Sorry if this seems out of order.. I have all NY stuff in docs and can't get them to be in order and it's stressing me out ah

Mui pov

I felt horrible.. I'm tired of this..

I had slept through.. I fell asleep.. Cried and sobbed myself to sleep..

I saw yui on his phone next to me..

“Ah.. What time is it..?”

He looks over st me, “good morning- it's ten, at night” he told me, looking over..

“You were sleep talking.. About genya- you okay? I noticed you had used his hoodie as a pillow too”

I shrugged.. “Just upset..” “Yeah I get that, hey, tsnjiros online, could you talk to him? I told him what happened, he wants your point of view”

I shook my head, “I'm tired.. Maybe tomorrow” I told him, he nodded, and came over to me, and gave me a hug..

“I'm so sorry, you didn't deserve that, hell regret it.. Hell want you back, I know it, hell find out it was a misunderstanding, and I bet he'll come crawling back on his hands and knees” he told me, rubbing my back, I nodded,

“I know you probably don't want to talk about it.. But.. I judt- I fucking hate that bitch for what he did, okay? I won't let it happen again, he's an absolute ass. He will regret it” he told me, I shrugged

“He'll probably find someone better anyway.. No point in trying to wish he'll come back” “And who's better?” He asked

“Tanjiro, aoi, z-” “No, plus, anyway, no one would last like you guys did.. Or would've, okay? You guys were perfect, it'd his fault, he's an ass”

I shrugged.. “Just.. I want to sleep.. You should too.. Okay?” I asked, he nodded, “I'm not tired, I'll be on my phone for s while, will sleep soon though, don't worry”

“Ah, okay, well I'll head to sleep” I said, and laid my hand over the side of the bed, and yui noticed the cut from the scissors.

“What is that?” He asked aggressively, taking my hand, looking at it, worried,

“I accidentally cut it..” I told him he looked angry, “was it an accident? Was it really?”

“What do you think it is-” “you know damn well what I think it is” he told me, I tilted my head before realizing

“Yui.. It isn't.. I swear..” “Other arm, give” he told me, I shook my head so he rolled me over and looked st it, “.. Fine, didn't you dare start that shit” “I know.. I know, don't worry, I won't” I told him, he looked st me, “Good, because I'm going to check” he told me, I rolled my eyes

I turned over and pulled my covers over my head 

“Nighty night..” I said, he opened s draw, “Mhm, have s good sleep”

Ah.. Why is it do weird thinking he's thinking I'm gonna do that stuff..

I mean.. I understand why.. I felt like I deserved it the other day.. I'm going through a lot too.. So.. I see why..

Should I..?

No, mui what the hell are you thinking? Absolutely not, yui would be devastated, not to mention how it'd scar.. You'd be left with that forever.. So don't..,

Dont do it mui, you're okay, alright? No panic, just don't do it.. You're okay..

Don't even consider it.. You know how it scars.. What it does.. It's addictive.. And horrible.. Plus.. It'd be bad for yui.. I know he'd blame himself.. So I just can't.. Absolutely not