panic attack ( SPOILERS )

TW KINDA DISCRINITION OF BEING EATEN ALIVE OR HAVING MAGGOTS IN YOU SKIN, IF YOURE NOT COMFTERBLE PLEASE CLICK OFF AND KNOW THAT ITS FINE YOUR DISTURBED BY IT, ITS NORMAL.
Skipp all parts with 👇👆 okay.

As in.
👇👇👇
Your mother
👆👆👆

Mui pov

I woke up, I couldn't stop thinking of it. Eversince I got my memories back I've changed, I can express emotions and..

Remember.

Everything..

👇👇👇                        .
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I couldn't get it out of my head. The maggots, crawling I my skin. And yuichiro, I couldn't save him. I couldn't let go of him. I had to let them eat me, I had to see him again, I won't let his hand go.. the blood, flesh, seeing my own brother, dead in front of me and being eaten by bugs. Still wasn't enough to stop me.
👆👆👆

I knew I was going to burst out. I ran into the bathroom and shut the door. My thoughts went out my head and all I could see was the bathroom, but everything was strobing. I curled up against the cupboard and cried my eyes out,

"mui?!" He was at the door, genya heard me.. he was frantically trying to open it. He walked in.

Genya pov

I walk in to see my boyfriend on the floor, tearstained face, and curled up on the floor. I immediately sat next to him and pulled him into my arms, holding him as tight as I could, "mui look at me." I say frantically trying to move his hair off his wet face while he looks up at me. "What's wrong I say.", he bursts into tears and buries his head into my chest. 'Shhhh.' I say over and over while stroking his hair. "Its okay, it's okay." He stopped crying, slightly. "I'm going to be right back." I shift him onto the floor and feel him pulling me

'No.'

I lightly took his hand off of me. I went to get him some water and tissues. And when I came back he was on the tiles asleep. His hair was all over the place so I gathered it all into one place, them picked him up and placed him on the bed, he had woken up while I put him down and made his own position. I went to the bathroom to grab the water and tissues, he was half laying off of the bed, his hair dragging on the ground, "wow his hair got long-" remembering when they first met. I placed the water down on the ground next to his hair, occupancied by the tissues, I hugged him and pulled him into me. He grabbed into my shirt really tight and curled into me. " I love you mui" I say. "Gen..?" He replied. "Yes?" He kissed my on the cheek and giggled slightly. "Thank you for helping me." He hugged me, not able to reach his arms around my torso. I kissed his head then played with his hair and rubbed his back until he fell asleep.

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