NOW INTODUCINGGGGGGG the SuIcIdAl FrEaKkK

I WANT TO DIE PLEASE HELP IM TRYING TO CLAW OUT MY SKIN AND IM SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR CHOOSING TO LIVE BUT THEN ANGRY FOR THINKING I SHOULDNT LIVE AND IM SO ANGRY I CANT EVEN CRY AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DOO everybody hates me but the people who love me need me and i just kinda wish i want born so i wouldnt have to do this at all and i hate it i hate it i hate itttt