Getting tired of writing, probably will quit after I finnish Mt important books ah

Mui pov

I sat in the stall, ballinng my eyes out… he.. Actually broke up with me..

He didn't believe me.. Why didn't he…?

Now tanjiro and everyone..

Hate me…

why.. Why.. Why me…? I didn't want this… not in a million years.. I thought we'd be perfect… .

I thought he loved me… if he really did.. He would've listened..

My hair.. I cut it for him… I.. This will take years.. Years to grow back.. I chopped it to stay with him… it's his own fault.. His dad did it to me… . And yet he leaves me..?

The bathroom door slammed open..

“Mui…?”

… stay quiet.

“Mui it's senjiro.. Please come out.. I know what happened.. I'm so sorry it did.. I'm here to help you…”

I've never been fond of senjiro.. But he's kind.. He's really kind hearted..

“Come on, I know you're in the 4th stall, come out please..” He said, and slid a notebook under the stall door, along with a sharpie..

“If you don't want to talk.. Just.. Write your feelings down here.. I get it'd be hard to talk..”

Man he's so kind…

“I'm sorry..” I spoke up..

“Could you let me in?” He asked, “I.. Sure…?” I said, and slightly opened the stall door, he looked at me sympathetically..

“Ahh.. You've been crying really hard.. Haven't you..?” He said, and got a tissue from his pocket, and wiped my cheeks with it, clearing off the tears..

“I figured this was better than wiping your tears with toilet paper-” he said with a laugh, before stopping and looking at me..

“Im sorry, I'm not the best at helping.. I've never been in a relationship.. I think you can tell why aha- but, I know it would be.. So so hard.. To be.. Split up” he said, I nodded, he put his arms out, “You need a hug…?” He asked, I nodded and leaned into him and sobbed quietly.. He rubbed my back..

“It's okay.. If he didn't even.. Believe your part of it.. You didn't deserve him anyway.. I'm sorry he broke up with you so easily.. And horribly.. I think yuis dealing with him right now…” he said, my head shot up, banging him in the chin,

“Oh.. Sorry- ah” I said quickly, he shook his head, “Why did you get so shocked..?” He asked, “he always does it.. I told him to stop- I-” I said, trying to stand up but he pushed me down, “No, stay here.. He'll come soon” he told me, I shook my head frantically.. “I can't have him get in another fight because of me.. I-I… Ah..” I shook out, he nodded, “I get that, it's not physical.. It's more of like.. Insults.. I heard a few..”

“How bad were they..?” I asked, panicking. “Hey no they weren't bad, okay? Just shit talking about genyas weight and scars, yuis features and braces.. That stuff..” “N-No.. I.. I don't want him fighting over me again..” I said, he shook his head, “You're fine.. Okay?”

Before I knew it yui burst through the door

“Where's mui-?!” He said, before seeing me, and immediately went down to me and hugged me, pushing senjiro out the way, “That fucking asshole! I swear to God, I will make sure he doesn't see the light of day ever aga-” “No.. Please don't.. Leave him alone…” I said, he shook his head, “After what you went through to be with him and he broke up with you because of what he thought? Absolutely not I'm not letting him slide”
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Yui pov

I sat there as he sobbed and burst into tears on my shoulder.. I rubbed his back and sushed him.. Telling him it's okay.. But it wasn't

Fucking asshole. 

Mui did everything for that cunt, and he doesn't care? He has a permanent.. Well.. Long lasting memory of genya now- 

“You know what?” “.. Hm..?” He asked, looking up, he still was sobbing.. 

“We're gonna get genyas clothes, right? The ones we have at home, and were going to buy shit tons of glitter, fucking ruin all his shirts.. You have some of his favorite band shirts, right?” 

He looked at me

“Yui.. T-Thats.. Really wrong..” “And so is what he did to you, so, it's fair, alright?” 

He shook his head and clung to me, “It's either glitter, or we cut up his clothes” I told him.. He looked down

“.. N-Neither..” He told me, I shook my head, “Glitter, that'll work” I said, he seemed upset.. 

“Could I at least keep one..?” He asked.. 

The hell-? 

“Why-” I asked- confused

“.. It's special… it's the first shirt he ever bought me… it was his, but he bought it too small.. It's been my favorite shirt of his to wear.. It reminds me of him…” “then why would you want it?” “I'm not ready to let go..” He said, and bursted into tears, clinging onto my jersey

“Oh mui..” I said, and patted his head, senjiro looked sad.. “Would you like to go to my house? Get out of school..? I think you should go home..” He told him

“... I want to talk to genya.. M-Maybe he'll understand…” “Mui, you aren't talking to him, okay?” 

He looked upset.. 

“But.. What if he listens..?” “He won't, and indoor want you near him, maybe give each other space if you're really that desperate” I told him.. But he seemed upset

Senjiro rubbed his back, “Listen, it hurts, it stings, it really does, but you're string mui, you can do this” he told mui, smiling

Mui sighed, and curled into me

“I'm not ready to let go… I love genya.. I don't want to loose him.. I don't want him to hate me.. I.. We did everything together… and he hates me…” “Mui it's okay, you're alright” “N-No.. I'm not.. I have ugly fucking short hair because of him.. Half of my wardrobe is his… I spent half of all I can remember with him.. For nothing..”

And that cut deep, it did, I understood what he meant.. 

I looked at my hair and sighed

“I.. I could cut my hai-” “No.. No please don't…” he said, “I don't want yours short.. One of us had to keep it.. Mama loved our hair…” he said, “from what you told me.. She always wanted it to be like yours.. Or what mine was… before..” He added.. 

“I don't want yours cut..” “But you're struggling-” “No.. Please yui.. Don't.. If it's short it'll make me feel even worse.. Like it's my fault you did it..” 

I sighed, and rubbed his back, “Fine.. I don't know if I'd be able to make myself do it anyway ah.. So yeah.. Don't worry…”

Was a lie, sure I'd be upset, but if he needed support- I'd do or with our a thought

“Plus, senji would beat my ass if I did” I said with a giggle, senjiro laughed too

Mui smiled.. It was obviously a half smile.. It wasn't real.. 

I whispered in his ear.. 

‘Should I stop talking about senjiro?’

He made a slight noise before slightly nodding.. ‘If that's okay.. I just.. Yeah… I..’ He stuttered out.. 

I nodded.. I understand why he doesn't want it.. Im okay with that..