Sometimes I wonder
why I let all this happen?
On some days
I wish I'd told you everything.

Now maybe I've lost you.
forever, even if you say it's all right.
But I can still feel
that you're moving away from me more and more.

I thought nothing could shatter us.
I thought our feelings would never fade.
I thought we'd never leave each other, even though the world may end.
I thought our love would last forever.

Now I've lost you.
I've been left alone
Wait for you to come back.
and I can explain everything to you.

Why have your feelings changed?
I am still the same person!
I am still the heart that you loved!
Why can't you listen to your inside and accept everything else?

I hoped nothing would change your feelings!
I thought We would never fade!
Now gorges seem to be between Us.
You on the one side, I hanging over the abyss

Why is it so hard for you to understand that I'm no different than I was before?
Why can you only see what I revealed to you without realizing I am still there!
I wait, because I believe that we belong together
I believe our love will win ...

~20.06.2019