Knowing you was beautiful
Knowing you was great, was honest
Knowing you was incredible, was fun
Knowing you was painful

Someday you wanted more
At some point, you were closer than before
At some point, you stood before me
Suddenly! I didn't see it coming!

I didn't say no
I couldn't
You were so close
I didn't want to lose you

I let it happen
Let you into my heart
I lost myself
Through these confusing feelings

I didn't mean to
I couldn't like you so much
But I see the love in your eyes
I never meant to hurt you like that

Loving you could have been easy
Loving you wasn't real
Loving you was a lie
Loving you hurt both of us

~20.05.2019

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Hey^^ Ich wollte mal fragen, welches bis hier hin euer liebstes Gedicht von mir ist ღ