I'm living a normal live
Well, I thought so
Actually nothing is "normal"

But I realize
Every desicion I make
Will influence my life, my future

No matter what I say
No matter what I do
The worst outcome will be true

It's as if fate already decided
Everything about me
And I cannot change it

I have to accept the consequences
But there is at least one thing I can decide freely
I can decide if I want to live this life or not

I can commit suicide or not
I can end everything or not
I can avoid a live embossed by desperation or not