Well, what can I say here. Things have, I guess that you can say that, I'm not sure how to start this off. I figure I'll with beginning.

"Yo, Connie!" My boyfriend called as I walked out of Pearl's room. I joined him on the porch. The cool, ocean breeze felt good against my skin.

"*yawn* Morning Steven~." I spoke with a hint of sleep still in my system. "How did you sleep?"

"I could ask you the same thing." He began to hold in his arms as we gazed upon the large body of salt water. The movement of the waves was a soothing comfort to my worries of last night.

"Did you get enough sleep last night?" Just like lightning, they come rushing back.

"No." I answered without thinking.
"Pearl kept me up."

"Oh, were the both you training?"

I felt uneasy presence behind me. I turn my head to see Pearl behind to screen. She looked like a child after you take away their favorite toy. She was clutched her hand just above her left breast. She seemed to be fighting the urge to break through that door, and take me up in her form. The only thing that I could offer was the sympathetic look I gave her. I knew how she felt at that moment.

"Connie!"

"Yes! Yeah, is everything alright?" My gaze broke.

"Are you sure you're alright? You keep zoning out on me."

"I'm sorry. Seems we were up later than I thought."

"It's fine. What did you and Pearl talk about anyway?"

My mind crashed. What should I have done in this situation? I always wondered was it best to tell the truth. This was my out. My chance to leave everything behind. But... What would have become of her? What it would all be when it all said and done? Would everything go back to normal? No. It would be just mess of awkward stares, and weird conversation that went nowhere. I didn't want that. She want didn't that. We never wanted that. But I couldn't lie to Steven. He didn't deserve that. He always been so kind to me. So, I told the truth. Or at least, what felt would ease his worries.

"She had a breakdown about Rose last night." I looked back at the door to see she was no longer there. I could still sense her presence. I could feel her hugging the door frame, her body

shaking with fear. Fear of me saying the wrong thing. I felt it too.

"Oh no. Is she alright? Maybe I should go talk to her and-"

"NO!" I could her body tense up when she heard what he suggested. "I already handled it."

"Really, what did you do?"

She began to calm down. I chose my next words carefully.

"Comfort. I gave her comfort. That's all there was. That's all there is to it."

"Well, I'm happy to hear that you could take care of it. It probably for the best that you did anyway."

"Why?" 'Of course it should have been me. You would have only made things worst.' I always wondered where that come from.

"Ever since we had that talk with her, Pearl has really become attached to you. When ever we going mission, she'll talk about how you've progressed. She thinks highly of you. I've never heard her talk about anyone like that."

"Expect Rose." I said to myself.

"What was that Connie?"

"I said my clothes. I left them in Pearl's Room. Let me go get them."

"Sure. Can I get a kiss before to you go."

I didn't want to refuse him, but it wouldn't feel right doing that knowing Pearl was on the other side of the wall, listening in on our conversation.

"I'm sorry, but...Not right now. I'll give you one later okay?"

"It's alright. Whenever you feel comfortable." A tinge of pink touch his face as he released me from his arms. It sad that he didn't know that I was about to run in the arms of another woman.

When I entered her room, I jumped to the highest waterfall and cried. I didn't want it to be like this. I wanted everything to go back to normal. I missed when I didn't know that she loved me. At least then I have to my heart ripped between Pearl & Steven. Speaking of the former...

"Leave me be, Pearl."

"You're hurt. You need comfort." I could feel her breathe on the back of my neck.

"I said should go away." My shoulders were shaking. 'Stop it, Pearl."

"Why didn't you let him comfort you? You had a chance to let him in but you refused him."

"I won't tell you again." I growled at her. 'Stop stating the obvious?!'

"Is it because you know that you no longer love him? It is, perhaps, you love me now?" I jumped from my position turned towards her. I faced the cause of my pain and began to shout at her.

"So what if I DO?!! It's what YOU WANTED!! So, would you care?! You think that I would have let you bed me last night if I didn't?! Do you know that Steven hasn't even kissed inappropriately! You were my first! I gave my purity to you because I loved YOU more than HIM! There, are you happy now? He ​didn't take me from you, You ​ took me from him. Now, I have to live with the guilt that I cheated on him. That I treated him like discard trash, when he has nothing but kind to me. I hate myself for loving you. I hate ​you, ​because I love ​you. So leave me alone. Leave me before I shatter you and kill myself for hurting you."

She took one step towards me. I lunged at her. She effortless grabbed my fist by my wrist, and pulled me by waist. She had tears streaming down her face, while her cheeks glowed a light blue.

"Let me GO!"

She said nothing as she connected our lips together. Our body were connected once again, and once again I couldn't refuse her. I returned with my own love. She began to push me to the watery foundation. She continued to kiss me as she pulled against my clothes. When she stopped, she sat at waist as I stare into her crystal blue eyes, in all my naked. She didn't moved. She was waiting for something. Something from me.

Something that she knew I wouldn't refuse of her.

"Take me, master." I said I look off to the side. Tears were running my cheeks. She had let go of my hands only the cup my face. She turned my face gently to face her. She whispers softly.

"I can't take what was already mine." She covered mouth with hers once more. Her lips began to trail down my face, danced across my neck.  tongue began to dance around breasts. The grace she had when she passionately showed love to my lower lips was the most divine feeling that I will ever experience in my life here on Earth. She whispered sweet nothings in my ear, as her fingers dancing a fast tango inside me. The twirl final threw my in air, yet she continued dancing. As I came down, shouted her name. I knew everyone in the temple would hear us. Thankfully Garnet was with Amethyst as she played outside on the beach. When I landed in her arms, I was than eager to repay her. The way she moaned my name was like a lottery that only in could enter. I wasn't as her. I could never be as glorious as her. But she continued to guide and encourage me as I pleased her. I really did have the best teacher.

...

I awoken to find myself wrapped in her arms. She was watching the door, knowing eventually I would have to go home. I reached up, and pulled her into a kiss.

"It's alright, Pearl. I'll never truly leave. You have me. I have always had me. Nothing can take me away from you. I am yours to do with. Anything you want from me, I'll do it."

"I want you to be happy, and love me."

I settled back into her form. I closed my eye, content with my mistress.

"Yes ma'am."