So basicly this is a school au, mui lives with yui and his parents, his parents are alive
And mui gets bullied abt his hair and looks

Neither yui or Gen know abt the bullies or bullying

This is angsty

And the requester asked for me to not @ them.

HELPPPP I'M READING THIS A YEAR LATER WHAT THE FUCK WAS I WRITING THIS IS SO BAD 😭😭😭

Mui pov

Hm? A note?

Meet me at the back of the school,
( a generic after school time idk- )

Should I..? Yeah.. I'll just go I guess- it might be genya-

Yui will probably be out doing his after school stuff so it'll be fine..

After school

I wait behind the school, I waited about five minutes.. then I saw them..

The bullies..

"Aww, he really took the bait huh??" One of them says. I immediately realize I went wrong..

"Hmm.. welp.. his loss-" another says, chuckling. I try to back off, one of them runs up to me and goes behind me to stop me. "Hm, looks like you need a haircut-" the one behind me says, picking up a bit of my hair and pulling it slightly. "He does doent he," the first one says. They held up a pair of scissors. My heart immediately dropped.

"No.. go away.." I say, the one behind me also had scissors.. I heard the little 'ching' Sound they make when they open. I immediately ran forwards and got out of his grip.

They circled me as I sat on the ground, scared. My eyes started to tear up.

"He's so scared.. such a little baby-" one says, grabbing my arm and trying to hold me still. "Please.. stop.." I push out. Another goes behind me and holds my hair. "No- stop!" I yell, trying to get free. The last one gets the scissors and pretends to cut it. My heart was racing.. I was so scared..

"You need a haircut, honestly- when will you just fucking man up and cut it?" One of them says. I continue to stay still, terrified of what's going on..

They stopped after a long seven minutes, then throw me at the wall and leave..

I just curled up in a ball and cried.. what if they do it again.. what if they cut my hair..

I just sat there, terrified of what will happen if they do it again..

10 minutes later

I'm just gonna go home now..
I start walking, and get lost in my thoughts..

I don't want to cut my hair.. I don't want anyone to..

Mother used to play with my hair all the time when yuichiro and I were little.. it brought her joy.. she even said one time that if I cut it she would be devastated..

And when she got too busy with work that she didn't do it.. it was only midway through my back.. I wanted to cut it, but when I took care of it myself.. it grew on me.. I loved it.. I still do..

It's nod midway past my back anymore.. it's past my hips by quite a bit..

And I'm way more attached to it.. I love it so m-

OW-!

I bumped into something-

"Shit! Who the fuc- oh, hi mui-" I hear from a familiar voice, it was genya-

I just looked up at him. His facial expression dropped, "mui what happened- have you been crying-?" He says, I just run past him, hoping he wouldn't catch up..

Genyas thoughts:
( is mui okay..? Maybe he just needs space- I'll check on him tomorrow..)

Back to mui

I run inside and into the kitchen, I grab a pair of scissors.. I won't cut my hair.. but I'm just having them on hand..

I sprint into my room and lock the door, I sit on my bed and just ball my eyes out.. crying everywhere.. it was uncontrollable..

I don't want that to happen again.. please can it not..

A while later when yuichiro got home

"Mui! I have dinner-" I hear my brother yell. I go downstairs to eat with him.

I had calmed down a few minutes prior so my face wasn't too puffy and red, but I think he could tell I had been crying..

We had dinner and it was really good, but yuichiro seemed a bit suspicious of me.. he knew something was up, but I played it off well..

I thanked him and went back upstairs into my room.

And cried again..

But much worse.. so much worse..

I cried so hard.. everything was blurry, nothing felt right..

I didn't even feel like myself..

I was so wound up in my panic attack, I didn't even realize my actions..

I squeezed my hand and heard something..

I took my other hand down from behind my head and looked at it..

I was holding a fistful of long, blue and black hair..

I took away my other hand..

A pair of scissors..

I opened my hand and saw the hair fall silently to the ground..

I continued to grab chunks of my hair and cutting it.. I couldn't stop..

I had finnished..

I looked at the ground and saw my hair scattered everywhere..

I only just realized what I had done.. my eyes teared up.. my heart dropped..

I dropped the scissors and held my hands to my mouth, stopping myself from making any loud noises..

I dropped to the floor and put my back against my bed, I curled up and hugged my legs..

I can't believe what I had just done.. I cut all my hair.. all of it..

I cried for longer..

Then got into bed.. and tried to sleep my problems away..

The next morning

Yuichiro pov

Hmph- for God sakes mui, why do you sleep in so much-

I'm waiting at the bottom of the stairs for my younger brother.

Actually.. he's been sleeping in a lot longer than usual.. is he okay..?

I walk back up the stairs and into his room. I slowly open the door..

'What the fuck-?!' I whisper shout to myself.

There was hair scattered everywhere.. it was muis hair..

I slowly and quietly walk to my brothers bed, making sure not to step on any hair.

I wake him up,

My eyes widen to see him.. puffy-ish eyes from crying and short, extremely choppy hair..

"Mui.. what the hell happened-?!" I whisper shout. He looks at me, worried. "I don't know.." I lift up his head to have a good look at his hair.. he had a good hack at it..

I'm not letting him go to school like that.. no way in hell..

"Oh god.. I'm gonna tell mum and dad your sick and staying off." I tell him. He nods slowly.

I pat him on the head and head to my parents room, telling them about the exceuse.

They bought it, and I headed off to school.

Mui pov
( timeskip lol)

I'm sitting in bed, contemplating what I did last night..

Huh- oh, a text from gengen

Gen: I heard you were sick, can I drop in to check on you?
Mui: oh. I'm not sick but sure
Gen: what's wrong then?
Mui: you'll see when you come here

Shit. He's gonna see my hair.. I haven't even seen it.. I just know it's really short, and probably really choppy..

I got myself up and went into my bathroom and looked at myself.

It was so choppy.. and so short..

One side of the front was chin length and the other was close to the start of my neck..

I felt the back of my hair, it was extremely choppy.. I felt like crying.. but I've cried enough over it now..

When genya arrives

Genya pov

"Hello?" I say, knocking on muis door. I hear a small "come in." And walk in.

All I saw was hair.. everywhere..

My eyes widen as I look at my boyfriend, choppy, short hair.

"Hi gen.." He says awquardly. "What happened?!" I ask. "Uhmm.. I had a panic attack And uh.." He stuttered. I look at him, and cuff his cheeks with my hands, then wrap my arms around him and hug him. "What made you- you know.. cut all your hair off-?!" I say in frustration, not towards him, but towards whatever made him do that. And just frustration in general.

Mui explains the bullying to genya

I hug my small boyfriend. "Mui.. do you want me to fix your hair?" I say. He looks at me, confused. "Fix?" "Yes, cut it better-" I reply. He nods and sits on his bed, I grab a pair of scissors from off the floor, I'm assuming that's what cut his hair prior..

I went behind him and started cutting the longer chunks. I made it even, I knew mui didn't like it.. neither did I.. but it has to happen. I cleared his bed and floor from hair and cuddled him.

He was very sad, I could tell. But he cheered up after cuddling..