carol came closer and closer to me her face completely void of all emotion. DO SOMETHING YOU IDIOT YOU DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DIE DO YOU??? I thought to myself as Carol came closer and closer as I stood frozen in fear. RUN! RUN! RUN!-

"RUN!!" yelled a familiar voice followed by a thud I looked to where the voice came from to see Addison on top of Carol who was on the ground struggling to get back up. I obliged and ran out the front door and out of the school.

~~~~~TIME SKIP CAUSE I'M FUCKING LAZY~~~~~~ 

I ran until I felt as if my lungs would burst. I collapsed to the ground and coughed until my throat became sore which didn't take too long. I leaned up against a building and thought of what just happened. I left her. She helped me escape and I left her with those psychopaths I felt the guilt begin to overwhelm me. 

I left her behind they probably killed her. And it's all my fault, I'm the reason someone died. 

I pulled out my phone to call the police but immediately decided not to Carol's mother was the chief of police and from my experience she didn't take kindly to others telling her "lies" about her "sweet daughter from heaven" or so she says. I need to go back to check on her  I thought as I stayed leaning against the building as people walked by me not acknowledging the traumatized teenager. I felt my body began to shake It's all my fucking fault she dead and it'll be my fault I'm useless I should just kill myself no one will care anyway I never was important I have no meaning, I'm a waste, I deserve to die at least then the court won't have to sentence me the death sentence for letting Addison die. I curled up into a ball and silently sobbed as I began to shake.

I couldn't breath my chest felt tight and everything was a blur except for the sounds of my sobs and choppy breathing(choppy? is that the right word? I don't know).

"Georgia?" 

I haven't been able to update because of school so ya hope this was ok enough if not than I'm not sorry.

-PolarWolf

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