The guys helped bring my things inside and Gemma says "sweetheart we all have your back now, your our family and we take care of our own." smiling I look around and say "thank you guys" and Chibs says "no problem lass, if you ever need anything come to us" and the guys all nod their heads agreeing. Clay then says "let's head back to the clubhouse and gets some drinks" so we all leave and go to the clubhouse and once we're there the guys start asking questions. Tig asked me "if you been in an orphanage since you were a baby how did you get your name" and I said "Sister Mary the orphanage director named me since I was abandoned at birth and my last name is the name of the orphanage" Juice then asked "did you ever look up your mom" and I said "she gave the hospital a fake name so even if I wanted to I can't" Half-Sack "do they celebrated holidays in a orphanage" and I says "yes, for Easter and Thanksgiving we have a big dinner and for Christmas we would get one present each and a big dinner then on a birthday you get your favourite meal, a cake and one gift" he the asked "why didn't you get a family" and I said "when I was a baby they wanted older kids and when I was older they wanted babies. when I was 3 I started to understand what was happening when people would come over to see us, I remember I would get so excited to maybe get my forever family but when I turned 6 I lost all hope for ever getting a family. I watched many people come in and give all the attention to one kid only to decided on another. that's what would hurt the most, they would get your hopes up only to decided on another kid" Gemma then says "it's all their loss your ours now" and pulls me in a hug. When we pull away from the hug Jax says "we may have only met but we're your forever family now and we won't ever turn our backs on you" and the next thing I know I'm pulled into a group hug.