Linka's POV

I woke up to dark walls. I saw a light, i started to go towards it, but started seeing memories of me and my brothers. I cried and started to turn around. I fought against the pull. I woke up in a white room. I was in pain. I had a tube shoved up my nose and another one down my throat. I started to cough.

"Doctor. DOCTOR!!!!" a voice yelled, i couldn't turn my head, but i recognized it as my mothers voice,"She's awake and coughing on the tube." A nurse ran in and took the tube out of my throat. I felt full, that was an odd feeling for me. I picked up my hand and started to move it. How did i get here? That's right, I slit my wrist and downed death in a pill bottle. I couldn't look at my parents. I've already disappointed them enough. What they did next surprised me. They hugged me and sobbed.

"We thought we had lost you. I want you to tell me everything that happened to you from start to finish," My mom said. They sat patiently. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I cried, i broke down.

I started rocking back and forth," I can't, I can't, I don't want to think of it. I want to die to get rid of it. I want the pain to end. I want to die. I don't know why i didn't go towards the light. I'm not needed. I'm and ugly slut who is a nobody bitch. Why am i like this? I hate this, i hate school, i hate my bullies, i hate Jake, i hate this world, i love my family, i hate myself, i detest my self, why was i born? I hate my past. I hate people in my past. I don't want to ever think about it again. I want to cut so far i bleed to death." My parents looked horrified at the sight. They called the doctor in. He and a couple of nurses had to pin me down to force me to take some pills. I relaxed and then passed out.

Rita's POV

I broke down sobbing, my husband comforted me.

"Is she really to that point? How far was she pushed? What happened?" I had so many question and the only one that could answer them was Linka.

The doctor came over to us.

"The good thing is that she is awake now. But i'm going to keep giving her those pills until she is either emotionally stable or well enough to go home and get treated. I don't want to have to put her into a facility. I'll prescribe her some anti-depressants. Also, we have to do a thorough examination on our patients. Especially ones in this condition emotionally. We do this to check for stuff like cuts, bruises, any sign of self harm, rape, abuse. We checked to see if her hymen was intact. It's not. That doesn't necessarily mean that something did happen, but she also hans a couple of scares that would leave to me to believe she was handled roughly in some way in the area. I'd say, wait until she is stable and able to go home. She'll tell you when she's ready. Also, we did a check to see if any of you are a kidney match. Luckily, Loki, Loni, Lane, and Lynn are all matches. The others are too young. If one of them can give up a kidney it could save her life," the doctor said.

I stood there in utter shock. Not about the kidney, but the first part. To think something as horrible as that could happen to my girl. My body shook.

"We'll talk to them," i quietly said.

"We should head home sweetie," Lynn sr said trying to calm me down. I nodded. He drove, it was silent. I texted Loki, Lane, and Lynn. I don't think Loni would realize what was happening if we tired to get him to give up a kidney. Loki automatically said yes. I texted the others telling them that Loki is going to do it. I went to bed, by now it was 11:00. I cried and Lynn sr held me as i did so. I fell asleep crying.