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So do y'all remember that younger mui cosplay I did? With white kimono?

Well.. I'm remaking it!

More experience= better cosplay skills, so yeah no, I hope you guys will like it

I'm making an axe out of foam at the moment, and I'm gonna cover the kimono in blood, I'm basing the cosplay off if this ver

So yeah no, lots of fake blood needed..

But, don't worry, making a new kimono so I don't ruin my good one, so, yippee!!

Anyway, enjoy

Mui pov

“You going to school?” “No, I don't think so, I want a bit of a break”

Yui looked at me funny.. “I get that it's a hard break up.. But I just- shouldn't you go to school? You need to talk to people, otherwise genya will, you don't want rumors about you, do you?”

I shrugged, “He can day what he wants, I know what is and isn't true” “but others don't..”

“I don't care.. I want to stay in bed..” “You want to stay in bed and hug genyas hoodie? Instead of going to school?” He asked, I slowly nodded..

“Mui, get over it, he's an asshole anyway, okay? Stop being a baby and clinging onto a stupid hoodie” He over spoke

I watched him cover his mouth and look down

“I.. Shouldn't have said that.. I'm so sorry..”

I just kinda.. Stared st him.. I didn't expect my own brother to say something like that..

“I- is that what you've been thinking this whole time..?”

He shook his head, “It's not, I just.. I want you to move on.. He was an asshole if he didn't listen to y-” “yeah well, the relationship went on for like s year.. Of course I'm going to be upset it's not going to take me a day to recover.. It'll take longer..” I said.. Upset st the fact he expected me to so easily get over it..

“Look, I'm sorry, I haven't been in a relationship before, alright? So I didn't know-” “yeah but you would expect it to take a while…”

It didn't really make me too upset.. I think just the state im in makes me super.. Super fragile..

“I just.. Don't want to go.. Okay..? Akazas here.. I'll be fine.. Okay?” I told him, he just frowned.. “Fine.. Just.. Don't do anything bad..”

So that's what he's worried about?

“Seriously yui, just head to school, I'm fine, I just don't want to be there, I need a mental break, okay?” “Yeah.. I know..”

He looked down, before tying his hair up, and grabbing his bag..

He looked st me one more time, before hugging me..

“Please stay safe, I'm sorry” he told me, before leaving, I said bye bye before watching him leave..

I quickly went back into our room, took my shirt off and put on some shorts.. I just lay there with my shirt off.. It was pretty hot..

I can't imagine how yui will cope.. Long sleeves button up, pants, woolen school jersey, long hair- and those dumb school shoes that cause to clentching blisters..

Although..

I'd prefer long hair than.. This..

Man.. It feels like it'll never grow back.. I haven't even trimmed it yet.. And it's still growing so slow.. It's like it hasn't even budged..

It's like it'll take years.. Years I'm not willing to waste trying to grow my hair back..

But I am willing to..?

I just want it back.. I miss it.. I miss all the struggles that came with it.. At first I didn't.. But now I miss them, I miss having to untangle it.. Spend an hour brushing it.. All that.. I miss it so much.. I really do.. I never thought I'd ever miss that stuff until I lost it..

At this point there's not even a point.. It's not like it'll grow back any time soon.. So what's even the point..?

It sucks.. All those compliments I got on my hair.. Or in general.. They all disappeared..

Yui gets them now.. He hates them though.. Always has.. I wish I got some validation now.. But I guess not since I'm not.. Well..

‘Pretty’

Like I was..