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he arrived at the address his dad told him, and he looks around to find the door.

he tiptoes to the door, and he takes a deep breath before he puts his hand on the doorknob.

he slams the door open and takes out his sniper while he looks around for chan's dad.

"bang hanseok show yourself!" felix yells.

he hears footsteps approach him, his eyes are on him.

chan definitely didn't get his good looks from him

"if it isn't felix, chans 'boyfriend'" he crosses his arms.

"don't even think about moving" he aims his sniper at him.

"oh please, you can't shoot me, trust me... I've got ways"

"I'm all onto you, don't even try"

...

"get the fuck up!" hyunjin pulls chan out of his bed, but he escapes and lays on his bed again.

"go away" chan says, hyunjin sighs.

"dude, you need to get up"

"why should I when the world is full of people who are happy when I'm not?"

"it's your fault, you let him go"

"I was doing the right thing, his family is more important than me" hyunjin slaps him. "what the hell!?"

"don't you see how important you are to him!? when he got here, he was miserable but he's happy, well now he's not because you're a bitch"

chan sits up.

"I'm not a bitch, you are" chan crosses his arms.

"in the past, others left you and it may not have been your fault, but this time it is your fault. you pushed him away when you know that he loves you"

chan looks down and sighs.

"I know... but-"

"no buts" changbin comes in.

"oh great now he's here too" he looks away from them.

"he's your happiness, and you're his happiness. that's all you need" changbin says.

"thank you" chan gets up from his bed and runs downstairs out of the house.

he finds himself to felix's house.

"chan? what are you doing here?" his mom answers the door.

"can I talk to him?"

"he's not here..."

"where is he?"

she looks down, then back up at him.

"to see your dad"

...

"so he broke up with you huh? and why is that?"

"he thought it was better for me to be with my family"

"aw he became soft" he then rolls his eyes.

"but he still has the same goal to kill you, like I do" he gives him the stink eye.

"you may have the weapon, but you won't let it kill me" he crosses his arms.

"what makes you say that? my hand is on the trigger"

"yes but you won't actually pull it... your dad has told me everything about you, you don't have the heart to kill anyone. you could never do it"

"yes I can!"

"go ahead then, pull the trigger" he smirks while felix remains silent.

"that's what I thought, but you see I could care less if I kill you... it'll talk some sense into my brat child"

"so what if he likes men? so what if he doesn't like girls? you're nothing but a grouch and a terrible dad. as his dad, it's not your job to demand him to do things your way or just because it's not what you want, it's your job to let him be happy. he doesn't deserve anything you've done to him. why do you think your wife left you for another family? you're nothing to him now, and that's your fault for not supporting your son" felix's words didn't affect chan's dad, but it did affect the one who was watching.

"he's not normal! don't you assholes see that!?"

"YOURE THE ASSHOLE! my whole life I've been abused by my dad... and... and... then... it turns out he actually does love me. I know you love chan... you don't have to tell him if you're scared if you're not good with it or anything... but you need to show it... and stop this... stop making him miserable... let him be happy" felix's eyes start get teary.

chan's dad keeps glancing at the door, but nothing is happening.

"why do you keep looking at the door? I'm not letting you escape"

"your stupid dad was supposed to come in but he came a pussy and is now backing out" felix looks at him.

"I thought you said that you quit working for him?"

he stays silent and looks down.

"he must have heard your stupid speech" chan's dad rolls his eyes.

"it wasn't a stupid speech" someone else appears and felix's eyes widen.

"chan"

"I knew you would show up"

"of course I would. but it seems felix beat me to it to take you down"

"well he failed. because he won't remember anything that happened" he stabs felix with a needle and felix flinches.

"NO!" chan runs inside but his dad takes the gun away from felix as he falls to the ground.

"you don't wanna do that" he aims the gun at chan.

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